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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

rumbles & whines posted at 23:11

Yup.. today have IMM practical.. everyone is so excited over it.. coz today will be the first time, where most of us have waited so so so long.. to cut a mouse...haha Alrt.. mayb we sound like despo or pyscho that going around wanting to kill a cute white mouse.. but is juz part of the pract and our module--> Immunology(Study of immune system).. so do spare some thoughts for us... anw.. i'm realli excited yea... coz nv did this kind of stuff b4... so today lesson, is like a once in a lifetime experience for me.. coz is not like, we want to kill a mouse, we get to kill it.. so yea..

Anw, today, we didnt get into dissection of the mouse yet, we onli did blood collection from the mouse.. i'm the first to try.. n i failed... arrgh... i didnt manage to collect enough blood from the mouse.. guess, i did not place enough force, during the cutting. By the way, the part where the blood is collected is from one of the vein running along the tail of the mouse... Though, i've failed.. but at least i learn sth new today.. very fun and exciting...but i muz say, the mice realli can shit... guess, when they afraid, they tend to shit more...haha

Nxt week will be Mouse Immunization.. hope is gonna be a successful one for me.. wanna do it once again, if i got the chance too.. hee.. The looking on our own blood specimen was also cool... i see the diff WBC... and able to identify it..thanx to Kavita and Dr Lim for teaching me so well... I muz also admit that Kavita has improve yea.. cant bad-mouth her anymore lolx... Anw, Now, the most interesting and fun module to me, is gonna be Immunology.. at least the lecturer Dr Lim, is able to feed me with info and facts, which i can understand and able to absorb... unlike all the other modules that, i'm taking right now... Like AMB, PAT... all super boring.. n i duno wat, the lecturer is trying to get across... realli trying super hard to get wat they're saying.. sigh... realli a lot of work for me to do... *STudy study

Today, didnt go for muay thai training.. super tired and shag and sick... duno why.. guess, i realli have not enough rest and sleep... have been rushing from place to place.. lotsa meetings and things to settle and attend since the terms starts.. arrgh... gonna get down with flu, sorethroat, headaches... Brain all floooded.... gonna malfunction soon...HELP!!!! I need some air to breathe!!! Since the start of skool, all skool days have been such a long day for me..nv go home for dinner, always get home late, always have morning class at 0800!!! i duno how long i can hold it...*REN!!!

*Will this love blossom... I doubt so!!!-->Alrt.. after soooo long.. u finally get back to me... it was realli sudden yea.. telling me, u still hav feeling for me... i duno wat to react.. all i have to say was.. i'm truely, seriously dumb-founded, when i saw ur msg... u noe... is gonna be hard to turn back time... n is somehow impossible to...u asking me getting back with u... but i realli gonna be honest and true to u.. i cant love ya as much as i can do like the past...with all the things, that i've on my hand right now.. i feel like is almost impossible for me, to even have the time to tok to u.. i duno... i realli duno if starting all over again with u, is gonna be right... pls forgive me for being so indecisive... i duno wats best for me right now... but all i have to say now is.. i need some air to breathe!!!

I need a break!! I need to sleep and rest!!!

Monday, May 30, 2005

rumbles & whines posted at 07:33

If One day, u feel like crying...Call me.
I dun promise that i'll make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.

If One day, u want to run away ---
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop...
But I can run with you.

If One day, u dont want to listen to anyone.
I promise to be there for you. And I promise to be very quiet.

But if One day u call...
And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you...

Saturday, May 28, 2005

rumbles & whines posted at 13:14

Alrt.. since skool starts, have not been blogging.. realli super busy alrt... over skoolwork, club meetings as well as my muay thai training... even my dad started to question me a lot lately... as the whole entire week, i only went back home for dinner once... which is today.... is realli terrible i guess.. not been spending much time with my family members... guess, i oso quite detached from my Sec skool mates.... arrgghhh... But happy that, i finally completed my WK1 tutorial as well as WK 2 MOL... phew.. feel the load on my shoulder lighter now... at least able to squeeze sometime out during the weekends to watch my vcds haha...

Anw.. the starting of skool was alrt.. realli glad to see all the familiar faces again... but feel rather funny of my class... realli hope Irene, Jiaying and Dan dan can transfer successfully back to F04... realli wish they'll be in the same class as me.. i miss them... esp Irene haha.. coz, she always very caution with her work... and will always there to update each and everyone of us abt, any annoucement and doubts... But now, she's over at the other classes.. but realli glad that, we are still able to have lunch together as well as lecture... But, i muz realli thanx Maggie for being there to update me oso.. guess, i realli damn blur lately... my response to things is like super duper slow.. duno wats up with me.. guess, i'm deprive of sleep...

Lately, Muay Thai training, think i didnt do as well as i did before.. i feel that my kick become less power.. whole body damn rigid... realli super tensed up... arrgh... izzt stress getting me down... juz feeling damn tired and sick lately... i need some rest, i guess... Tmr, as usual will be my Muay thai training... hope, i can do better.. dun wanna let myself down as well as shifu down.. realli wanna be a good muay thai fighter... wanna be physically fit too... Anw, tmr, i hope Zane could make it for the store collection from Jessie.. one of the ICT society ic.... she borrowed stores from us.. n yea.. she returning tmr.. i dun wish to drop by skool.. but if zane cant make it.. guess, i have no choice but to go down...*praying hard that Zane can make it!!!! ZANE PLS YES, U CAN MAKE IT ALRT!!!!

Lord.. pls let me grumble... i guess, this semester and this yr for me, is realli gonna be a tough one... Not onli MST2 is getting my life, PAT, IMM, AMB... man.. i realli duno wat izzt all abt... it mayb juz the starting of sem.. but all this modules.. realli gonna take the hell out of me... guess if, i dun study super duper hard, i guess, i'll juz die of horrible death.. or mayb retain and face watever consequences from SAF.... arrrrgghhhh.... *SHOUT:SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!!

Anw, think when skool starts nxt week again, i'll be blogging lesser and lesser...busy busy busy!!! STRESS OUT!!!

I dun realli noe, what i'm good in anymore... i'm feeling so so small right now... BIOTECH... izzt the course that i truely like and love, izzt my passion... i dun even noe, how to ans myself... all the terms and facts, thats gonna be flush into my head.. am i gonna be able to apply it in the future... i duno anymore, lord... i'm like juz study for the sake of studying...seriously, i juz wish to have a longer skool break...and i noe, i cant afford to fail.. coz if i do.. not onli do i let myself down.. but most importantly my papa and mama... lord.. i realli duno what i want for myself... realli confused and lost--* super down in the mood rite now...

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

rumbles & whines posted at 09:00

Yup.. today went skool to clean Club House..yup, no public holiday for me...*crys.. at first still have the thoughts of slacking for juz one day, b4 skool officially starts... and i help to paint the club house!!! Fun... realli like the colour of the club house now... is light purple... give me a very cozy feeling.... Thanx dora for choosing such a sweet colour... Anw.. i muz realli grumble... the window of the club house realli damn dusty.. causing most of us sneezing like shit...so are the drawers, shelves and stuff.. wah.. is like been a 100 yrs down the rd, since club house has been officially clean and have a make-over...

Anw.. sorry guys.. unable to stay long to help u all.. have some family gathering stuff to attend.. so yea, got to leave early for that..

Hey Tian yin... dun angry alrt.. noe u guys have realli planned very hard for the class bbq.. but i unable to attend... my ah ma's fren invited us to eat at her place.. n part of it oso for vesek day.. den my dad dun allow me to go... am realli sorry alrt... anw.. realli happy and anxious to see u guys tmr again... all the familiar faces, voices and laughter.. hope is gonna be a fun semester ahead for us.. guess we got more to complaint, grumble and whine abt again.. coz KAVITA is our practical lecturer for Imm... dead meat we'll become... duno if she still rmb our face.. but i doub't, i'll ever forget her in my life.. her black face, her weirdo dressing sense... duno wats up with her.. everytime explain things all go half-way.. damn.. i duno, how am i gonna accept n face her again... moreafter.. tmr, first day of skool get to see her face le... arrgh... juz hoping for the best to come.. hope she's better in teaching rite now...

Tmr, will be meeting new classmates too.. man.. i realli gonna miss all my fellow and ex-classmates.. *crys...why muz we sep!!! anw, juz hope the new class can be a fun one.. dun wanna wish to be in a super nerdy and stress class haha.. hope to meet more fun lover as well as slack ppl... ha, so can all slack tog...man.. how's year 2 life gonna be???

Monday, May 23, 2005

rumbles & whines posted at 08:39

Rite... today is Vesek day... so went temple with my mama to do some offerings.... den head to Rivervale Plaza to have dinner as well as, rental of my vcd--> Lao Po Dai Yan... haha.. lucky, they have it man.. but onli have episode 1-4... nvm.. at least able to watch Jess new series haha... I muz realli thanx for the lady, tat allow me to rent, even w/o my ic... thanx you aunty... After, getting my vcd.. of coz go for my nxt target.. my Fullmental alchemist comic book 8..... Yup.. so head to Compass point, comic connection and get my comic...and yup.. gotten myself the fanbook 2 of alchemist as well... and oso get some pens to prepare for skool... den.. met Mrs Ku and her hubby as well as her son--> Ryan in Popular bookstore... Ryan realli grow so much le... is nice to see her again.. but i was with my mama.. n she was with ehr family.. i oso duno how to react haha.. so i juz replied a "hello".. Hope to chat with her someday.. moreafter, she has transferred from SJC to H.I.H.S.... realli miss her yea.. her PE session.. the sec skool days, where all my classmates and I tried to scare her, each time she enter into the classroom lolx... Hope we can have a chance to meet out someday yea...

So, overall.. today was a quite happy day for me.. coz i got almost all the things that i want and need... But.. i realli own an apology to Eleanor and classmates of 1F04... sorry girls.. cannot make it for today's class bbq... i noe, u guys spend lotsa time planning for it.. sorry.. realli sorry.... Hope to see u all, during skool re-open.. which is this coming tues... anw.. beside, looking forward to see u peeps.. i'm not looking forward for skool.. i realli haven enjoy and rest enough haha... alrt.. i'm a lazy bum... who onli like to slack.. man.. i noe, when skool re-opens, i'm dead.. gonna be a dead meat... the things that i need to do, like gonna be tons and tons...dun wanna think abt it.. juz hope, i can cope well when skool starts.. coz now.. i dun even noe, what i realli need to do or prepare, b4 skool starts.... damn-- I DUN WAN SKOOL TO START!!!!("-_-)

Anw.. i muz realli thanx Maggie and Irene, for updating me with watever details that is posted on MEL.. w/o ur updates, i think i dun even get to noe, wat is being posted there.. is like years to me, since i check or log onto MEL... so thanx yea...

Yst went skool to do store cleaning... thanx guys for all the help... esp Chen wah.. thanx you for helping me to check or the dome tents so thoroughly... thanx aishah and company helping to fix all the tent poles... thanx all who turn up!!! thanx... u guys realli did a wonderful job... Mon, gonna meet up to clean club house... wonder, if it is as dusty as the store lolx... when i go to my training, i realli felt so dusty and dirty haha.. but nvm.. at least the store is clean n nice now.. hope, it can stay as clean for the entire yr....*praying Anw, sorry guys, nv join u all for dinner or lunch.. boe u guys damn hungry, but i went out with chenwah and szewei to eat first.. hope u guys dun be angry.. coz realli gotto rush for my training.. and cannot eat too late.. or later i train, i'll vomit.. so realli sorry abt that yea... but once again.. thanx for all da help!!!

And yea.. i duno izzt a good news or bad news to annouce here.. Master Johnny gonna be back from THAI... so will be able to see him , this coming Tues... but i feel that, when he's not here, i learn more haha.. at least those seniors take initiative to train me... realli did lotsa punches and kicks... i realli wanna thanx all my shi xiong, shi jie for teaching me so patiently... hope i dun let u guys down.. i realli wanna do well for muay thai... at least, yst, i felt that, i started to love skipping a little more.. though, i noe that my weakest part during warming up.. guess, i need to get my own skipping rope and train... but yst session, was the best i muz say.. realli kick and punch a lot.. shiok man haha... thanx batan for training and teaching me for the very last part.. hope nxt session, u can train me too haha...

Alrt.. gotto settle some storelist stuff.... work work work!!!!

Friday, May 20, 2005

rumbles & whines posted at 08:21

Arrrgh... i realli wanna cry out loud man.. my laptop cant restart window.. god-- guess tmr gotto go skool and get my laptop repaired b4 skool starts... duno izzt, i did not switch it on and used it for a very long time and update it.. till the internal drive all rotten n stuff... arrgggh....realli hope, the mel or something can save my laptop... *praying praying praying hard

Yst.. went to celebrate jel's b'day tog with weiyi, dawn, sisi, dora, Khai, Zane and Chenwah, after meeting Rong to cut hair at di summer and brought of nike dunks... rite.. i juz have a little trim.. realli duno how shld i cut it... no more brain cells to think anymore.. seems like everyone in the street all have similar haircuts... same old long tail growing at the back of their heads.. juz like me.... alrt.. i aint caring abt originality or uniqueness.. juz want my hair to be short... Yst, so coincident.. get to see my old bro--> Nic... she look realli macho now... so damn fit looking... god-- i muz realli train harder... guess, i look so tired looking and sick... Anw.. yst was realli a fun day yea..walk from PS to Esplane???(sorry duno how to spell it haha) and use curry fish power to sabo jel haha... but i muz admit that, the pandan cake with curry fish power, mac chilli sauce, sweet chilli sauce, mayo, curry sauce, bbq sauce(jel's b'day cake).. tasted damn nice alrt... jel duno how to appreciate it haha... er.. mayb some of u find it realli disgusting.. but mayb at that point of time.. we're all too hurry to think so much.. juz, each one grab hold of one pandan cake and get it down into out stomach haha... but "ÿummy" is still the word to describe it... den after some cleaning up the sabotage scene, we saw a Ms Shhhh... she juz suddenly shouted Shhhh... as she walk pass everyone... everyone juz follow her action and play along with her.. den i think she found her fren.. den she started to fling her slippers away n wanting to take off her shirt alrt.. lucky her fren stopped her in time.. n somehow calm her down.. if not.. i duno, wat exciting stunts or action she'll perform.. But realli find her very poor thing.. i mean.. ppl are treating her as a laughing and joking tools... is realli a heartache to see ppl treating her like tat... i realli dun find it funny in anyway, of her action or behaviour... i guess, she juz duno wat she is exactly doing and getting herself into...realli sad... but still glad that, she has a fren that able to look after her and control her... at least she wont get herself involve in other shitty stuff... I realli hope.. ppl can learn to see these ppl in a diff prospective and learn to understand them.. but not treating them like some laughing or joking tools... i admit, sometimes, i did break the rules, of treating them unequally, and seeing them as a diff ppl in the society... but i really hope.. things will juz go better for them....

Yippeee... is raining again... not tat i can sleep.. juz that, i can escape from running lolx... yup.. later have muay thai training again...hope today i'll learn sth new...

And i muz say.. yst Nip/Tuck was damn nice... craving for nxt week one...n tmr.. will be meeting judy and company for sun tanning at Sentosa... looking forward for it... hope tmr, will be sunny and not rainy...

Thursday, May 19, 2005

rumbles & whines posted at 04:00

Today:Happy Birthday to u...
Happy Birthday to u...
Happy Birthday to Uuuuu...
Happy Birthday to Uuuuuuu....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAL!!!

Alrt.. later going to meet up with all the 30th Councils as well as some of our ex-councils of TAS to celebrate the b'day of our beloved council--> Jieling aka Jel... Hope we can realli put up a good b'day celebration for her hee...

Meeting Rong Rong to cut hair... finally have a chance to meet up with her again... Mon saw her at DB regata.. damn fit and solid... rowing skills oso damn zai now!!! Kep up the good work pal!!! U the rower!!!
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7 DAYS CRC: Anw.. no blogging for a very very long time... realli been busy these few weeks... one week spend in OBS... i realli miss my TV very very much....Man.. all the nice episodes that i've miss... arrrgh... But nevertheless, OBS was realli fun yea...minus all the raining parts that we've spend in the classroom... realli nice to get to noe all the ARC peeps.. u guys have realli been very helpful in many ways.. thanx for being there to help when i needed some assistances... Anw.. the course that i attended for OBS is CHALLENGE ROPE COURSE(CRC)... we'll taught rescue, safety management, risk management, legal suite, knots, pussiking...the course quite-ta theory heavy for me... but i muz say.. the practical and hard skills that i learn and acquire realli boost my confidence in setting up and handling a rope course area... Of coz.. i muz realli thanx our beloved OBS instructor-->Liew!!! U da man alrt... thanx for teaching us soooo sooo soo much hard useful skills haha Realli appreciate all ur wise-man terms...

I muz say.. all OBS instructors, they are not onli physically strong but oso mentally.. realli admire their flexibility as well as their passion in outdoor activities... ZAI is the word to describe them... all of them realli look damn zai... juz so all rounded... I dun wish to be an OBS Instructor though.. coz i've seen realli how their selection is like... i guess i'll nv make it haha... anw.. an advise to anyone who wanna become an OB instructor.. TRAIN HARD ALRT!!! Do practise a lot on carrying of weights yea...

With some of the skills learnt in CRC.. it make me wanted to do mountaineering even more... I wanna conquer Mount Kilimanjaro (Africa) b4 my 21 birthday haha... Hope i can realli have my dream come thru... Realli hope to engage in mountaineering... anw.. hope i can climb or trek up all the small hills ard malaysia or even ard the world den go for all the tall and physical draining mountains!!!! Hope to be like Carmen someday... able to venture MOUNT EVEREST!!! Ok.. guess i'm thinking to far.. better get back to reality b4 i drift to far off...

But the 6 days in OBS realli have lotsa fun memories and experience gain... Not onli did i have a close-up experience with a bug laying its' egg on me as well as jeiling's bed... I oso learnt that actually bugs and insects are attracted to blue...and mosqitoes coil does not realli work in killing mosqitoes... but mosqitoes net realli get all the diff fei fei off ur face.. n from this 6 days camp in OBS.. i realise how much i actually miss all my TASIC cum TAS camps... coz OBS realli too slack and comfortable for me, that i started to home-sick and cant sleep in the nite... The camp oso made me realise why, all my TASIC camps, they dun allow us to wear ankle socks... coz ankle is the part where all the blood-suckers like to attack... But.. OBS food is realli nice... 3 meals a day w/o fail... lunch and dinner u'll definitely have a chicken wing.... n i muz admit tat.. after the 6 days of professional training, i'm a super-pro chicken wing eater... w/o using my hands alrt.. juz fork and spoon... haha But.. i think i need to exercise more... i've gain weight.. lotsa weight i guess... more PTS for me!!!more muay thai training!!!

During the OBS camping days.. Weiyi, Jeiling and me.. will like crazy women.. doing push-ups, sits-up, crutches for our outside trainings...all the ARC peeps will like...watda???anw.. who cares rite... TAS peeps always surprise others, with their strong physical and mind!!! Weiyi everynight teaching jel abt sparring, as Jel will be having her grading soon.. as usual, everynight, they'll have pillow fight and we tok craps b4 we slept... but jel is always the one, falling asleep first... But.. i realli pity weiyi.. her face and lips all kanna attack by fei fei every night... every morning, we wake up... there's always a new swollen bite marks appearing on her face... but juz seen her yst.. it all subsided... wanna ask.. wat kinda medication cream u used haha???

Brought a no. of OBS shirts as souvenirs too..*grin widely Overall... the 7 days Course is realli a worthy trip.. realli learn a lot from Liew and his partner as well as all the ARC peeps... Hope to attend something interesting again... I guess..i can say, i'm a competent rescuer now... comfortable with heights and confident in saving a life haha...
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Mon: Rite.. after OBS.. Mon went for dragon boat race=regata.. 300m race i guess... very fun..get to row dragon boat again.. realli miss those days, where every sunday, training with all the kampong glam dragon boat peeps... how u guys man.. realli miss each and everyone of u... though, i said b4 when i go to poly, will join db.. but went to TAS instead haha.. budden.. i still love the passion of rowing yea.. but i guess realli need lotsa professional trainings to row well.. anw.. fun-rowing is fun too.. hope nxt yr, TAS can have their own tea..coz this yr, i went to row for ARC and Napfa peeps.. Great to know new peeps... Everyone did a good job alrt... though we did not win in the finals.. but i muz say.. is was realli a fun and memorable experience for me... Hey- sio,Hey-sio, Hey Hey!!! The cheer still spinning in my head alrt.. Left ber Left ber Left Right... ARC, NAPFA ALL THE WAY.... Osssh...Hey!!!

GOOD JOB EVERYONE!!!

After DB went Dora House to settle some stuff... think we're pretty efficient haha.. getting a lot of things done quite fast... I muz say.. dora's house provide lotsa good food.. i enjoy ur nuggets, filet n harshbrown haha... yummy yum yum...
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Tues: Went skool for TAS meeting... Serene was late!!!! and i forgot to bring my money to pay Dora for jel's b'day... as well as nv bring enough money to top-up my ez-link card.. thanx Daren.. for lending me money!!!

Yst.. was like the first lesson for me in joining back muay thai training again... but yst, like did not realli do much... i think i kicking realli deproved... god-- think my body become heavier too.. cant do push ups nicely... as usual.. i dun like skipping.. so tiring.. budden shifu say, he'll specially order a new skipping rope for me... coz all the skipping rope are all too long... sweet of him i muz say...but seems like.. i''m kinda too short for anything.. sigh-- sports climbing vertically challenge, during lobster claw, unable to wrap my claws ard the pole...*crys Anw.. i wan to get my hill top t-shirt and muay thai shorts... Shifu, will be away this thurs till 24th of May... he'll be going Thai for comp i guess... some seniors will assist us... hope they can teach me more kicks... coz yst was kinda a boring session... though i learnt new punches.. my nuckles are aching now...But.. welcome xin min... our new female companion haha.. she's realli very fit alrt... guess, i muz train harder to follow and catch up with her... hope to see Lijun and ShiJie again for nxt training... u gals been MIA??

Tonight 2230... NIP/TUCK!!! Muz watch!!!

Thanx dad.. for being so understanding in these few weeks... thanx for not yelling when i'm home late... and thanx for letting me to do watever i want.. thanx for ur understanding that these few weeks, i'm so busy that i've not been home for dinner every single nite as well as not spending much time at home... I'm realli happy that, u show me ur support in these way... i promise i wont violate that freedom that u've given to me.. thanx for trusting that, i'm a grown up girl now... thanx dad...

P/s: Sorry gals for unable to help up in planning of the class bbq.. sorry for being a lousy class rep alrt... thanx for all ur help esp to maggie, eleanor and all those that assist them.. thanx a million girls!!!

Monday, May 09, 2005

rumbles & whines posted at 07:26

Finally finished packing my bag for tmr...Rite.. Today is Mother's Day... Guess what.. i did nothing for my mama... god-- guess u'll nv forgive me rite... the way i treated my mama... sigh.. i duno wat i shld say n do too... coz watever i was thinking of getting her, she has it.. or i've gave it to her b4.. mayb is the thoughts that counts.. but, i'm seriously broke now.. even need my mama to provide me with the source of survival...

But i hope.. today.. as a special day.. i can realli spend a grt nite with my mama.. in the best way that i can.. coz i always show her my truth self...'my attitude is realli sucky.. i'm realli glad that she still understand me and dote me so well, always... i realli wish to apologise for all the wrongs that i once did... i oso want to sincerely apologise to all the hurts that i've done to u... i'm realli a bad child.. a very bad moody child... But.. i muz say.. U always been a great wonderful mum in my life.... thanx for always being there for your child, ma... To listen, to approve... to give me the best u can give... I promise to work hard for u... i'll do it... i'll give u a better life that u wanted to enjoy so bad... i promise you...

Tmr morning.. i'll be officially away... dun miss me, ma... I'll miss u alrt... Happy Mother's Day!!!
TO ALL THE GREAT WONDERFUL MUMS IN THE WORLD... TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY!!!

Saturday, May 07, 2005

rumbles & whines posted at 15:40

Alrt.. return from my Muay Thai Training.. as usual.. aching all over again... but today not that xiong ba.. today have a chance to train with Shi Jie=Nicole!!! She realli damn zai... i kick awhile, no power le.. i think she can continue with her kick on the ring for duno how long.. 5 mins??? she's realli damn good.. getting to train with her is realli great.. my honour man.. hope.. i did not gave u as much trouble as i think i did haha... Ur kick realli powerful..ur slams too alrt.. but nxt time hope u can dun resist ur neck a little.. let me slam u down haha... need that feeling of pride there u see haha..

Anw.. is realli nice to noe my female companions from muay thai... u guys are realli super nice peeps alrt.. easy to mix with haha always there to help.. sweet i muz say hee... I'll be missing three session coz of OBS.. hope u guys can help me brush up the old skills... i'll try to train as hard as i can in OBS during free time hee Realli gonna miss the training time.. miss all the sweats that we prespire haha.. miss the female toilet.. miss all ur companion-ship.... Hope to join u guys back after camp!!!

Today, went back to skool again.. having some meeting for my cca... Noe my post... N yea. i'm the new QuarterMaster together with Zane...Er.. actually not much feelings... but not bad.. at least finally got the clubhouse key.. n finally promoted as a real 30th Council and not a 30th council-to-be haha realli gotto buck up and lift my club house name up up up!!!Expecting more work coming my way... arrgh... I realli get a feel of the life as a Council, finally... Is not gonna be easy, i muz say..

Anw.. today was suppose to send Carmen off to Mt Everest... but all of the 30th Councils all live damn far from one another..den the flight is super den early..but, actually i can make it there, coz i think i live the nearest to the airport.. haha but.. yea.. realli shy alrt.. unless got other 30th councils with me.. or realli feel weirdo abt it... but is realli damn cool to actually noe, u have an ex-council that actually is climbing or shld i say, conquering the Mt Everest in 2008... moreafter is a womens' team.. damn zai rite... I realli admire her man... able to do standard push-ups, den able to conquer the Tallest Mountain!!! Zai Zai!!! Hope i can be like her someday!!! Gonna train harder i guess.. more work needed to be done... Anw.. hope Carmen will have a fun training there at Everest!!! U do us proud man... for the women and the club!!! U rox!!!!

Anw.. realli sorry Zane.. for not able to help ya much for all these upcoming events... Promise to do my best after my camp alrt... Jia u... xing ku ni le...

Guess.. is all for today... tmr still hav to pack bag for OB... Hope my arms can still moves...*stretch P/s: RotiBoy is nice haha.. try it..

rumbles & whines posted at 09:47

Alrt.. two more days to go, be4 i go for OBS.. counting down...
yea, Sok.. u're definitely rite.. is a dream came thru for me... thanx Sok.. how i wish we can make it there tog.. rmb, we said that, in Poly we'll grabbed watever chances that take us to OBS... finally get this opportunity.. hope u get this chance too alrt.. but i'll nv forget to get u the sonvenirs.. trust me alrt..*grinz
Thanx soo boon for giving me the grt news of meeting u guys at Puggol End!! Is realli gonna be much much more easier for me haha.. able to sleep longer.. yippeee ha...

Today went back skool again.. for some refresher course.. learn a lot of stuff.. like double figure of eight, the double loop one, and learn pussie???, double fisherman knot.. quite fun afterall.. thanx to all ARC peeps that take so much patience and time out to teach me.. i noe, am a super slow learner.. ha...though i dun think, i've enough sleep... coz Yst.. i went for my first Muay Thai Lessons.. wah... realli an eye-opening experience sia.. those guys there, realli super zai man.. their legs.. all full of well-built and well-shaped muscles... duno when will i be like them... think i realli need to put in lotsa hard work to become a super fighter like them.. But.. overall the lesson was grt.. the master and the ppl there, super nice and sweet hee.. very helpful bunch of peeps.. encouraging too.. thanx for the praise Master.. hope i can do better.. my kick sux, i noe...esp, when the very last part u went up to the ring n teach us.. i cant kick and turn anymore haha.. realli gotto train harder...

Anyway.. i feel that the most tedious part is the skipping part... wah.. realli cant keep up with the fast pace that Master have.. i did quite slow.. hope u can forgive me.. at home realli trying hard to train yea.. but i wanna comment that, Master.. ur skipping rope realli very diff from the normal type sia.. urs like kinda heavy lolx.. realli made my arm muscles ache... Anw, now, my body is aching all over.. esp, my hip and spine.. think realli twist a lot yst... hope i can endure for tmr session too.. muz jia u.. cannot give up... coz there's onli 4 girls there.. one is the senior over there.. so three of us are beginners...so muz jia u.. to catch up shi jie!!!ENDURE!!!ENDURE!!!

But.. i muz realli express the feeling of being able to stand on the ring itself to train.. man.. the feeling was.. good!!! *Singing: I feel good....... feeling so good now... Alrt.. i can see that, the neighbourhood birds are all starting to migrate..better stop singing like a toad... Today spirit realli good sia.. coz i finally got my deathnote 6 as well as fullmetal alchemist bk 6... as well as i got my HAMMOCK!!! yippeee.. finally.. all that i wanted... but i'm realli broke rite now.. sigh.. think of the nike dunk that i wish to get!!! Is S$114.65!!! Anyone wanna get it for me as an early b'day'gift.. i realli like tat dunk damn damn much... sigh...gotto save money... but who's giving me money... u???

Alrt.. enough for now.. gotto have my dinner and watch my lao po zai on the move haha... Arrgh.. my Grandma is yelling again!!!*there she goes again...Anw.. realli sorry cheow, rong and company.. am realli broke after purchasing my camp stuff and comic.. promised to meet u guys after my camp or sth... dun forget to cal me out again alrt..

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

rumbles & whines posted at 08:37

Today: Went Bukit Batok Polyclinic for medical check-up for OBS. As usual i'm late... the worst was that, i actually took the north south line to bukit batok.. it was really an agonising journey... twenty over stop, b4 i finally reach bukit batok... but lucky, my queue was quite fast, manage to catch up with the others.. thanx god, still scare that, i'll be the last...anw, feel rather cheated.. the fee for the medical checkup was 25 bucks... damn.. realli broke broke broke right now...

29th April-1st May: Alrt.. still in the midst of recovery from the tiredness from the three days two night, Council Training Camp... was realli drained and exhausted after the camp.. but i muz say that, i always have lotsa precious memories and experiences gain during each camp.. nv regret attending any of the camps.. always have grt fun though realli tired and deprive from sleep.. as usual, with new mosqitoes bite marks and scars, guess, i'm all used to it.. all these bites, marks and scars, were like serving as a Souvenirs or memories for each training camp... U may say that, i have an ugly arm or leg.. but u cant take the precious memories as well as the experiences that i've been through during each training camp, coz u can never ever get to feel and experience it in one entire life... I guess, thats what TAS has given me.. the experiences and memories!!!

Anyway, the first day of camp, some of my friends and i were late, coz we went beach rd to get some camp stuff.. sort of a last min shopping haha..and b4 that, went city hall with dora, daren, jel and Ix...purpose was to keep Dora company as well as giving her support, for some IS video shooting... And as we did not took the initiative to inform our TM abt being late.. we made them realli angry... but seriously, we're realli realli sorry over wat we've done.. so hope u guys wont be angry over the matter already... Anw, the start of the camp for me was rather bad enough.. i suffer from diarrhoea.. but thanx to Jel and Dora for the company, during my "business trip"haha I definitely learn the techniques of controlling the smell from spreading ard the toilet.Thanx Jel for the advise.

The recapping campcraft lessons was realli useful, i muz say.. realli refresh a lot of my memories as well as reinforce my skills and knowledge on lighting the stoves as well as the gas lamp... more confident to do it right now...

After enjoying a wonderful Mac Chicken meal, all of us get ready n set off for our destination... Guess after seeing or hearing what i've mention, many of u will be Super duper proud of the 30th Councils.. we actually walk from East Coast to Changi Village!!! It may seems realli cool, but i cant deny, u realli need a level of endurance to pull thru...I was realli happy that i did it together with all my teammates..But i guess, the fun and most enjoyable part was having Dora, Aishah and Jel singing cheers serving as a motivation pushing all of us forward... though we've seen repeating the same old song for ard an hour plus, and i admit, i'm realli tired and sick over it.. but i cant deny that, till now.. the rhythm and remedy of the song is stil in my head...i doubt if i can ever forget it ever in my life...(with my TM, my buddies and Meeeee) After, an hour plus of the same old song, finally we changed to some oldies, as well as some rocking records..but i'm too tired to sing along after awhile.. too breatheless haha.. but realli njoy, hearing u guys singing... realli cheer me along the long journey...

Second day of the camp was fun... a lot of team bonding games, in charge by the ex-councils... realli fun and enjoyable.. thanx for letting us to be in the shade.. the rays from the sun realli killing most of us.. especially me..dehydrating like nobody business...but afterall the games played was realli great... realli bond us closer together..Personally, i really like the blind-folded game... but i feel that, perhaps the blindfold, can mayb change to towel or sth else.. i nearly suffocated under my trackpants lolx... The most unforgettable moment for me would be the solo-nightwalk as well as the solo-night... solo-nightwalk i fell and lost, but lucky there's ex-councils ard for assistance... thanx to all the branches and logs that obstruct my way...but realli have much fun searching my way to the finishing point, though i'm tingling with a little fear inside me...anw, still realli gotto thanx those ex-councils that helped me along the way.. or i guess, i'll nv be able to complete the route in such a short timing...Was proud that i can actually start fire on my own haha..n manage to cook cereal-kopi to drink as well as maggie mee, and potatoe to eat... but i did not realli slept much, though i'm realli super duper extremely tired.. thanx to all the mosqitoes that kept on dancing and singing ard my ears when i tried to get some sleep... thanx to the whoever, that on the techno music so damn loud, that i cant concentrate in my sleeping.. and all thanx to the unknown footprints that keeping tres-passing my sleeping ground...i thought was wild boar or sth worst den that.. but nvm now.. at least, i got all the sleep hrs that i needed back home now..

To Aishah and Dora.. realli sorry for not helping much during campfire... i did a lousy job in handling the fire... sorry abt it.. the last min firewood and stuff.. realli sorry.. but u guys definitely did a superb job!!! keep it all up gals... To Khai.. thanx for helping out to take care of the fire for me during campfire... To Daren.. Thanx for doing those campfire dance and songs with me, thanx for trying so hard in remembering all the lyrics that i try to pour into ur head haha.. thanx To Jieling.. Thanx for being my toilet companion...

Third day... the final day of camp... oso resemble the passing or graduation of councilship.. we did the 5BX!!! Guess is a tradition..Guess it was also a moment that i wont forget and dun wish to forget... it was realli a moment, where each of us realli push ourselves to the best of our limits.. or even far more than we all could do it.. But, PROUD to annouce, we all did it... still.. muz really thanx the ex-councils for being lenient with us... i muz admit, i didnt realli did all my 5BX in proper style.. thanx for closing one eye for it.. Thanx for the Pineapple drink too... Thanx Ah Pok, for staying throughout the 5BX enduring with us, though initially, u decided to give up...Thanx for helding it on for us... u did well, pal..

But the most important thing is that, i realli learn to cherish water after CTC... During the camp, we'll all like a water desperado... we even go all out to drink non-drinking water... coz we'll all dehydrating and i'm like so damn weak and no longer able to stand on strong anymore... but thanx guys for supporting and encouraging me along... if not, guess i'll juz gave up or died there.. cant be back in one piece.. so realli grateful to all, that push me thru this ordeal.

And i muz say, when all the 30th councils work closely together, we can realli create wonders.. hee!!! Juz like packing and unpacking stores.. we can all do it in such a stunning or shld i say, an impressive timing... haha.. But, lastly i muz realli say that, i did a lousy job during CTC.. dun think i've given my very best, though i thought i've given my best.. guess, i could have perform better, but i didnt.. so, am realli sorry if i added on any burden to any of u guys and did not help much and resting, drinking or sleeping too much... i'm realli sorry abt it...
i realli hope, from all the experiences i gain in so many training camp, such as JS, CTC, TASIC 16 TRAINING, i can realli work hard for TAS, bringing upthe name of TAS.. Realli want TAS to be the best club society in Ngee Ann Poly!!! Hope, i will not let any of the 30th councils as well as the club down...