Thursday, December 30, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 02:12
Alrt... finally grab some time out to blog... has been quite awhile since i update... anyway thanx aishah and all for greetings... Yup Aishah nxt time muz join us alrt... den we all sabotage Dora together lolx...
Anw.. am realli happy.. finally all my tests have come to an end... but i noe there's still more n more n more to come... Now gonna busy over projects and pioneering... *ahhh
Am happy to annouce all the TASIC 16 members are all CERTIFIED FIRST AIDER!!!! Yippee!!! Hurray!!! We all did it... so anyone who need CPR out there.. dun forget to look for us yea!!Anyway would like to thanx whoever that helped me along during the first aid... thanx!!!Oh thanx fangyu, das, huihua and shilin... sorry to keep pestering u guys over the bandages.. thanx guys for all the assistance n help i get from u guys!!!
Am realli happy and proud that on mon our self-training we completed 40 steps of stairs!!! Good job everyone.. thanx to Khairi.. our leader of training... Looking forward for the nxt training...
See u guys tmr for water confidence den... need to rush off for skool!!!! Chao~~ *man is raining=(
Saturday, December 25, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 13:17
Merry Christmas to everyone!!!!
Guess U guys should be enjoying urself out der.... yup.. am home at this hour already...but guess i receive quite a no of chocolates and presents from ppl.. have a present exchange session in our class... took lotsa photos b4 heading the separate ways.. am realli a fun day!!!! THanx MAS for the photoframe!!!Thanx heather for ur greeting card, thanx tianyin for ur sweets, chocolates, thanx jiaying and shilin 4 ur chocolates too, thanx vanessa for ur candle.. i hope i didnt left anyone out... juz wanna thanx everyone for making the half day so wonderful.. u guys rox my life!!!1f04 rules!!Afternoon after class wen bugis with shuwen, eleanor, shilin and vanessa.... was a grt trip i guess... but shilin is the one who get lotsa stuff today... the rest of us all "brokers"... anw, onli get myself a keychain and keychains for my mama n stuff.... now broke...but i muz agree that the thai resturant where we headed for lunch is real good.. especially the kan kong... mama mia!!! n of coz it reminds me abt the sec skool where i used to eat out with all my classmates... we'll always order kan kong... guess is ruiping's fav...ok den during the meal, a bee visited us alrt.. duno what the hell it is doing there... but i muz sae.. it realli disturb us during our meal...it keep flying towards shuwen den of coz me and eleanor, shouting and like swerving our body ard... shilin and vanessa are the calmest i guess... at first mistaken the bee as a housefly.. so we'll like happily flapping it away.. but after knowing is a bee... of coz shuwen, me and eleanor dun even dare to fling it away... all thanx to shilin.. she's the bravest.. she fling it with a tissue away... *thumbs up for her man lolx.. yup.. of coz wen to take a neoprint b4 head bac home... hope we can have another trip nxt time.. but w/o our laptop.. coz carrying a laptop ard is an agony!!!am so sleepy and tired now.... and the worst worst thing is that.. i haven touch my lecture notes of OBC and physio YET.... n MON N TUES will be a test on it... DEAD
Alrt.. i noe i shld not whine and stuff..but now everyone is like still having the christmas and holiday mood tingling there... is realli hard to sit down and read ur notes juz for even a good half hr...ARRGH...I noe i realli got to buck up.. or this semester i can realli die flat.... Realli terrible alrt...This sem is realli pack, pack pack--*scream!!! I realli cant take it anymore....*AHHH
Ok... better stop thinking of all the things i have not done... coz there's realli damn a lot of things waiting for me to attend to...going out of my mind soon....realli settling into a good depression...damn-- Anw.. Thurs wen sports climbing again!!! yippie.. this time have five ppl!!! Dora, jieling,cheryl,elf and me!!! damn fun haha... i realli love belaying!!! coz u get to sabotage ppl haha... damn fun damn fun... alrt.. can see that my mood has switch to a better level....thanx god...ok anw.. Jieying and i am damn happy alrt.. coz we did better and well den the first session haha... am so proud!!! but compared to Dora.. we like still far fetch.. Dora another spiderwoman... damn pro in climbing... initially realli feel ashamed.. she first time can climb so well le.. damn talented... anw.. me n jieling are training hard to become a super duper spiderwoman rite.. lolx...den four of us can form a justice league or mayb the girls power... better den the power puff girls lolx Ok enough of my nonsense... anw.. we did lotsa nonsense at the climb adventure too alrt... we pose on the bouldering wall and using Dora's hp to take pic...As there's matresses to prevent us from hurting ourselves during our fall, we oso did a wrestling pose haha.. jieying of coz is the victim of everything haha... poor her..Dora and me juz having lotsa fun beating her up lolx...^5 Dora But i muz sae wen comes to belaying me and jieying comes to be grt partners...we're real good in holding ppl up der n not letting them down... n of coz Dora is the victim of the belay team haha...
Anw... our good performance yest was not something to be showed off... coz according to elf, he said the wall is easier compared to last week, coz more gripping tiles have been replaced... but anw, i feel that i got more energy to climb the wall compared to last.. guess is the tom yam soup power lolx... damn delicious... yam yam... nxt time muz go eat again *wide grin
Den we all head bac again for first aid course at jurong... learn bandaging and stuff again... but is the last lesson alrt... no more... tues will be the exam... *stress.. CPR, ELEVATION, ARM SLING,JAW BANDAGE.. ARRHH so many many more....cant take all these upcoming tests anymore....*shout scream jump leap off the computer chair.. alrt am still alive!!! Dear Santa, pls send me an angel or send me another me... who can help me do my tests, do my work... i realli desperately need it, to reduce my stress level... or i'm realli gonna set in for hypertension or worst stroke and heart attack...*save me!!!save me!!!
Alrt.. during first aid oso have lotsa fun things happening.. beside our usual routine of taking pic of ppl who are sleeping and eating.. we tok and gossips abt Jieling n her "hubby" chee lup.... lolx... the two darlings of tas... they damn loving alrt haha Juz simply inseparable... very sweet rite.. anw.. wanna make it clear.. we're not jealous alrt...*laugh Guess Jieling gonna slaughter me or skin me alive soon... Nvm... we tasic member juz wan to see how their puppy love grows yea...ok the worst thing oso happened to me yst.. so pai seh alrt... that's the worst thing that ever happen to me infront of some many known ppl.... *cover face Alrt... I was helping Dora to distribute the sweets to chee lup zhen hua jieling and zen... who were sitting at the bac and side of me... ok den i pass n pass on the sweets like nobody business yea... den i cross the boundary... i wen to give the sweets to an unknown guy sitting besides zen... god!!! is so damn embarrassing alrt... he oso did not noe how to react i think... he might be thinkin.. what this crazy girl is doing??? giving me a sweet?? .. wateva alrt...damn... embarrassed for god sake...of coz i drew my hands bac n return the sweets to dora.. and i dun dare to even look bac alrt... *embarrassed Thanx to zhen hua alrt.. keep calling me to take number from the guy and stuff.. of coz am further embarrassed....*hot red face
Ok.. nvm abt that.. realli gotto get myself to study tmr.. today shall take another break haha.. hope tmr i can realli get into stituation yea.. or not.. this sem i'm gonna retain... muz realli make use of tmr... but the worst thing is... if i'm gonna celebrate out..den ha.. not books and am dead for good... ok gotto stop here.. i can hear my show is starting....bi xie jian!!! and tonite the jap cartoons... gotto watch it!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS AGAIN!!!!
Thx woeichyi and serene and all the peeps out there who've sent me christmas greetings cards and emails... am realli appreciate it very very much!!! Love ya guys loads and loads yah...
Sunday, December 19, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 17:15
YoU'Ve GoT MaIL!!!<-- this show is damn good!!! I muz get the vcd!!!!
rumbles & whines posted at 05:18
Thanx SuJun for ur christmas greeting!!!
For everyone out there too...
rumbles & whines posted at 03:31
*Scream... am down wif a little sore throat...*croak croak
Ok... today, how am i suppose to spend my day.. *shag
Alrt.. read all the NP annoucement juz now... wat can i say... quizzes, tests and practical tests... *ahhhh Going crazy soon... and the worst thing is.. i dun feel like touching for book for goodness sake... damn tired of everything suddenly...Give me a break!!!*roar
Here goes my mama again.. screaming her lungs out... wanting me to pack all the unwanted clothes into the recycled plastic bags...anw i dun give a damn alrt... My brain is malfuctioning... i cant put the words that she wants to say together....Juz want my brain to have some peace.. after a week of lectures and lectures and first aid session...*peace--
This morning.. went to check my hotmail too... was surprised to receive a mail from Irene...anw..am realli happy that she actually told me how she realli feels abt everything.. At least it lets me have an idea of what she feels and stuff... n is oso able to give me a chance to correct problems that are occuring btw us....Thanx Irene for being frank with me... Ok.. yst suggested of having a grp conference to solve the class pro.. but maggie and Jo sae.. is kinda complicating to solve it online.. so Mon gonna have a face to face conference... hope it can realli settle all the disputes and misunderstanding...Anw..Irene is aint nobody's fault... my class initially already has its own problem der.. so dun take all the blame by urself.. we'll all solve it on mon alrt... n thanx all my frens for ur concerns over my trouble..realli appreciate it.. thanx...
ADVANCE MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!!! HOHOHO
Saturday, December 18, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 00:34
Alrt.. Christmas is coming....*grin-- so are the common tests and projects yea....*spout Physiology is realli crazy...juz a small mini test.. three chapters can be included.. god--
Cold weather has set in and my class is facing a cold war lately too... alrt.. mayb i shld not have address or responds to wat Jo has said in her blog... as she's juz pouring out her unhappiness over wat is happening... ok.. i've got to blame... But i've to make it clear that, i'm not angry with anyone yea...and Jo... i'm not blaming you alrt.. i dun wish anyone to have any hard-feelings towards one another... i'm juz responding to how u feel and trying to clarify the doubts...I'm not tat petty in nature yea... i post the comment is not abt ya onli.. juz our class initially has already had a problem...so pls dun take it to heart... apologise if my tones or words used are too harsh.. But i'm truely not angry with anyone...
Ok... today suppose to join the TAS members for a charity event... but did not go... my dad dun allow alrt... wen he heard wat i sae.. he was like screaming his head off... *arrgh.. noe that i've been home very late almost everyday.. but no choice yea.. guess that's juz poly life.... juz hope he'll understand me a little alrt... is realli not that i like to be home late... am left wif no choice...unless u can get me a chopper or sth, mayb i'll be home as fast as lighting...*groan
Was supposed to be wif Elf today and tomorrow in a camp too.. but yup.. cant go... have a dental appointment tmr... and tonite also have some crap stuff to do.. *ahhhhh (sorry Elf yah... but hope i do have another chance to work wif u again...)Yst sports climbing was super fun.. but i realise that i have somehow lost all my spider power...*crys-- I cant climb!!!! Ok not that i cant climb... but for some element i realli cld not complete it.. it was realli bad... Guess i realli gotto be on diet!!! Am realli getting rounder!!!Ok even my classmates sae i eat so much lately... realli gotto do some reflection....Nst week gonna go to conquer the rock wall again..*gum ba teh Anw, yst went with Jieling, Cheryl and Elf to do the sports climbing... as usual, Elf is the best climber among all of us.. he's realli grt man... Cheryl too another spiderwoman...she realli did well...*envy When she have her chalk she can realli fly to the top like nobody business... Me and Jieling realli gotto buck up haha... but guess Jieling is even better den me.. as least she is able to touch the elephant.. i cant even touch it..*roar Nvm nvm, mayb nxt week i shall put on more chalk on my hand, so that i can share the same power like Cheryl*laugh...Anw Jieling and I shld not feel bad, at least we beat the birthday girl haha as well as we beat those small kids*laugh out loud.. Ok shld not be so proud abt it...But it was realli an experience man!!!
At the climb adventure.. of coz get to see many Professional climbers.. there's a Raffles guy.. god-- he's super duper damn good in rock climbing!!!*scream... he's definitely a cutie too*drool anyway.. i'm not interested in him... but i'm realli interested in getting him to be my shifu... he's realli good...the way he climb and stuff...man... wat can i sae... he's da man!!!!Learn from Jieling that gays pub usually have rainbow or purple flag hanging outside.. i duno wats the reason though, but she juz told me is a symbol or a signal to gays.. ok it realli amaze me alrt.. coz i'm realli a nerd over all this stuff.. nv been to a pub in my 18 yrs of life!!!
After spending like three or four hrs there.. gotto head bac to jurong for first aid session.... have dinner at subway n oso get myself some sushi... am realli damn hungry... rock climbing is realli damn tiring... Jieying and me are suffering muscles ache rite now....*groan Today, suppose to do a run, but didnt too.. thanx god that it rains.. it gave me a reason for not running haha.. but guess, tmr i realli gotto go for a run.. or my stamina and health is gonna deteriorate...anw..been so tired to do anything lately...*sigh
Today, finally get to see Shurong.. *singing-is a small world after all, is a small small world Guess she's doing fine and well.. except for times that she've been late for tutorial and lectures got scolding for teachers and some unlucky stuff.. but other den that.. she's doing good.. am realli happy for her.. as for tian tian... she got herself a tongue pierce...am shock at first.. but realli find it damn cool alrt.. but i'm sure i'll not have the courage to do it...*ouch Heard from Tian and Rong that Arthur has turn straight.. am realli happy for her...hope she's doing well in life...Alrt.. on the bus journey to skool... of coz like wat all girls like to do.. Three of us, gossips and talk like nobody business... Rong tell me and Tian the story of Shutter... She started it becoz i told her i have new vcds.. n one of it was shutter... By only listening to the story.. am already feel freaking scared... ok am a timid mouse.. but i swear that i can realli imagine the scene when she was telling me wat actually happened in the show.. god is damn freaking... hope i do not have nightmares..*pray
Today, wen SIM to eat.. yummy yummy.. it has realli been a long long time since i've been there...ok.. was crapping a lot with Shuwen alrt.. as well as the others... Van, Eleanor and Mas were all sick..but Vanessa is the worst patient out of the rest.. she's realli realli super sick...realli hope she can get well soon... man the weather lately is realli killing ppl off... so many ppl are down wif flu and cough.. i realli hope i wont be the nxt victim... *preparing some josssticks
Ok after we ate.. sat at sim to chit-chat... shuwen and I talk abt wat we did during sec skool as well as those nick names and hairstyles abt our Sec chers.. it was very funny alrt..*laugh Ok, shuwen and I actually share the same experience in skool.. like example during the season where liang si mei is so famous, we acted some of the liang si mei roles in skool.. like wat si mei dad's did everytime he open the door.. he'll go like "si mei ah..." and oso one of the old channel 8 chinese drama on a senile old man... he'll go like "give me some food"<-- in mandarin .. is damn funny alrt... den we'll oso talking abt what silly n funny mistakes we made during last semester pract... shuwen laugh till she cried alrt.. haha
Thanx Shuwen for helping me to get my deathnote book one too!!! Thanx ya... Finally found it... i've been finding so hard for it!!! Thanx god...
Alrt.. gotto go watch the vcd borrowed from shilin...*flee
Thursday, December 16, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 00:13
Alrt.. read Jo's blog.. agree with wat she sae.. the class has spilt... but seriously... the class had already been split since the very first semester i muz sae... I noe u're upset and damn piss of with ppl like me or so... but pls dun take any offence to heart with the comments i made below...
During the first semester, Jo ur cliques is the largest in class den followed by Shuwen's company, Irene, Mingli and me den go on to tian yin, huihua and jiaying and Yixuan.... Frankly speaking.. in my sec skool i'm always the loud hailer of my class... n can sae the central of attention in my class.. as i always jump ard n disturb peeps, den joke and crap wif ppl... but now in poly... i've kinda transform into a very diff "me"... i realli cant see the usual active me anymore...i always wish to join ur grp yea.. but i juz cant see it getting anywhere... am sorry abt that... i juz feel left out yea... truely.. i realli tried hard to blend with u ppl...but i cant see myself in ur grp sometimes... I 'm a person who needs ppl to hear me out.. n mayb tats why ppl find be vex at times or mayb irritating.. but tats juz me...
Class spilting up... i can say, it aint the change of characteristics yea... i can guarantee that.. i'm sure i've not change.. i can be as bubbly, playful and talkative as i used to be... i'm still the same from last semester to this semester... but i cant deny that i'm Quieter and inactive rite now compared to the past....or mayb i've become fatter or my face become intolerable....But i'm happy now as i'm with shuwen and company.. which i realli enjoy very very much.. as we can realli tok our hearts out and joke like nobody business...i mean u shld be rather happy as the usual small-sub grps are gradually forming into bigger grps... I may not noe what kind of feeling u're having rite now.. but i muz sae that, mixing and being part of ur grp aint easy...
This class issues is very serious i can say.. but if u realli want to sort it out.. i realli feel that we can have a heart to heart tok one day...n i'm sorry if i ever forget abt reminding or updating u guys on any stuff... By the way, the changing of time slot, i do not noe it till the lesson time wen Mingli and Irene starts to mention abt it...so dun be too piss off... i guess i shld be the one rite.. as i'm the class rep n i'm not inform...And, i would like to make it clear that.. we did not know the whole grp of u will outside the classroom... coz wen we'll there, we did not see any of u guys, so pls do not blame us of not calling u guys into the class....
But in any case, u are unhappy abt whoever in class i hope u can voice it out, if u not gonna point out i dun see any reason for u to be piss...so i hope u can say so we can all change for the better...And i noe, i can be a pain on the ass... or i can be a freaking bitch or so.. do tell me... i realli hope we can sort it out alrt...
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 23:40
Ok.. has been awhile since i update my blog yea... been damn busy over training and stuff... but i muz sae, yst first aid lesson was the best man...*grin-- Learnt CPR yst.. was realli fun alrt(laughing at ppl mistakes as well as the wrong pronunciation of names by Mr Lim Seng haha)...but at that moment of CPR, I realli feel like being a paramedics--*alrt alrt.. juz thinking too much... anw.. tats juz capricorn peeps yah.. we always have lotsa dreams and are realli ambitious..Ok am able to catch half an hr of my CSI too....but guess not today CSI miami series.. it ends too late... at twelve.. guess i'll juz slp in my class, if i realli watch it... but i muz sae.. CSI is getting damn popular among tasic members... all under the influence of Mr Lim Seng i muz sae haha
Ok... OBC again... i understand nothing alrt... yup u hear me...i understand nothing!!!*scream out loud!!!HELP HELP HELP!!!!! Tmr, Eric is gonna teach me... realli hope tat he can enlighten me yea....OBC kills...Alrt... today have OBC pract too....but pract is more fun den theory yea... Practical lecturer Mrs Soong is oso very nice and helpful.. she helped me along my way too.. am realli grateful for that yea.. thanx cher!!! Anyway, getting to work wif acidic and corrosive compounds rather cool yah... but the smell given off by the organic compounds realli stinks alrt...Guess one's life will be shorten to half, esp when working with these stinko compounds everyday!!! Came to realise that, all chemistry lecturers are all so boring and monotonous alrt... I realli Miss Ms Ong(last sem IPC lecturer) suddenly...though in the past, i complaint a lot abt her... but guess she's still have more experience in reaching out to the needs of all students compared to Ms Ng(present PBC lecturer) *sigh-- Anyway.. why cant these chem lecturers learn from the bio lecturers.. all bio lecturers are so homourous and fun....
Wateva yea.. things cant change anymore... juz have to put myself thru this semester...*praying for miracle But am happy with my skool life rite now.. as, i have a bigger cliques for lunch and hang out hee... thanx shuwen, shilin, Vanessa, Eleanor, Mingli and Irene... Not forgetting.. my crappy pal Jiaying too...as well as Yixuan!!! But seriously.. my class is not as united and bonded as it seems.. everyone have their own cliques.. though it happens in Sec skool too.. but is very diff... in Sec skool as the no. of peeps in each classes is big... many diff cliques are formed in process.. n tat to me was like kinda-->Unavoidable.. but now in Poly.. with a very small class of 18 peeps.. we can divide into two main grps or as well as three n fours... is rather saddening yea... Not that i wan to be in a large or popular grp... but juz hope to see some blending with one another... I realli have a lot of hard feelings abt my class...not the ppl... but there's juz something wrong somewhere... ppl aint blending...*arrgh....but i realli thanx god for having shuwen and company!!! Thanx guys....
Now everyone started skool... busy wif all their activities and life again... since the start of skool.. have not seen, sok kim, shurong, khailing yet... Have seen tiantian along the way or at the bus stop.. but for the others will like... all MIA!!! Yst gave Shurong a msg.. was intenting to cal her to rot wif me in the library haha.. coz onli meeting the rest of TAS for dinner @ 17.30 for dinner at canteen 2 and my class will like ends at 1500... den Shurong have self-training....so nvm didnt bother her... slept in the library instead.. was super duper tired.. guess energy have not been recharge bac yet after the night cycling haha...From here i can realli see Shurong is training hard for her Dragon boat... guess i have to buck up too... cant slack.. or guess army time.. i sure die!!!! Today suppose to have self training with the tasic members.. but didnt.... coz since mon.. i've been staying in skool for all sorts of training and activities... Dad and mama nagging like shit!!! my grandma too.. *arrgh Anw... if possible Sat shld be out pumping up... realli need more stamina...need to make up all the lost self training lessons...
But.. i'm realli happy!!! Tmr going rock climbing or shld i sae.. sports climbing with JieLing and Aishah.. and of coz after tat would be attending my first aid course again....Yippee!!! so excited!!! Finally found someone who enjoy the same outdoor sports and activities like me... But guess Jieling is much tougher den i'm.. she has gotten her 2nd star for kayaking... n now she is super duper tan!!!!*envy envy Hope i can make it thru for my water confidence test first....(prompt my birthday coming alrt...lolx)
Another good news is on 24th Dec 2004 (fri) , I have half-day... yippeee.... Anyone organising anything... Sok.. are u planning anything?!?! Wanna go ur hse eat... ok nvm abt ur dog... i'll learn to bear wif it and try to make fren wif it too yea.. haha Really hope this day we can all spend together.. coz we might not be free after that...
Ok.. Chris won the survivor million bucks.... though i dun think he deserves it.. but he's still much more worthy den Twila.. I realli dislike Twila alrt... BITCH!!!ASSHOLE!!!! But Ami still voted for ya alrt...damn...
On my way to think of my 30 ideas for my CATS now... *brain cells pls work and think!!! Tmr need to summit... Stress!!! Need sleep too!!!*shag shag shag
[-->Ok change of plans... not gonna think anymore... Yixuan confirm not doing haha.. den of coz follow my boss dun do haha...Am discussing over some class issues with Yixuan rite now.. Guess am realli getting into some serious cases here.. Juz hope the class wont have faces among each other.. anything we can always have a trash talk yea.... ]
Monday, December 13, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 06:58
Fri have a four hrs break... went clementi with shuwen, shilin, Eleanor and Vanessa....ha have a good time there.. ate roti prata and went arcade to play...Shilin and I played the street fighters game while the rest played the racing cars... its been like yrs since i last step into arcade.. is the truth yea...we realli have a grt time screaming out lungs out there.. Shilin and I realli have a good time beating each other up haha... den we oso planning of going taiwen, hong kong and korea together... most pro is a backpack tour...hee.. realli waiting for the day to come *excited.. suddenly, i feel tat i feel much comfortable wif them rather than Mingli and Irene, my usual cliques(but no offence, is juz a feeling) but wateva it is.. i stil think tat, i dun blend realli well with my classmates..*shrug... Sec life is still filled with much more fun and memories... my large grp of frens i always hand out wif as well as all my classmates... man.. i realli miss u guys and those days...*reminscent But thanx shuwen. Eleanor, Vanessa as well as shilin for taking me wif ya haha.... realli had a real grt time...*smile Oh... Jessica and Roger am going to film the wang fu chen long (morden)..YEAH!!! Realli hope to watch it again.. a damn nice show.. yeah.. Ah wang and lao po zai bac!!!*wide wide grin
Anna Sorry cant join u guys for dinner on fri... realli sorry abt tat.. nxt time do try to inform me eariler alrt...
Alrt... am bac alive from my Night Cycling... am realli tired after the whole thing.. *shag But i cant deny it was realli fun... an was a good experience i muz sae.. am grateful towards the TASIC Instructors for planning it.. but somehow am pissed with them too alrt... esp Ben!!! This is my blog and this is where i speak my mind out.. if anything offensive, i'm realli sorry abt tat... Alrt... he is the instructor, he has right to ask us do watever he like, but mind u alrt.. pls mind ur words ok... standing in a bad posture getting ur scolding am alrt wif it...but u shouting to my face saying "see wat see, ur shoes very nice is it"...aint sounds nice alrt... the tone of urs already disguise me...but mind u again.. though i may look at my shoes, i am paying still paying attention to wat the Instructors are saying ok..anw, pls let me clear this up.. am not looking at my shoes.. am looking at my wounds alrt.. i found some blood stain on my leg, so wanted to look for my wounds yea... am not looking st my shoes... if i am, is not tat my shoes is nice.. i may be looking at the insects that crawls ard my shoes OK!!! Am realli piss alrt.... *damn
Anw, have learnt quite a number of stuff during the cycling course, example, changing the inner tube as well as naming the parts of the bicycle...thanx instructors for all ur guidance...*special credits to Mancy, Weiming as well as Alex... Ok, have a short knots and lashings session b4 we set off... becoz of the rain yah... so ard 12am we finally set off to our diff destination/check point.. we'll all divided into different grouping... onli 10 turn up so, we've 3 grps.. with 3,3 and a grp of 4... am in the grp of 4 with GuoZhen, Auf as well as Szewei... by the way, have dinner wif szewei auf, daren and guozhen as well as aishah b4 we attend our tasic cycling course...Ok the game is like tat-->all of the grp will have 5 stops... and each stop we'll have to get a clue (a tasic16 sticker) to prove that we've been there, and then by 7am we muz all report bac to skool.... we're oso reminded that we cant keep in contact wif ppl of another grp...onli able to communicate wif our same grp members... ok so all of us oso set off to diff destination first... for my group (group3) we'll made to cycle to Ang Mo Kio first...while for grp 1 which have Dora, Zen and Khairi in the grp travel to Chua Chu Kang and Grp 2 with Poh Keong, Darren and Zhehua to Jurong East first....so grp 1 and 2 set off first..My grp set off the latest, as Auf bicycle tire was flat and having problem in pumping it up.. so we've to change the inner tube... Szewei and I took care the bac tire, while Guozhen and Auf took care of the front tire... yup, so finally after quite some time, we're all done to set off...
As i always took bus74 to skool, so recognise the way to Ang Mo Kio... so i took the lead first and led the grp to Ang Mo Kio... but to my surprise.. we cycle to a flyover... am shock... coz we're not supposed to cycle at the flyover area... ok we didnt break the rules/laws.. so we push our bicycles instead of cycling on it... finally cross the traffic and get bac to a Pedestrian pathway, so we cycle bac on....finally after an hr or so, we reach Ang Mo Kio...*relieve am realli afraid tat i lead the wrong way... luckily Szewei oso help to reconfirm the route...when reach the interchange have a real hard time in searching for the clue.. as the lights of the interchange are out...ok den we turn to the last resort, which is to cal mancy for help(using public phone, was instruct to bring 2 ten cent coins for each individual, to cal during emergency as handphones was not allowed)...called 2 times b4 we found our clue under a fire extingusher...den we took some rest, ate some biscuits as well as some drinks b4 setting off to Serangoon.. our nxt stop...
Alrt, along the way to Serangoon, suddenly got lot sa snails making their way out to the pathway.. man realli have a hard time trying to avoid running over them yea.. den along upper serangoon rd, saw a car stoping at the shoulder of the rd.. and the commotion in the car also attracted us to stop at the bus stop opposite them haha... so we took another short rest, as Guozhen back is aching and killing him... so we'll like somehow guessing wats happening in the car too... i saw some clothes flinging thru the car windows... but duno am my eyes playing tricks or sex is realli taking place...*laugh Szewei was prompt to go over to see wat actually happen, but didnt yea.. all of us set off to Serangoon instead....
Ok.. found our clues under the seats, Guozhen found grp2 clue, so Auf suggested that we use the cigarettes to make an allow to hint them on their clue.. so we did... Auf made a arrow pointing to the clue.... den as usual, we replenish ourselves with some drinks and rest...den setting of to our third check point, East Coast... we did not noe how to get there.. but Auf sae if we get to his place he noe, how to get us to East Coast... so yup.. we set off to Auf place--->Geylang Sera...along upper serangoon road, saw a grp of night cyclists too, they're very warm indeed, they greeted us on their way, n we did too... den at potong pasir, saw a gay couple.. one of them can realli shake their bum bum...den guozhen saw something along his way.... (for ur info, along upper serangoon rd used to be a cementry) Luckily we did not take the lane, we took the opp pathway instead...
Ok finally after a long ride, reached Auf place...at that point of time my butt is aching like hell alrt... i can feel the burning sensation too...*pain ok den guozhen told us what exactly he saw just now... he said he saw a long hair woman, dressing in red standing behind a tree or bushes staring at our direction i guess... he keep seeing a repeating "her" along his way.... alrt... we kinda freak out wen he told us and he oso showed us how exactly she looked, like her way of standing, pose and stuff... so am realli scary alrt...*hairs on my arms are standing-- It realli chills me ok...so Auf wen home to get a cold 1.5L f&n orange for us... guozhen accompanied him while szewei and I rest downstairs.... catch some slp while waiting him... am realli tired...den Auf oso grabbed some money as we decide to get some cup noodles to eat... n we oso decide to skip some station.. as our nxt stop supposed to be East Coast Carpark F2... but is damn to far in... so we decided on skipping East Coast and Mount Faber Stations and juz go for the last station which is Jurong East.. as it is also nearer to our skool and enable us to get right bac to skool on time...
So we set off after a long mins of slacking... we went to a nearby 7-eleven to get the noodles... with onli 6.50 we onli manage to get three cups of noodles so szewei sacrifies, he ate the smash potatoe, guozhen shared with him, his cup noodles... so we'll all at the bus stop, slacking and eating away again... we'll all having butt and bac ache... realli cant make it anymore.... Ok we cheat again....(but cant sae it out, in wat way we cheated... this is a secret btw Auf, guozhen, szewei and me) if i gonna spill it all out and someone elses tell the insrtuctors, guess we will be in deep deep trouble... so shhhh... cant sat it out here...
Ok den we reach Jurong found our clue and headed bac to skool..after reaching, we'll given permission to slp while we wait for the other teams to report bac...Grp 2 arrive after a few mins past seven... while Grp 1 onli arrive at 9 plus plus... as they lost their way... so yup.. we all will as usual given punishments again.... Ok, we'll oso force to finish all the biscuits and drinks they gave to us during the race.. it was hell alrt... they can juz make us finish those packets of biscuits that are ate halfway or so... but Ben juz wan us to finish it al up...man he's juz out of his mind alrt.... i feel tat he can juz cal us to bring the leftover bac home or so too...i realli disagree in wat he wan us to do... pushing us to eat, finishing up the dry biscuits...*arrgh...(hard to explain it in words.. but i realli dun feel it is a rite way of doing this) Noe that in army they do that too... but is realli diff yea.... Khairi also said that, he'll eat till he vomit.. Even i feel like puking after eating so much biscuits and trying to finish the bottles of water...We also learn that, nxt time if we are given rations again, we decide to throw it away if we cant finish... we realli tired of all this stupid punishment and request that they wan us to do....
Ok, den we return the bikes rented from sp... den head bac to skool by bus.... have feedback lessons... i realli spill wat i wan to sae yah... damn angry.. am burning inside...i can sae, am going to explode at anytime... esp seeing ben face... man... *giving a disgusted look
Watever it is... have a pleasant ride but a bad return.... Sorry Dawn, nv join u guys for lunch.. guess i am a anti-social person after getting into poly yea...
Anw, To all Ngee Ann PeepS....
On mon do make ur way along Canteen 2 pathway...
Pls Support Tas by buying some strawberries coated with chocolate at onli 50 cents each as well as cactus which cost 2.50 each....Get ur frens to help too... Wif all ur help... we tasic members punishment can be reduce to 170 instead of 3170... think the store is from 9am to 6pm... pls give ur support.. the money raise is oso for the elderly!!!!
Friday, December 10, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 08:00
Attend another morning class today.. *yawn But it ends at ard 1145.. so aint so bad.. allow us to go home n catch some slp yah...
Later still have to attend first aid course.. arrgh.. my brain is gonna to be drained....*exhausted
Hope it will end early yah.. perhaps by 2115 it can end.. realli wanna go home early, pack my stuff for tmr n sleep, as tmr will be having lessons in the morning as well as overnight cycling n topography in the evening...
Ok i muz sae today, IS lectures was sux yah.. so damn boring alrt... aint any fun at all... i still perfer my ocom and Iac taken in the last semester...*thinking back
CATS is gonna kill me i guess.. as each of us are ordered to come out with 30 invented items.... arrgh!!!! Guess i hoping for the acting and skit part more....Inventory??? Ideas?? Creative???-->brain dead
Alrt, WAA...nothing more but language writing skills....Guess the summary is goog enough to kill me...dun even wanna think of writing an essay or a report writing... all juz so sucky alrt!!!*scream
Homework is piling up for me... so many tutorials and revision needed to be done... ahhh!!! Sunday suppose to be a resting/family day.. guess Poly students juz have no life alrt...*crys Anw, dun think tat today is a day for me.... but somehow i'm still kind of lucky...i duno wats wrong too... kind of a weird day 4 me...*shrug Morning, becoz have stomach upset, so miss bus 89... alrt, started to panick already(esp wen u see the opp bus stop having all the bus lining up, while your bus stop have no cars or buses coming your way...), as afraid tat i'll be late for lecture... waited for a good 15-20 mins, my bus is finally here... *thanx god Luckily, bus74 did not kept me waiting for long... n yup successfully reach skool in time... ok den attend those boring lectures.. finally ended class... n receive a good news from Elf(Effendi)*sorry do not realli noe how to spell his name... alrt... he sae, he wanted to take me in as a Instructor... God.. i was realli shock and dumb-founded yah... I realli admire him a lot alrt... he's a OBS instructor as well as a national runner.. he has realli lotsa experience and skills in outdoor stuff...N he's also and instructor under some company or so... If i'm realli able to be recuited by him and join his team.. it would realli be grt!!!! Kinda afraid that i cant meet up to his expectation... but was realli glad that he actually asked me!!! *thanx Elf!!! (always wanted to be a good successful leader and instructor... esp an adventure and outdoor one...hope my dream can come thru...) But guess i realli have lotsa things to learn from them... as sometimes i'm a better follower than a instructor or leader... but glad to receive the piece of news afterall... at least i see chances there...*grin
Juz learn from Jo that Dan dan went for a double eyelid surgery...was stunt and shock.. but she still look almost the same... but the way.. thanx dan dan for the key chain u brought bac to us from china... realli appreciate it very much!!!!!!!!!!!
Alrt..Now juz hope i can get myself to revise and do well for this semester... Off for my CCA.... Hope to hear from Elf soon.. *keke
Thursday, December 09, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 01:01
Realli need more sleep n rest i think... gonna collaspe soon...*help!! (stupid time table!!! Arrgh!!!)
*brain malfunctioning--
Saw Jessica RJ.. as well as Brina yst.. i muz sae Brina realli change a lot.. she's so slim n pretty now yea.. keep it up yea.... cld not realli recognise ya... realli have a grt chat wif ya... hope to keep in touch or see u some other time yea...
Ok kick it out with wat happen yesterday yea...I was queuing halfway to get my ITA notes yah.. den Sharon (instructor of tasic) called, she sounds rather panicky.. den tot i'm dead this time round.. but i look at my watch is not yet 5pm the reporting time alrt...i still have 10 more mins to go abt.. alrt she wanted me to hurry up n get the rest to assemble rite away as we'll be having the first aid course outside skool.. of coz i gotta drop out of my queue and rush to get the others... man it was hell alrt... she made me so anxious too...i also pass my anxiety to Dora.. who was still in prac lessons haha.. n she realli live up to our tasic motto yst... she change n report like lighting haha (our motto: move like lighting, shout like thunder!!)
After assembly, set off to jurong area by bus 66...have quite a long walk to reach the St John centre even though we took bus over... damn-- ok den we'll so damn early yea.. the lesson will onli be starting at 1830... thanx to sharon... Guess they juz worry to much yea... alrt.. during the waiting period while the other peeps came in joining us, the first aid instructor--> Mr Lim Seng, gave us videos to watch.. like america funniest home video.. but the purpose of him showing us the video, is to highlight the accident taken place in the recording...though the video is meant to make us laugh, we shld oso think of wat injuries the peeps have suffered... Ok den as more peeps who are supposed to take up the course arrive, we move on to CSI videos haha... ( yup!!! CSI my all time favourite show...)*excited Anw onli certain parts of the CSI was shown to us.. Mr lim seng actually extracted it.. to show us the injuries sustains, also part of first aid stuff... so rather interesting i muz sae... He's also a very funny guy.. always with so much jokes to entertain us.. Ok, but i cant deny tat, Mr Lim is a real crazy, bizarre man... he certainly do things differently from the others.. but definitely i still admire his knowledge as well as his experiences in first aid n in life...he realli been thru a lot..ok this also bring me to the point that he always side track... he does not side track a little.. but he side track to a real large extent... he juz have so much thing happening in life to share wif us....*laugh A whole thick booklet of first aids notes, he onli manage to cover 2 pages only in 3 hrs... now i bet u see why i say that he has been thru a lot in life...
Another thing is that, he loves to wash n scrub toilets alrt... *stupid smile anw, guess tmr we may expect more of his video clips n jokes again... *i'm expecting video extraction of "Saving the Private Ryan" hee hee Ok yst also receive a free bandage from him...but the bandage realli stinks alrt...*puck Anw, juz hope i can pass this first aid course.. dun wish to waste my time as well as my money... realli gotto pass!!!*pray Seriously, is realli worrying yea.. at the speed tat he's going, three more session oso cant finish the entire booklet...haha But overall i muz sae tat the lesson is worthwhile for your time, i realli gain some knowledge not skills yet though haha... from the first aid session, i oso learn tat, being a paramedics or civil defence it aint easy... especially during accidents where 100 or more ppl dies, u got to choose who to save n who u juz leave them dying...coz u're left with no choices...example, if a person have no breathing but with heartbeat and a person with no breathing n no heartbeat, who do u save first.. of coz is the one with no breathing but still with heartbeat.. as the chance of reviving him/her is higher.. so u see, as an paramedics or civil defence, in critical stituation like this u have to choose who to save n who's not...seems cruel, but tats how it goes yea... I realli agree with wat Mr Lim said yst...he said, u'll onli know how to save ppl when u know how to accept or deal with deaths... is realli truth yea.. if one is affected by a death so badly... he/she cant manage to save ppl anymore...coz i guess the one will have juz lost all her confidence n motivation to save ppl..
Anw, i realli feel lucky for myself as well as my family n frens... as accidents can happen anytime, any place, anywhere.. but all of us can escape from tat n be home safe n sound... so is realli a blessing from god i muz sae...*thanx lord, for looking after me and all my love ones Ok think i'm getting into deep... i guess i cant realli list them everything tat happen yst.. but realli i have a very resourceful day(first aid to preserve life!!!)....
Anw, today suppose to have self training, did not turn up... have some appointment to attend.. sorry abt tat... promise to be there nxt time round.... guess i better get cracking wif my work...Before ending my journal today, gotto say that i'm realli enjoying my OBC prac today, pract on--> making nylon threads.. haha cool rite!!! Have a good OBC lecturer(Mrs Soong) too, as well as my partner dan dan...Juz hope the nxt lessons can be as fun!!!Looking forward for Cell biology too.. Mrs Tang am great!!! U realli brighten the class!!! *thumbs up for NP lecturers!!!
*tired...a long day today i must say.. guess tmr too...*crawls away...
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 05:08
*Stretch
Juz reach home from skool... today no cell biology, and tutorial has been successfully pushed forward, so ta-da... am home in this early hour.. anywhere, nothing to be happy about too yea... later still have to head bac skool for first aid course... What a great weather to sleep man... later realli gotta take a nap....
Anyway, realli want to thank Maggie, yst help me in finding bac Mdam Wong's Maths textbook.. if not.. think i'll be slaughter by Mdam Wong for good...or mayb not slaughtering, could have shout my soul out of me!!! Thanx Maggie!!! Alright, sorry about the class t, that i've gotten for you guys... know tat is not really wat u guys wanted rite.. I'm realli sorry abt it alrt.. noe i did a sloppy n bad job...SORRY
Ok.. pls let me whin alrt... OBC-organic and biology chemistry is so damn damn damn DIFFICULT!!! *SCREAM I realli doubt if i can pass this module...Is damn hard.. Arrgh!!! 100 or even 1000 times harder den IPC... *god pls help me!!!! Realli gotta put lotsa lotsa efforts in revising it... but is always easy to be said then done.. n yup...i'm realli a slacker yah.. always wait for the last minute b4 i buck up... But realli cant yah... OBC I realli need to pass!!!*panic Juz hope the lecturer n frens cld help me out yah.. realli had a hard time in her class today.. but luckily got shuwen n Irene by my side, so i can copy if i duno haha... Know that copying would not bring me any better.. but no choice yah... when u juz cant do it, the only option, you're left with is juz to copy.... but the lecturer was still quite friendly yea...juz hope she can help me in passing my OBC... tats all it matters to be a good OBC lecturer aint it-->Help ur student to pass!!!Especially ME!!!
P/s: Any chemist or OBC lecturer brain for sales??? Need it desperately!!!
Guess i'm gonna follow the footsteps of shurong, collecting participation marks in tutorial and lectures to pass my OBC module...*crys
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 00:15
*smile
Alrt.. today is rather fun yah... get to see all my classmates again... as well as meeting new lecturers!!! Cool day today i muz sae... But weather wise haha.. cool too yah... damn windy n cooling...* alrt think i'm getting out of my mind... *Eric i wan ur specs!!!Damn nice alrt!!!!
Today did the Ocular measurement again.. but as least with this new lecturer... i get a clearer picture compared to the last semester...*thank cher!!! Ok, this reminds me of KAVITA (last semester microbio practical lecturer-from India)... she juz sux alrt... dun even noe how to teach n pronounce her words properly...am not sorry of being mean yea.. tats the fact...she juz made the whole class burst into flame!!! Really hope that nxt yr we wont get to see her FACE again....*praying hard (P/s: Ain't Racist alrt...i blend well with Indian too...) Anw, during my practical, have a big problem with my dear microscope... duno wats wrong yah... cant magnify and focus under 100x.. Arrghh... get four of my mates to help juz cant focus my stage micrometer... even the lecturer is helpless... so is Melissa.. our lab manager...damn it... n the worst thing is.. i've to use it for every prac lessons... HOW HOW !!! Help me, pls!!! And i did not do the measurement of red blood cells section... damn--
Tmr, first aid starts at a good time of 5pm... no training session... think the self-training session is postponed to Wed den.... Anw, juz hope the first aid lesson can end early yea.... wanna go home!!!*mummy--
Ok tmr gonna be a slack as well as a busy day for me... Happy to announce that i only have a 2 hours lecture of organic and biological chemistry and a tutorial... but after that of coz have to stay bac for TASIC... n tmr gonna collect class t-shirts as well as printing notes for the entire class... being a class rep can realli kills!!!*Mas help!!!
*sob.. no America Next top model for me tonite....tmr have a damn early class at 8am.... AHHHHH*no mood
Anw, thanx Eleanor, Shuwen and Van in helping me to collect money for the t-shirt.. without your help.. think i can juz die for good haha... thanx guys!!! Tmr guess till need all your help again... needa collect money for all the notes printing yah... Sorry to trouble.. but realli need u guys as my secretary and treasurer to manage the money n stuff haha.. i'm juz aint good in collecting money and stuff... onli can do the announcement...*laugh out loud (alrt shld not be proud of tat..pardon me)
I'm also damn happy... my buddy wont be coming..starting from tmr... yahoo!!!! He made a rite choice yah... is so damn boring.. n following me ard aint a fun thing also rite... so u da man...good choice... dun come back again...haha Anw, he's sick but he till came down today.. he's realli a nice guy i muz sae.. take care alrt, dude... ok, 1F04 maggie suggested tat whole class on Fri go out for a movie alrt.... anw we have 4 hrs of break to spend... so yah.. go shop shop watch watch...
THanx Ah Pok again for ya TV.... TMR in skool during break can catch my show.... woo-hooo!!! Thanx paL....Anw, nice hairdo u have there yea haha=)
Monday, December 06, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 07:55
*GROAN
Skool officially starts tmr... Ppl out there are all enjoying their holidays, onli left us.. the poor poly peeps attending skools... *UNFAIR UNFAIR I'm realli unhappy over skool starts yea.. skool starts means i cant catch late night shows anymore... arrgh-- my CSI, THE SWAN, Amazing race, America first top model....arrgh.. juz so many nice shows alrt... Damn stupid time table.. all morning classes.. how i watch my fav show... damn damn damn *yell
Anw juz learn the news from 8 days n my frens tat, actually Taufik is unable to participate in the world idol...Man... mediacorp always like to cheat ppl yah... juz to get ppl to watch their channels and earn more money..they come out wif Singapore idol.. in the end, the crowned idol is unable to participate in World idol, n oso unable to get a contract from any record company... While Sly in the other hand gets a contract from Ken.. think is for some chinese recording.. Damn.. Sly cant sing alrt... ruin the song of Jay.. Sly singing is a pain to my ears!!! His appearance on tv is a pain to my eyes!!! He juz make me SICK!!! (sorry to all Sly fans.. but tats the truth, he aint a good singer)
Pissed-- why my buddy juz wan to come for the immersion programme... all my frens' buddy were so damn reluctant n unwilling to come.. but why?? why my buddy keep insisting of coming... wats wrong wif him man...*grumble grumble Get to see him tmr alrt.. n it will onli last till fri...god--Juz hope tat, for one day or two he decided tat he shld not come anymore...*evil grin Wait till he found out tat my class is a, all girls class haha!! Oh Yst was realli funny alrt.. i gave my buddy a call.. wanted to get his hp contact no. ok den he called me to hold on for awhile, so yah i did.. den he's bac.. but he nv inform me alrt.. so he's like waiting on the other line so am i... (Those who noe me wil definitely know i've no patience...) so yah.. i was somehow piss off... becoz he took such a long time...juz to get a hp no... *roll eyes ok den i actually heard his breathing on the other line... which oso means he's done yea...he's bac on the phone, but he didnt inform me yea... n kept me waiting like an idiot... so is he alrt.. i'm oso confused.. did i make him wait or wat... guess this guy is rather a timid one.. damn shy too i guess... did not make any response until i ask "Are u done".. finally, get his response... i realli have no idea.. wat wld happen if i nv ask tat question.. guess we'll juz hang on to the phone till dawn haha
Alrt, have packed my bag but still left with the ironing of clothes as well as getting my bus concession... Look.. wen skool starting, undo things juz keep piling up... Arrgh..*tired
Now chatting wif Pok, Dora, khairi and Teresa on MSN.. talking abt taking part for marathon nxt yr.. shld be the vertical marathon... but hope we can all make it for the 40km one too.. haha Actually was intending to take part in the Adventure Jamboree Comp.. but too late.. deadline!!! nvm.. all of us will train hard for the Feb marathon rite.. all the way yah.. tasic16!!!
Now all of us wanted to transform TAS into ODAC... coz Tas expedition is more of like sight-seeing rather than challenging.. unlike ODAC conquer 14 mountains in 14 days or so... watever.. damn crappy... Now all of us are damn Enthusiastic over the Feb vertical marathon.. wanna beat CJC alrt... Also wanna challenge Np trek team...gonna train real hard starting from Sat!!! Oh.. now change of plan.. gonna train starting this Tues...Alrt..
Tasic members who are interested, do meet up at 5 at the club hse.. attire shorts n t-shirts yea...
Hope all Tasic 16 can do it together.. den not onli, are we bringing glory to ourselves as well as to TAS and Np too... This can oso bring us Tasic 16 closer together...Anw.. now all of us trying to fix a training time... Khairi suggest of doing campus run everyday after skool... realli gotta pump it up... or not we wont be able to win... so everyone train train train!!!! I'm definitely proudly to crown Khairi as TAS lobang king and Marathon wannabe...always hear him participating in Marathon.. he just have so much fun stuff to introduce...Realli glad to have someone like him in the club.. so we can have more adventure n outdoor comp to take part.. to prove ourselves as well as gaining experience... U da man Khairi!! Now, Dora, Pok and Me confirm taking part in the comp.. Pok u muz live up to ur motto ok.. "XIAO PANG CAN DO IT, WE CAN DO IT" we all looking up to u ok.. so JIA YOU... we train hard together!!! Anw.. thanx again for ur TV ok haha...
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Sunday, December 05, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 07:40
Body aching like shit.. especially my arm muscles yea... arrgh.. all thanx to all the Tasic instructors alrt.. pumping us like nobody business yea.. But guess we deserve it yea.. Dawn wanted cheers but we cant realli fulfill her request.. yup of coz punishment add on n add on... Anw, we still owe them a good 3280 yea... Yst cleared 150.. anw it was much easy to clear den i tot... Dawn words always make so much sense yah.. she sae, you are bigger/capable then what u think u are... yup, guess is realli true.. as long as we put in our 100 or 110% in wateva we do, how difficult the tasks mayb, we can overcome it... thanx Dawn for your enlighten to my life...
Yst pt... as usual.. damn poor attendance.. onli 4 came down haha... Szewei,Cheelup,Zen and me.. the others either MIA or have something on... realli damn saddies..everytime poor attendance...Yst, also have the 2 tasic13 instructor joining us for pt...den after entire session they had a small chat wif us..the session is to help the tasic 16 attendance as well as the club.. or else i guess after their batch, TAS may juz disappear..ha anw.. juz hope those who are still in for the tasic 16 do turn up for training n stuff.. we all sign up for this.. so we shld try to finish it together too...dun give up halfway alrt...so realli hope the attendance can get a good improvement... Seriously, sometimes i oso dun feel like going down for the training.. but it has like become a self-discipline and self-responsibility, to make urself turn up for the events... so realli hope those who nv turn up for the training.. Can learn to start turning up...
Anw, Yst pt still quite fun.. but I realli wish to apologise to Chee lup, Sze Wei and Zen.. becoz of me.. they have to do spider push up, diamond push up with me yea... sorry.. coz i did not clear my doubts on my knots n lashing... realli sorry...Realli thanx u guys for ur greatest understanding...yst try lotsa new exercises yea.. like the spider push up, diamond push up as well as the eight count of jumping jet... Yst also learn a how to sing club song yea.. Just came to realise that, Moses pt session, all of us trained a lot on our legs and as for Dawn we trained a lot of our arms... ha but afterall the pt session can make me feel fit n slim yea.. at least i can eat at ease...haha
To Tasic members... by nxt PT do prepare cheers yea... and learn the club song... the 500 deal is still on alrt... so do polish up the club song as well as cheers of each individual...Everyone is oso needed to know the 8 counts of jumping jet as well as the spider push up n diamond push up...
Alrt, skool starting nxt mon... gosh... i cant catch my morning show anymore.. *crys Guess skool starts i'll be as busy as a bee...gotto attend classes and tasic first aid courses...(moreafter my lessons all start at a "good" time of 8.00 in the morning)*dead Anw juz hope i can pass my first aid n topography yea.. coz i realli dun like first aid n topography sort of stuff man...*praying hard to pass But the good thing is, finally cycling is put into the tasic time-table...woo-hoo!!! So will be having overnight cycling on fri on the week of skool re-open..*yahoo!!! Anw, i juz hope common tests n projects dun come so fast yah... this mth realli gonna be a damn busy one... worst till.. on my b'day.. there'll be water confidence session... guess this yr birthday gonna be another ordinary skool day...*sigh deeply
Arrgh... Ami is out of Survivor.. thanx to Eliza alrt... hate that stupid Chris too... hump!!Why muz he win the immunity on yst show...*curse Anw realli hope SCOUT and TWAILA to be out...(betrayers of the girls power....) damn-- Know that Julie wont be able to stay in the game for long... juz hope the girls can come together again to get rid of Chris.. and den down to all the girls-->fair play... But i muz realli praise Julie alrt.. she's realli a loyal fren to Ami n LeAnn yea.. u go girl...having to know u.. is realli a blessing to Ami n LeAnn... U always stick wif ur alliance and ur words... Now Ami is gone..realli hope u can somehow make it to the final showdown, though u're really vulnerable right now...But guess if Chris is out, the game is still on for ya, Ju!!!
Aahhhh all my pens aint working.. gotto make my way to popular n get some later.. or skool starts, i cant take down notes... n yesss i'll die of terrible death.. juz hope that god will watch after me for my new skool terms.. hope i can tackle all my stress n tasks given... as well as learn to manage my time properly so i wont be stress out n die of sudden death...*may the lord hear my prayer
Gonna Miss all my frens yea.. realli hope in our busy lives.. we can still rmb one another...Thanx Anna for the Testi.. Miss ya too alrt... Anw Pok.. rmb to lend me ur tv alrt haha.. wanna catch my show during my breaktime haha... thanx Pok.. love yaaaaa
Saturday, December 04, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 02:19
Anw.. was damn happy tat Taufik Batisha won the Singapore Idol.. was praying so hard for him.. alrt i shld be voting hard not praying rite.. but pardon me.. no money here.. totally BROKE after the Ann nite...=( Anw, realli wanna comment that, Oli should be the one in the final showdown with Taufik yea, Not that unattractive looking and with the worst singing skills Slyvester Sim!!! At first, am still reluctant to watch the final showdown, becoz i dun see any point of watching especially, having the Sly in the show...but still.. i watch it in the end... have to realli find out who win ya know... If Sly wins... i duno wat i would bloody do ya...Guess i'll curse him like shit n hope tat during his participation in World Idol, he get insult till his pants drop... *evil grin-- Alrt, luckily he didnt won the Singapore Idol title yea... realli feel damn relief after result was announced...At least i still see some hope in Singaporean for being the nxt judges for nxt season of Singapore Idol... Pls Singaporean, vote for talent not for looks alrt!!! Anw, Sly aint a cutie pie alrt... look at his dressing during the Singapore Idol...he look so ugly....ok better stop all my commentary here... or i jolly well get a kick on my ass!!! Ha My American Idol is gonna be bac soon Jan 2005.. realli gotta catch it... hope to see more pretty faces, sweetie pies and of coz Talents like my all time fav.. Kelly Clarkson!!!
Yup yst wen to skool for the stupid bloody immersion programme briefing.... It was HELL alrt... Knowing that we are all chosen by Ms Ong while the others are voluntary.... is UNFAIR yea... We are not voluntary people here yah... we're being force for goodness sake!!! Ms ong aka Ms On juz show no respect to us yea... she didnt seek us for permission or even confide us..den she juz put our name down n there...in for tat bloody immersion programme stuff...wats up wif this Lecturer man!!!Pls learn to spell R-E-S-P-E-C-T!!! Arrgh!!! realli wish to strangle her to death alrt... strangle u to show my sppreciation of the dirty job tat u've entrusted to me!!! Damn shitty!!!*burning in flame (smoke is escaping thru the exit of my nose n ears!!!)
At this point of time... guess wen i take my temperature... it can jolly well coz the thermometer to explode alrt...I'm sure, i hitting 100 degree now....*boiling inside-- Anw, the worst case scenario is that my voyager is a male!!! God... the lecturer said he will match girls wif girls n guys wif guys... guess is to minimise the level of scandal or mayb some safety reasons for girls?? i duno.. but i juz noe that, i've been mismatch to a guy!!! Arrgh...*gonna get heart attack or stroke soon!!! Man...my luck is realli getting down lately... anw god pls help me yah..hope my voyager wont be a irritating one...anw his name is ASHELY yea... i think tats explain the mismatch too rite... damn... the world is realli getting damn so weird nowadays... name can be unisex...*groan Still tot i would get a pretty face.. mayb a girl nxt door or some girl who look like Ashely simpsons... man all my hopes n dreams are gone... Anw.. the programme is sux.. they are made to follow us wherever we go yea... can anyone see any logic?? Everywhere we go we muz bring them... gosh!!! i got a guy.. mind you!! how am i going to handle him... juz hope the one week can end asap!!!
Skool starting nxt week yah.. not realli preparing for it actually... looking at my time table n the total no. of 8 modules i taking nxt semester.. i juz cant hope skool is juz half yr not one yr alrt...*crys The coming semester will be damn sucky man.. i realli cant deny tat... time table so pack!! No christmas... No Birthday!!! Arrgh... how long can i actually live..*i wonder... At least i heard the lecturers for my nxt Semester are rather nice ppl...luckily life wont be tat miserable over the wrong choice of lecturer i get...(experience the wrong choice of lecturer in yr one le yah... so have enough...dun wish to lose any more hair to his/her)Anw, i'm realli sure my insomnia is gonna be bac again... whenever exam period i will suffer from insomnia.. even the starting of skool alrt...*shifting uneasily on my chair Soon, not only will i join the panda in the zoo, i'll be joining the insomnia family too mayb in the GH or TTS... Guess mayb i'll be ended in Woodbridge too yah... under too much stress, pressure... Anw... Insomnia cases in Singapore is getting real damn high yea.. guess i'll contribute to it n result to a more higher result... haha I seriously feel tat people in the world should slower down their pace... i noe that the world or the industry is changing every min every sec, to survive!!! but pls.. can everyone adapt to the changes fast enough...I realli wonder if i can ever live till 25 yr old... Or wat will i actually become when i reach my 25...The world is juz changing n changing.. new technology, new devices.. keep introducing every single day...can i realli keep up wif the rapid changes made.. i realli ponder... Why cant ppl juz slow down their pace for a little...Everyone is practically working like a robot or machines... even 24 hrs ppl sae is aint enough... man...wat the world is like now, aint gonna be the same tmr rite...
Happen to find out that, Maggie enjoys HK drama series like i do haha.. tot i'm the onli one who'll rent hk series vcds... at least found someone who enjoy the same past time yah...*smile Yup.. later have my tasic pt training again... Onli three confirm going.. like chee lup, me n sze wei....the others stil unable to contact yet.. hope today is Huiping yah... my tighs are aching... juz hope i can pull thru for the training later n be bac home ALIVE!!! Still wanna save my life for my Survivor!!! Hope the game can be change bac to the original plan.. pls girls.. get Chris out!!! Listen n co-operate wif Ami alrt... she juz noe the best for the tribe!!!*stomach groaning... gtg catch my breakfast n my morning show...
Thanx Cheow for ur Testi alrt.. realli appreciate it very much.. yup hope we can still keep in contact as nxt semester is realli a damn busy one for me... Thanx Ruiping too... Miss ya loads guys!!! Realli hope to have a christmas party together or so!!! Cheers~~
Thursday, December 02, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 12:56
Suppose to be at Sentosa today.. with the Sub-comm team.. but didnt went down... juz for the sake of my sis yea... she wanted me to accompany her to get her skool bag n passing up of her edusave stuff... damn troublesome girl... Anw.. i definitely have a choice to accompany her or not.. but the nightmares tat i got is mostly something bad happening to her alrt.. so is kinda scaring me.. as sometimes, i realli cant help to think, will my dream become reality...Did not wish to tel her abt wat had actually happened to her in my dream alrt.. but is realli things tat u dun wan to see it to happen...n i dun wan to scare her... she's my onli sis...n everyone in the family juz dote her n protect her so much... dun wish to upset my family, wen i spill out wat i have actually dreamt of or bottled up...*helpless
Went for a jog today at puggol park.. alrt as usual..breathless after juz two rounds.. wen can i complete my three rounds!!!*staring into space Decide to wen for a jog, juz to train up my stamina for a little... coz i'll have tasic pt this fri... cant die out half way yea.. or i realli duno where can i hide my ugly face...After the short distance jog, cycle bac home.. along the way home ha wat a surprise?? I saw Ms Sek!! She was on her bike, think she actually saw me first?? no idea actually ha.. den waved each other goodbye... cant realli chat yah.. coz she was on the road..green light goes..there tata.. but realli glad to see her again, though she can realli go on-n-on sometimes.. she still a pretty good teacher after all...
*Glazing at my time table
Alrt.. i cant deny tat my time table is sux yea...*grumbles/whin I'm realli sorry lord to whin.. but i juz cant help it alrt... except for mon, from tues to fri.. all my lessons starts at 8am.... arrgh.. and mind u... my skool is NP and i stay in Sengkang... alrt.. guess no one will show me any sign of sympathy.. as the choice of skool is i decided by me... damn.. realli regret.. duno how long can i pull thru tis ordeal... If 3 yrs my time table gonna be so.. guess i'm gonna be joining the panda family in the zoo soon...*tearing my hair out!!!
Ok finally i wen to check my mel...(finally felt the sense of urgency of preparing for the new term) ok juz come to realise actually i need to prepare so much stuff b4 skool starts... tmr have to get bac to skool for briefing.. oso a good chance for me to get my lecture notes n intallation of dreamweaver for my laptop...juz wonder, if i did not read the mel.. my first IT lesson, i'm doom for sure!!!*lucky me!!!
Alrt... gotta get my butt to the living room, to catch Singapore Idol... Realli hope Taufik will win yah... Think he is the real idol.. with the voice as well as the look n style...support ya always Tau!!! all the way... hope Sly will be knock down flat today... juz wanna sae that Sly is not a deserving winner in singapore idol alrt...Anw.. dun realli noe wats wrong with the judges?? I realli dun think Sly did perform the very best ya.. esp his an jing... i think all the song he sang is SUX!!!
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 09:35
Now listening to Flora chan song.. realli amazed tat she can sing that well haha am enjoying it very much, though is in cantonese but guess the lyrics is kinda meaningful...
Ok get myself a new wallet today...finally found one tat i like... anw, Ann nite is over.. supposed to be damn relax n carefree.. hmmm... skool starting soon...yup so holi mood kinda being affected more or less yea... Moreafter.. thurs still have to report to skool for briefing on the buddy system stuff.. *curse!!!
Anw lately...keep getting lotsa bad nightmare...so it kinda freaking me out now... coz everytime after a bad dream, somehow i cant realli differentiate did the incident realli occur or wat... it realli made me rather paranoid... AHHHH Realli dun wan anything to happen to any of my family members n friends...Guess anyone can guess wat bad dreams i get rite... moreafter, my horoscope for the week oso sae that i'm gonna have lotsa bad dreams.. oh god... pls save me... realli wishing for more pleasant n nice dreams alrt...*freaky
*staring at my keyboard blankly...
Alrt.. guess i have nth more to comment, grumble or whin...tats all 4 today i guess....
