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♥ Lessons to learn and Remember

Saturday, December 15, 2007
rumbles & whines posted at 20:51

I should be yelling->" Woo Hoo Weekends is here" but guess what, i'm here sitting in my bunk and still in camp till you know what time... fatigue work it is...today is the commissioning day for the 67/07 batch of OCT.. one chocolate bar on their shoulders liao.. so proud of Weiyi..(p.s. thanks for the ang bao haha) see them marching out really reminds me of my SISPEC life... and the more i want to be like them.. cause is definitely not easy to pass the 9 mths... though i only left with 6 mths.. but i can see many challenges lying ahead of me already.. i really need to clear them all and stand proudly infront of my family and friends..i really want to make them feel proud of me.. and of cause cannot let those commanders who took me before down.. going towards pro-term i just hope i can adapt and adjust better to OCS life... duno is the lack of rest or i really becoming weaker already, my performance was aint as good.. my drive and and motivation seems to have run away too.. i just hope they can come finding me back, or at least let me find them back...

And i need to be less whinny (duno does the level of whinny-ness comes with age), less vulgar (trying to control my watda f*** and u know what) and more lady-like (yes, my mama will be very happy to see me turning to one fair lady) ha.. yes, in OCS, new character development, more discipline, more leadership, more initiative...i really do pray i can do well just like how i did in SISPEC or even better.

After the marathon, have not been going for any recovery run..(And yeah, i'm proud to say i completed it haha -unbelievable but true-) and duno if it was the reason for me to not be able to sprint as fast as i use to.. mayb my age has caught up with me, mayb eating too much of chips and slacking after ROC i've become a weakling... I really didnt expect myself to be that lousy.. i really need to pull up my socks real high.. i need more discipline to run and self-train.. so anyone out there who wants to run over the weekend, please please and i say again PLEASE call me to come train with u okie.. regardless weights or runs... i need to be FIT once more!!!

Okie here comes the annoucement and the sounds of many curse!!! i need to get changing and fall in for more fatigue work!! May i book out tonight and join Ah cheow and the rest for graffiti!!! Tmr is a shop for dress day!!!=( (And my legs are gone from the mosquitoes bites in SAFTI MI)