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♥ Lessons to learn and Remember

Tuesday, November 30, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 12:58

Finally... bac from skool/camp...Anniversary nite done with it... YiPee~~~ Realli happy... it was a success i can sae...*thumbs up!!! Everything somehow wen on pretty smoothly, though there's some cock up in btw... but guess all of us work rather closely enough n everything was rite again... *three cheers for everyone...hip hip hooray!!!!

Though the sub-comm may not be a very strong bonded team.. but i'm really glad to have this golden oppotunity to work wif each diff individuals.. it was realli a grt experience for me.. though i realli hate the planning part at first...Guess things will always get better at the end rite... so shall not think of giving up at first, wen things get sour... During the three days short camp in skool, did lotsa stuff esp eating supper haha Realli ate a lot of chewing gums over the 3 days stay as well as going over to Al-Almani 24 hr stall to eat..almost every single nite yah... but i cant deny that the food there is very nice...service wise...hmmmm so-so yea...

Anw realli wanted to thank each n every sub-comm member for making it a wonderful n success nite... Each n everyone of u realli did a grt job out there... Hope we can all buried the hatchet too... We may have lotsa conflicts n misunderstandings but things r over...so yup.. juz wanna thanx u guys 4 everything....(Special thanx to Rachel too yea.. passing us food during the Ann nite!!! We love ya man... Congrats too that u won a worth $240 bike!!!) Congrats to all lucky draw winners too!!!oH yah Thanx Vincent too.. for driving us back n forth ard campus haha....the lorry ride was realli fun!!!!Anw... realli feel very happy to be in TAS this big family... realli feel pretty proud of myself being able to organise the ann nite...seeing the TAS members singing the club songs together, i can realli se the bond in btw each n every council...

Anw... today rush home suppose to catch my 11am show.. damn it--it was not show cast today.. nvm...so catch lotsa sleep during the noon... but think i still need more n more n many more slp...*yawn,teary eyes.... But damn suay to receive the news of being selected as one of the buddy in some immersion programme stuff.. will have this girl tagging along wif me for the 1st week of skool... anw..juz hope she wont get sick over me or so.. haha I realli have no idea how the skool management works...always the same old peeps got selected... watss up man.... Aanw hope it will be a grt experience for me.. n juz hope the girl dun get on my nerves n we can work together huh....

Congrats to Yixuan too.. won the PSC stuff... mayb able to catch her on tv nxt sat or so haha...Too bad that we cant go down n support her.. but guess all of us were looking forward for a treat or so wen skool reopens haha...Really looking forward to the new terms.. think there will b lotsa haha in class...so ppl watch out yea... dun be suan unnecessarily yea...

Juz to HIGHTLIGHT this msg to 1F04... Class t-shirts is ready yah... Skool re-open pls bring along $18 for class t-shirt... Sorry if the t-shirt dun look good alrt.. coz i oso dun realli noe how it actually look...Anw is t-shirt not collar-t ok....thanx=)


Sunday, November 28, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 14:23

Alrt... realli feeling damn down n dry...from yst till today... my flu is coming bac so is my sort throat... everything juz taste like nth to me... arggh...

I'm realli sorry abt yst... Yup wen to May Campsite, and was suppose to help up wif belaying wif Kahying n Sok... ha ut we wen Orienteering instead.. with Mrs Ku, Miss Yeo, Buffy, Mr Seng, chipsmore Koh and other chers... Kinda boring alrt... three of us(instructors) were made to be the bonus station... but guess wat.. out of 3 grps only 1 found us...we'll at c.h.i.j.m.e.s sitting n rotting..waiting for them to find us... damn they didnt....saddies-- so we went Raffles City Hall instead to walk walk.. n get ourselves ice cream n oso watch some Pooh bear show haha...Ice cream was Kahying treat.. so thanx gurl... at first stil rather enjoying the ice cream.. but realli too much of the chocolate chips make me sick...ok suai enough...wen we're heading bac to our stay put station to enjoy our ice cream... we knock onto CHIPSMORE KOH!!! alrt..she's a new cher..but ha she has got a new nick name from us too*laugh out loud (if anyone wonder why we called her CHIPSMORE KOH, is becoz her surname is Koh n her face looks like chipsmore...) Guess anyone can roughly imagine how she look alrt... i'm not trying to b mean here yea...

Alrt, den she called us to proceed to Singapore river.. n yup we did.. but still there's no grp came to find us... again we saw Edna's grp.. which is the one pathetic grp dat found us yea... ok so Orienteering ended ard 16.20.. HuNgRy SoK N mE.. was still praying for extra huge drumsticks for dinner haha..but the dinner turn out to be only fishcake, veggies and fish... NO DRUMSTICKS!!!! *YELL Sok n i of coz grumbled along the way wen we collect food... Den Ms Sek heard, she told us that today is friday... catholic dun serve meat on this very day... Oh yah.. we finally recalled... sad to sae spending so many yrs in convent skool..this kind so simple rules, we actually forgotten...wateva huh...

But dinner was still alrt.. i realli miss camp food haha..den all of us was so amused with Ms Sek tou fu hua or tou fu fai... stil not realli sure abt the actual pronunciation...anw simple n short she juz wanted to sae tou hua...she juz make it so complicated haha... den happy moments juz gotta end rite.. i was finally being called by Ms Chow... Skool famous TURTLE CHOW!!!!(For ur info.. this nick name have been pass down from generation to generation) ok she wanted to tok to me.. noe tat something bad is gonna happen...knew that kanna her or A.low sure die of terrible death... Yup..wat i dun hope for, seriously came thru alrt... she sae abt my attire, my "surprised" visit to the campsite... Juz hate it wen she's trying to curry favour Mrs Das alrt.. SUX ok... yup.. she did gave me an option, to dress feminine a little or of coz leave the campsite... N i chose leave the campsite... so did not stay for the campfire.. which i was suppose to do it with the other instructors...

Ok realli gonna cry alrt... Realli feeling terribly SORRRY abt yst.. dragged u guys wif me... not staying for the campfire together... is all my fault alrt... Ms chow did gave me an option but i juz dun wan to fulfill it... Thanx Jesmine, Mickey N Kiyoko for helping me to get a handband... Realli need to apologise tat becoz of my selfishness, egoism i chose the other option... seriously i'm realli sick of them alrt.. i dun wanna pls anyone juz to do the things which i dun wanna do... Sec skool i realli try my best to fulfill each n every unhappy comments that they gave me... Now.. i dun think i can do that.. I'm already a graduate n a poly student... pls!!! if they cant accept me for who i am as their student...i've nth to sae... this is juz me... Noe that the teachers were also trying to do some good to me... but changing me to another person tat they wish to see but not me... i dun think is fair for me alrt...everyone has diff perspective to things.. why cant they juz understand... n i wan to highlight tat.. i'm not trying to encourage boyish look or dressing in skool alrt...If i'm so influential..guess i can open my own fashion shop...damn-- But seriously..thanx guys for understanding how i felt n followed me home...sorry for causing u guys to miss the campfire becoz of this selfish me alrt... am realli sorry...

But i still thanx Ms Chow n Ms Sek alrt.. at least last sentence they said, thanx me for coming for the camp... though i'm realli unhappy abt it.. but like wat Sok sae, at least they let me have my dinner over there...(realli seems like i was abt to be executed after my last dinner or so...)*bleh
So we went bac to sengkang n wen Rong hse.. to collect my ann nite shirt tat i wanted to borrow from her... along the way met Ruiping, so decided to wen for chit chat session... realli seems a long time wen we actually sit down n chit chat in a grp like tat... was realli an enjoyable session i can sae... at least i get to have some chickens haha.. *i cant leave w/o meat alrt.. Thanx Ruiping for the treat.. Aanyway Rong will be away nxt week for penang dragon boating race.. so i realli wish her all the best n CRUSHED TP DB!!! Shurong.. U can do it alrt... WE'RE ALL BEHIND YA!!! ALL THE WAY YEA!!!

Think i better stop.. gotta be late for my camp n skool....ahhhhhh

Thursday, November 25, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 08:44

Grt.. today NO SKOOL... Yes.. pls let me stress on it today i've no skool....*wide grin...
Actually not having to go skool can be kinda boring yah...i'm running out of vcds to watch... arrgh... no money to rent oso...saddies-- (if onli the clouds can pour money but not rain)

Alrt..spend my day rotting n playing comp games... my eyes are tired out i can sae.. so are my fingers yea...Looking forward for tmr... Tmr am stayin overnight in skool...(this time is for real yea..) to touch up watever n finish up watever...seriously i realli hack lahz huh... juz hope the Ann nite can be done soon..den case close..I'm free again!!! i'll really jolly make sure tat i wont join this kind of thing again...it aint as fun as i tot it wld be yea...meeting was so diff fr my sec skool alrt...*grumbles

Better stop touchin on the topic or i can realli go on n on..whinning like nobody business...spare me alrt--Anw tmr will oso be going to help out wif Tini n company in belaying...yup my sister is in for the camp.. but the worrying part is that.. i've no idea will the chers let me in alrt...*frown juz praying hard tat they do...*pray I'm not going to make any comments abt the chers.. but some of dem juz have the kind of prejudice on ppl like me yea... duno wats wrong wif them... i think most shld noe who the chers are rite... juz getting of my nerves alrt...*madness Oh...i oso hope i can get myself bac to skool..scare later i duno how to find my way out fr the campsite...

Oh...i wanna watch BRIDGET JONES...Anyone?!?! haha... i oso wanna watch In my skin... a france movie..get to noe this film fr newspaper..seems rather cool... but is rated r21...*dream crushed Kinda bloody it said... the storyline realli attracts me... talking abt this lady, she fell n hurt her leg.. n she was bleeding profusely with a gaping wound at her ankle i think... but she dun feel any pain of sort... Doc tat she wen oso feel bizarre abt her case...den she became curious abt her body.. she started drinkin her own blood, eating her own meat...no one actually noe wats wrong wif her...though her boyfriend suspected she was ill or sth...but she cover it up so well...her case was classified as an illness... There's also real life cases, like having a girl eating up her 10 fingers.. so this lady oso suffer sth like hers... I noe is kinda complicated n hard to understand.. but its juz an illness n is like onli 8 cases in the world...so its rather rare...but it said to be genetic... ahh..wateva huh... guess if onli i can get pirated vcds or my hopes for the show is GONE...

Alrt...finally get SOk to go for tmr camp...hee hee but sad dat i cant stay for the campfire...nvm...juz hope tmr wil be a good day for rope course... i dun hope to see rain yea... *may lord have mercy
ConGrATs to my CoUsIn TiFfAnY... u did well for ur PSLE yah.. a grt score of 247... well done, girl... do keep up the good job

p/s: POK rmb to bring TV!!!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 13:15

Feeling rather reminescent tonight....esp after listening to the song:that's what friends are for...
*Sigh.. i realli miss u guys.... MY SEC SKOOL MATES!!!
It realli gonna bring me tears alrt... wen the song was played on radio n flashes of the times we shared together... (god--save me!!! arrgh...hope i cld juz turn bac time n juz enjoy a little more moment of the time that we shared...)

Realli like the lyrics very much...thanx to Dionne Warwick for singing it so well too... wld like to dedicate it to all my pals out there....thanx for being there for me...*LOVE U GUYS LOTS--MUACKX--

Thanx Pok for finding the tv at last haha... love ya man... u're da man!!!!

//That's What Friends Are For //
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today and then if you can remember

Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more
I see
And so by the way
I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Ohh That's what friends are for
rumbles & whines posted at 11:19

Sorry if i whine too much...forgive me lord....

Today, upon a bus,
I saw a girl with golden hair.
and wished I was as fair.
When suddenly she rose to leave,I saw her hobble down the aisle.
She had one leg and wore a crutch.
But as she passed, she passed a smile.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 legs, the world is mine.

I stopped to buy some candy.
The lad who sold it had such charm.
I talked with him, he seemed so glad.
If I were late, it'd do no harm.
And as I left, he said to me,"I thank you, you've been so kind.It's nice to talk with folks like you.
You see," he said, "I'm blind.
"Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 eyes, the world is mine.

Later while walking down the street,I saw a child with eyes of blue.
He stood and watched the others play.
He did not know what to do.
I stopped a moment and then I said,"Why don't you join the others, dear?"
He looked ahead without a word.
And then I knew, he couldn't hear.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 ears, the world is mine.

With feet to take me where I'd go.
With eyes to see the sunset's glow.
With ears to hear what I'd know.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I've been blessed indeed, the world is mine.

Shii's Song: (taken from Lizzy's Blog...)
Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shooting star
But
What if that star is not to come?
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizons darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope
Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light
I've yet to see
I know my heart should guide me but
There's a hole within my soul
What will fill this emptiness inside of me?
Am I to be satisfied without knowing?
I wish is then for a chance to see
Now all I need Is my star to come...

View the animation here.
(sorry Lizzy for stealing the above entry from ur blog..its realli meaningful yah.. so would like to share it wif everyone..hope ya dun mind=P)
rumbles & whines posted at 07:39

Ha ok.. Shurong was rite yah.. where got ppl pray to fall ill... I think falling sick is realli a retribution... I was juz intending to fall sick on mon n tats all.. didnt expect to be so ill n sick... ARRGH-- but thanx god.. feeling much better now... thanx my mama for taking care of me n of coz-->thanx guys for all ur greetings n concern.. realli appreciate it.. Thanx Dawn too, messaging me early in the morning asking if i feel better... thanx yah.. *smile=)

Ok nv heard from my sub com members for a very long time.. so i assume they dun realli need my help yet.. guess will only get to see them on Fri...Hope by den Pok can find his TV... Ok yst True files really disgust me... i duno how can a guy has such a gruesome act, abusing the 7 yr old child... n needless to say.. i think her mama is worst... able to allow her flesh n blood to be tortured n abuse by the beast for 7 mths...(God-- Look how ur men have become__) Realli think tat he deserve a verdict of sentencing to death.. duno why the judge onli plead him 20 yrs in jail... Juz want him dead alrt... all his action is unbearable...*curse

From true files found out tat there's a department called the HSA-HEALTH SCIENCE AUTHORITY.. seems sth like CSI department to me... haha cool.. hope to work there.. but dun realli wish to get myself into examine or dissection of corpse... think is too much for me to bear.. mayb i juz get myself into some virus research or so... Ok a member of HSA gave a report abt the examination of the boy's death n watever found in his body... n yup he has a horror of 140 different bruises n worst till was tat... wen he was doing some cutting or dissection on the boy's leg he said.. there are some black fluid flowing or shld i sae gushing out.. i guess everyone can imagine the degree of abuse n pain the little boy is going thru... ok.. think i shld not get into much more detail.. or i think i'll definitely lose my appetite...

Guess today.. i'll be spending my whole day rotting, slacking at home watching vcds again... ok The incredibles was not bad... think is better den shark tale.. or about the same...TAXI is still the best yah... having all the hot n sexy babes.. as well as the speeding n racing scene... woo-hoo wat can i sae.. TAXI is damn cool.. MUZ WATCH man....ok mayb later i shld watch the polar express juz to pass my time.....*groan

Monday, November 22, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 06:33

ok... my prayer had been answered.. i'm sick...i have a bad flu n sore throat from yst till today... n this morning, diahorrea virus oso attack me... Ahhhhhh.... damn sickening...(realli regret of praying to god hard to fall sick)
Suppose to go Aishah's n Auf hse.. n now grt.. have to stay home...(sorry guys) Lucky i have my dad vcds to watch... like the incredibles, taxi and shark tales... n of coz my laptop.. so my sick day is still not tat bad...*croak--

Juz hope i can recover by tues or so... anw realli feel very HAPPY for haha she was awarded the "most favourite character" award N her matrix performance won... CONGRATS Jessica... now it reminds me of Hong Xin Da Jiang, which is also ard the corner.. but i still think that the award ceremony of tvb is much more fascinating as well as enjoyable... as i get to see many artists performing on stage and playing games... not onli focusing on getting awards or giving out awards(unlike Singapore)... *sneeze sneeze-- think i need to take a nap now... feeling rather sleepy after watching n viewing so many videos n clips... *lifeless

Jessica on the award ceremony night(matrix version)




Sunday, November 21, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 11:27

Ok yst n today suppose to b campin in skool alrt.. but change of plans again.. as i msg Dan n Pok both of them told me that staying overnight oso no used.. there's nth for us to do.. so muz as well dun stay.. yup so here i'm bac home haha... (their decision is in fact the right choice) at least yst i was able to rush home in time for my SURVIVOR haha so happy... yup as usual all the girls listen to Ami n voted one of the guy-Chad out of the tribe...juz hope tat Chris the last guy will be out...den down to the all girls game there will be a free play.. *cant wait for that episode to come...(praying hard tat they'll stick to the strategy)

Anw.. yst wen skool oso didnt do much or help much.. wen dere ard noon plus after my where is the love show.. den wen there to slp a little while den watch "toking cock".. the cd or vcd burn by Dora.. thanx ya for the show.. realli funny haha.. realli have a grt laugh there.. (though the show is realli extremely lame huh..) now my brain is oso corrupted wif the phrase:"cheese bum", "auntie auntie" and the picture of the long armpit hair woman chasing the dirty old man...*gosh Den yst oso spend my day reading 4 diff magazine like i, u and teenage and plus carrefour leaflets and 2005 calendar...(see!!! how boredom can get on ur nerve) Yst for the ann nite meeting oso wen to settle the table cloth issues... as usual if we step out of the meeting room we'll roam for a long time b4 we get bac... Pok n me both the f&b ic wen to the Ngee Ann alumni office to settle the issue.. Sze wei he'll always secretly run out n join us haha den after tat.. 3 of us will go roam n eat together.. grumble n whin to each other abt the mangement den we'll slowly roam bac together...realli fun complaining with those guys haha.. coz we're all very sick over the mangement staff n blah blah... ok den boredom in meeting room finally ends ard evening time.. where all of the sub com wen dinner together at Jurong point... n at the same time get prizes as well as Aishah's birthday present.. for tmr visit cum celebration... i stil duno if i can go.. waiting for my dad approval.. sighz.. he juz haven give me any ans yet.. i realli wan to go badly....but if he disapprove...i'm also left with nth to sae... as the final decision is made.. case close.. i juz have to shut up n listen...*praying hard praying hard

Today.. nv wen skool to help.. n none of them cal me too.. so i think they dun need my help.. den went to watch the dragon boat regatta race with Sok n Esther... wen to support our BEST PAL SHURONG... but realli feel sad n sorry for her that her drummer position was replace by her senior... we noe tat she's kinda sad... i mean who will not be... u're training so hard for the race but in return u're not put to row for the team... can be rather frustrating...but nvm glad to hear that she made it n get in for the PENANG race.. So go buddy.. we're all behind u huh.. no worries.. juz have faith in urself n focus for the coming race yah... dun ponder over wat had happen or wat had not happen yah.. juz do ur very best n go all the way for it...JIA U JIA U...GUM PA TEH!!!



Friday, November 19, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 11:28

Ok today still consider quite a happy n fine day for me.. becoz today suppose to go bac skool to complete the ann nite stuff.. but dan msg me n sae they've complete most n left no much so i need not go.. wah.. i was so damn happy haha but tmr still have to stay overnite to complete more stuff i guess... as ann nite is drawing nearer.. is nxt week yah...so realli muz complete all the things fast... (POK RMB MY TV OK... MUZ BRING)

Today.. of coz noe tat i no need to return to skool.. wen town to have a hair cut... went juz 4 hair salon... front view of my hair still looks rather alrt to me but the bac... oh my god.. SUCKY-- but ppl pls... if u realli see my hair dun give any bad comments yah.. it'll realli hurt me...*truely speaking, so keep it to urself ok.. mayb after sometime wen my hair got longers den u leave me those bad comments... anw.. waited for ard 1 hr plus for my hair cut yah.. guess i can see many of ur mouth wide open.. (u might be wondering why suddenly an impatient person like me can wait haha) for the sake of my hair.. no choice yah... anw feel rather cheated..suppose to cost me onli $22 but it turns out to b $24 becoz my haircut is done by a senior stylist... tats not fair rite.. i dun even noe in the first place he is a senior stylist... nvm at least the front view he let me look nice... back...haiz lets not tok abt it--*cry anw.. as usual my mama saw my hair.. she'll juz scream the hell out of me... yup why u get this kind of boyish haircut again... blah blah blah... but i feel rather cooling lah haha... u can realli imagine my hair is like short enough to be a nun n long enough to compete with all those army boys... yup can imagine how short rite-- somehow can label me as a BOTAK le...

ok have a grt chat with anna, shurong, Jo ,heather,yixuan,grechen,jiawen on msn yah... den grt to find out tat i'm actually in the same class wif JO, YIXUAN N JIAWEN for IS modules... T44 & T46 ROX... Heather dun sad ok.. though u not in the same class wif Jo.. bet u'll stil hv fun wif other classmates alrt...happy to have some many classmates tog again.. but i dun wish skool starts yah...*sob

Anw hope anna is not angry wif me..(sorry anna)*apologetic look on my face.. coz during our chat juz now, Shurong n i keep insisting of going her hse to catch vcds, dvds n stuff... n we wanna her to serve as food n stuff.. she was not very happy over tat..n moreafter i added on making a deal during 2006 world cup we go her hse n watch... yup she's not happy--becoz of the history of us breaking her sofa during last season world cup.. *sorry anna... we realli wish to go ur hse... not tat we like u to serve us or be our "maria" we juz love ur hse... realli.. we're all loving it... so hope u can realli consider yah...*grin

ok.. my dad is still angry wif me of coming bac home late.. but tats not my fault.. is not like i wan it yah...*grumbles/pissed-- tat nite i have pt n campcraft it ends onli at ard 22.02.. n u noe the journey from ngee ann bac to hougang it needs 1 hr plus plus... n plus the transfer of bus 27 bac home... yup.. so i reach home onli by 23.25... i'm oso tired out over the training yah.. n he juz go on whinning straight after i reach home... i noe he cares for my safety.. but can he be more rational...he juz dun understand yah... juz hope my result tat posted to me today can cheer him up a little.. hope he can be less furious over me...(i'm innocent alrt) ok gtg pack my stuff for tmr camp...

Thursday, November 18, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 02:02

Ysterday.. Pt and campcraft ends at onli 22.02... Ahhhhh missed my CSI.. n yst was the coolest episode abt the magic box n sabotaging n stuff... n moreafter yst was the final season of ren wo ao u.... arrgh.. so many show missed...Haiz.. going to miss more shows wen staying over nite.. so POH KEONG... better find ur TV alrt.. haha (thanx for ur label ar.. calling me wat?? TV GAL) To be frank i realli cant live w/o tv like some of u guys who can't leave w/o comp rite.. so we even off alrt.. HEE=p

Today still have to go bac skool in the noon but lucky first aid was postponed to nxt week due to the tight schedule of anni nite.. hengz... at least i can watch my "where is my love" haha *wide grin But today can stay overnite.. have to visit a fren in hospital.. she'll be having a head operation.. yah so have to wish her all the best...

Anyway juz feels tat life is getting so tough n schedule is getting so tight these day...*tired out juz hope anni nite can finish fast n yup all the tight schedule of going skool everyday n staying overnite can be put aside... realli need some air rite now man... sianz ar....

but yst pt was still quite shiok 4 me ha.. though mayb a bit tough but at least we realli train n push ourselves beyond our limits... yst realli train alot on our legs... tats for future mountain or rock climbing rite... thanx to Moses yah... Campcraft lessons however was rather irritating in the beginning.. coz we'll all so tired out after pt we still have to entertain the campcraft practical...pitching n unpitching the day was not fun sia.. but yup we all still did wat the instructors sae... was realli piss... but wat can we do... have to "REN"... at least i learn how to light a gas stove yst haha... i noe, i'm a little pathetic but at least i learn to pitch a A-frame tent n light a stove...Thanx all campcraft instructors....realli glad to hear they annouce campcraft is the last session le haha.. so wateva nonsense the instru put up, we juz let it go.. coz we wont be seeing them for any lesson.. haha *evil grin By the way.. yst at least 8 turn up for the training... at least the attendance have slight improvement haha... but yst we realli did n clear quite a no. of our punishment.. now aching like shit... damn--

Now juz have to concentrate on the Ann nite n make it a success so as to let ourselves as well as Sharon our chairman down.. hope everything will juz run smoothly... *praying hard to god...


Monday, November 15, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 22:15

Today.. suppose to go to skool for ANNIVERSARY NITE meeting...but didnt went.. coz have to go attend some stupid stuff...*sianzz

Kinda feeling sick n tired over the preparetion for the ann nite.. but wat can i do now.. cant withdraw juz like tat.. (or is realli an irresponsible act) nvm.. wateva... This week n nxt week will be a damn busy week for me... have camps for anniversary nite preparation n tasic activities... *no life--

Anw was realli glad to have my dad ard this day.. coz i realli love his cooking.. *yummy yummy
though sometimes my dad can realli be very nasty n strict.. but still feel realli bless to have him as my dad hee hee
Today oso help my sister for her Npcc project... so troublesome... her project like somewhat become my responsibility.. wateva..



rumbles & whines posted at 06:05



Sunday, November 14, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 03:20

ok juz return from puggol park for a run n doing some cycling...realli have to keep fit sia.. realli getting fatter n fatter..*sighz
anw onli do 2 rounds of the entire puggol park n i'm like so breathless...*hopeless--so it realli seems like i gonna buck up n train train train more...
Anw was glad tat Daphne was out of singapore idol.. hope Sylvester can be the nxt..( coz i dun think he deserve a place in the final two) *apologise to all Slyvester n Daphane fans.. i'm juz stating the truth.. they have talent in singing but they dun SHINE...Olinda n TAUFIK all the way yah...

Lets start with wat happen yst.. yst wen to skool as usual..for my tasic topography session(onli 7 members turn up).. we learn bearings, maps, pacing and silva compass...lucky i took geo so it was kinda easy for me to understand the lesson... The lesson was rather fun as we learn hands on stuff like pacing n using a watch to indicate where's north point n oso using a compass to find direction from diff location.. thanx to all e topography instructors... for making it such a valuable n interesting lesson... at least yst we have chances to laugh n smile as well as a little joking ard.. so it was rather a pleasant session.. *cheers to topography n all other tasic members n instructors...

N the most important thing is tat i'm able to catch my fav all time show..SURVIVOR Vanuatu
and of coz inside this race.. AMI is my all time fav.. she's juz so physically, mentally, emotionally and strategically playing the game... n i realli admire her attitude.. honest and no-holds-barred when it comes to speaking her mind, and how she don't try to sugarcoat the truth... she definitely have the ability to influence the tribe member to vote for whoever she wanted.. everyone will juz stand by her.. see how powerful she can get(she's juz the leader of the girls)...I realli love her alrt..*muack-- hope she can make it to the final two.. AMI, i'll support u always.. till the end.. all the way alrt!!! Go AMI!!*thumbs-up(sorry going a litt crazy over her...) *excuse me
AMI
Anway hope all girls will stick together n get rid of the remaining guys: Chad n Chris...(bye guys!!*p/s not tat the guys r not strong enough but u guys juz have 2 be out of the game yah--*evil smile) hope this time rd of survivor i can see two women left to fight for the money yah...(go girls)


Ok think.. i realli getting myself too into the SURVIVOR series haha.. can see myself in the future of becoming some gossipy reporter..*laugh anw.. yst took a non air-con ride bus home from skool.. it was realli a grt feeling..(always love taking non air-con bus) I noe some ppl realli hate non air-con buses as u gets to breathe in those petrols given off by diff cars rite.. but non air-con bus gets u realli close to the environment n nature..(esp the breeze wen travelling along highway)... but u can get so close to nature tat.. u can get a beetle flying ard u in the bus haha.. n yup tat happen to me yst.. a beetle actually duno flew in from which window n start it's mission of attacking haha n a passenger sitting beside me was kanna attack n irritate.. of coz sitting beside her was a fear too.. realli scare the beetle landed on me... n the fact is tat i cant stand up n move away.. not tat i'm stood rooted but the bus was pack.. n there's no way i can escape.. lucky.. the beetle have some mercy on me...*heng-- I was considered lucky though.. some other commuters was irritate n attack by the beetle.. n their facial expression n body movement to escape from e beetle can realli let ya have a grt laugh--*lolx

So yst was realli a fun day for me... *mood spoilt-->ater still have to go skool for some anni nite meeting...sigh-- sigh--sigh-- Anway, Xueshan msg me yst about helping out in belaying for the upcoming LTC on 25th n 26th.. am interested.. but duno if i can enter... haiz.. anw.. think i realli need to get other haircut soon b4 the anni nite.. my hair is sooooo damn messy n untidy rite now...*gosh
off to prepare for skool

Saturday, November 13, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 15:01

This is the result i got...thanx god tat i passed.. tats all it matters...
Guess i have to realli buck up for nxt semester to achieve better grades...
Ok my show starting.. gtg... tats all...

MODULE
CREDITUNIT
GRADE
ATTEMPT
REMARKS
INDIVIDUAL AND THE COMMUNITY
2.00
AD

INORGANIC AND PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY
7.00
B+

MATHEMATICS & STATISTICS 1
6.00
B+

MICROBIOLOGY
6.00
A

ORAL COMMUNICATION
2.00
B+

SPORTS AND WELLNESS
2.00
PX


rumbles & whines posted at 14:49

hApPy BiRtHdAy sOk kIM....
fInAlLy 18 Yah HAhA...
hOpE u'vE a gRt DaY tOdAy AlRt...
TaKe CaRe StAy PrEtTy N HeAlThY aLwAys.....

WItH lOtSa LoVe n HuGgIeS: AiZhi=)
(sorry did not greeted u at 12 wen to bed early damn tired.. hee)

Friday, November 12, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 07:30

Results for the Oct 2004 Examinations will be released on 12 Nov 2004.
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HapPy DeEpAvALi--
Dating wif Sok N AlLy 4 Ladder 49 PoSTpoNe to MoNDaY...
This very day.. instead of celebrating Deepavali..am helping my mama to change bedsheet.. man.. guess i celebrate spring cleaning more den Deepavali...
*honk--kARunG gUNI uncle no public holiday?!?!

Listening to: simple plan-CRAZY
Mood: mix feeling of boredom, sadness n anxiety
Tmr will be the release of all our Oct Examination results.. damn-- juz hope dat i can pass all my modules tats all...*praying hard to god... Good luck to all of you out there who will be taking ur results too... all the best alrt..=)

Tmr Meeting PoH KeOnG(TATTY BEAR) to order food for the ann nite in skool n oso get food fr NTUC for ad's mother to cook for us-->BEE HOON.. tmr 6 oso got TASIC TOPOGRAPHY SESSION... wat a busy day tmr man... hope we can realli do a good job for the ann nite.. the date is drawing nearer n nearer but i feel tat things are not realli well in place yet...but realli hope it can be a success--
(sorry guys if i didnt realli help much.. if need any help juz cal me alrt!)

Anyway find is rather saddening.. wen I visit e blog of 5Benevolence...is kinda like no live now.. wen it was first launch i stil stil rmb most of us buzz there to post n tag like no body business but now.. ha no one even cares...so is kinda sad.. coz even I.. dun post there anymore.. To be frank.. i actually forgot the postwords n the username used to log in... This realli shows that as time passes, memories can oso get faded...It realli scares me.. is like mayb 3 yrs down the rd...wen u see ya frens can u actually rmb how they look or even sae a simple greeting to them if u ever see them... I duno... but ask urself how many of you still keep in contact wif ur pri skool pals... i did but onli a few.. though we dun meet up often but we still do take the initiative to send some sms to update one another... (in fact is usually my fren took the initiative to send me sms greeting) I realli feel appreciated n touched each time i receive her msg..THANK YOU-- juz a simple sms can realli brighten up my day.. coz it makes u feel that u're not forgotten in her busy life... realli feel blessed to have her as my fren... realli hope we can stay like this always-- *friends forever, smile=)

Anyway i guess most of us dun believe in 4ever... i duno.. i stil do... u can think tat i'm childish or wateva shit u wan to label me... i still believe in forever... mayb time, distance can realli separates all of us but i think we've the thought of each other, i guess even 10 yrs down the rd we can still chat like wat we used to be?!?! (or mayb all this r juz bullshit...) Seriously.. i realli feel tat i've draw away from my sec skool pals further n further... duno if is the result of us spending too much time together in our sec skool or juz my depressive thinking--

But i realli miss those days n miss those times wen after skool we'll juz hang out together to chit chat or have lunch together or so... diff time schedule sets in again... is realli kinda hard to do those things together again.. as each of us have our own stuff to get busy abt... *sigh... duno wat to sae now... maybe juz drop by later to see wat i can add on...

Thursday, November 11, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 08:44

T.A.S Club Song
Welcome to the family of TAS
Share your love, share your life, share your troubles
Day by day, week by week, we come closer
The Adventure Seekers grow with you.
Come and join the family of TAS
Strong and fit, sweet and smart, that you will be
Be happy, be friendly, but don't be lazy
We salute to The Adventure Seekers!
*Sze wei sae we're gonna rap these club song alrt--
rumbles & whines posted at 06:56

Thanx guys for all ur messages leave under the tag box... Appreciate it very very much.. *smile
Ok lets start with wat happen during Ysterday TASIC PT alrt...It was rather fun though.. thanx Dawn n the other Instructors yah.. At least yesterday we're still able to laugh our hearts out n at the same time learning to build up team spirit n bondings as well as our leg muscles for climbing... And after Ysterdae PT at least it helps me to wake up to my senses n stop thinkin of quiting.. Thanx Inst. Now i'm looking forward to the nxt PT n TASIC session.. *grin stupidly--It was realli a very good feel for me, though onli 6 of us turn up for the PT.. but was realli fun ha... By the way.. all TASIC 16 MEMBERS, we've to noe the club song by nxt PT so that 500 punishment can be deducted from wat we owe...(for ur info we've owe e Instructors:3250 *minus the 60 we cleared yst...) our punishment owe is oso a record broke since the TASIC yrs, as no batch have ever owe so much... *laugh (am not proud of it alrt)

Lucky, yst PT ends early, so enables me to rush home n catch my CSI... YES CSI!!!
Wonder wen can i be like one of them..One of the CSI agent or maybe juz be the one working in the lab n helping the CSI to break cases... (how i wonder) *Daze Realli admire them, their working attitude n the strong observation they have... wow... god u guys are realli wat it takes to rule this world... *Salute

Just now ard 12 plus wen to do a survey about student saving scheme stuff... yup of coz in the end get convince by the lady..n yah sign up for the scheme... (she's realli a good speaker i can sae...each of her words juz sounds so convincing...)*surrender
She called me to give my 3 best friends' names to her n of coz i did.. since she sae is a MUST.. yup so i did...

Here i wld like to apologise to u.. my 3 best pals... Lim Shurong,u've get urself a queue no...Yeo Sok Yin and Tan Sok Kim... Realli sorry guys... If she ever called u rite.. u can juz tel her tat u dun wan lahz... is juz like a saving scheme tat help us student to save n stuff... so u guys not interested juz ignore yah... I'm realli sorry--x_x

Now i'm like half paralyse...*groan.. my legs n arms are aching like shit... guess i didnt train for a long time n tats the result i get... Thanx you.. got to realli get out of the hse more often n TRAIN...juz got to buck up man...

Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIPING!!!!Sorry nv manage to celebrate it wif ya... but guess u shld have a grt day yst n today...take care always ok...=) Tmr will be meeting Sok n Ally for ladder 49.. Yippee~~ those who're joining confirm attendance, venue n time alrt... Sok says: she is free from 1500-2100.. so yah see how it goes.. confirm tonite alrt--



Wednesday, November 10, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 07:56

Having my Jukebox playing--> superwomen n flipping thru the Lian He Zao Bao: NOW section... Jason Xu Meng Zhe from 5566 have a new hairdo... he looks rather alien to me rite now... but is stil rather cool, i've to admit tat... But it seems like he've been change to another person after the incident of him reported hitting a reporter... So is his relationship wif Angela Zhang still on.. or they've nv started b4...*dubious-- Gosh-- When did i started to become so concern over these gossips... Mayb tats the result of getting over boredom at home... ok the main purpose for this entry is the declaration of the opening of my blog haha... =p mayb some of u have already visited it.. but stil wan to make a proper opening haha Special thanx to these ppl who helped me to put up this successful blog... it would be Sok-who helped me with the links part, Dan and My sister's friend Fiona-with the position of photos n stuff... Thanx guys-- Love u lots haha (= Time to take off to skool for TASIC training-- *can u see the fear in my eyes-- Sigh-- cant catch my CSI and Michelle Yip hosted show tonite...*grumbles
rumbles & whines posted at 05:12

Juz finish watching "where is my love" on Channel 8 casting my fav HK actress Jessica Hsuan... at least my mood gets a little better haha-- Juz love her so...*dreaming of her..drool--

Mood gets a little spoilt knowing tat later i have to attend TASIC 16 PT...(PHOBIA arise) duno why in the first place get myself into so much S***T stuff... now realli so tired over all these things.. *regret =( * whin--
But wat can i do now..but to continue to hang on, persevere and endure..to get my stamina train up sigh--
Realli feel like quiting---Arrghhhh but for my future army recruitment career...at least there's still a reason for me to stay on... Think i better drop talking n thinking abt this or i'm gonna suffer from depression<-- result of dwelling over TASIC Training!!!
*scowls

[TIRED]ok think i'm ramble-- gotto stop b4 I starts to spill any rubbish out of my head
Ok going to head to Sok house later, to pass her postcard to give to Cheow n Ruiping.. *stomach grumbling--> alrt gotto have my lunch now... chicken rice here i come--


Tuesday, November 09, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 11:36

Back from K-box... nv join Shurong, Sok kim and company to chomp chomp... *sorry guys--
Realli have a very enjoyable afternoon at K-box I guess... have lotsa fun singing diff kind of songs haha this includes--> Cantonese songs n I guess most of our Favourite line would be GONG HEI LEI, GONG HEI LEI... haha... Thanx Sok for teaching me tat song on the a small umbrella, though is onli a small part of it.. but realli enjoy tat phrase haha-- Oh would like to apologise to Shurong n Cheow abt the confiscation of ur water bottle... tat K-box man is realli a pain on the ASS man.. damn him alrt-- but i guess all of u guys esp Sok yin and Sok kim will be drooling over Charissa's classmate rite.. coz he provide us with so much crackers n tibits which we want haha


Thursday would be another meeting wif Sok Kim n Ally (and mayb e others) for the movie Ladder 49... In magazine is so well recommended so i'm sure its gonna be nice... so lets pray hard together too so we wont waste our money n time in the cinema yah...

Guess tats all for today...Thanx guys for all ur turning up for today's event.. realli enjoy myself wif the company of u all-- Hope we can have more of tat *smile
GONG HEI LEI, GONG HEI LEI-- cRAZY over this Line
By the way.. am suffering sore throat now... guess tats the result of singing n shouting too much ahah
rumbles & whines posted at 02:50

Finally..got myself into this blog posting section.. Ysterdae tried so many bloody time stil could not enter.. Finally thanx god... Did not know tat putting up a blog can be so super tedious.. i think it can realli take my life..

Anyway.. today suppose to celebrate birthday for all the November stars (Sok kim-Ruiping- Esther)of my class in secondary skool... Suppose to meet at 11am.. but here i'm chatting with Sok kim at this hr and my dear Organiser of this celebration (LIM SHU RONG) is still in bed-- *she still dare to cal me dun be late... in fact she's always the one late haha *grumbles--

Ok.. think i gotto settle my blog now n oso get myself wash up for the celebration (i'm gonna be late--) *sticking tongue out... Hope today all the November Stars can enjoy this day...

Monday, November 08, 2004
rumbles & whines posted at 05:14

Suprised... finally have my very own blog... but is still half done.. know i'm thickskinned..but am stil proud of myself of finally putting up a blog *grin widely~~

Ok something i got here.. pretty interesting~~

Relationship makes you a different person, so it seems only fair that there be a relationship test to complement the personality test.
Try this 20 Questions to a Better Relationship: From here.

Result of me-->eXpressive: 4/10Practical: 4/10Physical: 3/10Giver: 7/10
(Man, i have no physical (-_-")

You are a RSIG--Reserved Sentimental Intellectual Giver. This makes you a People-Pleaser.

Oh, RSIG! You are the most complicated and dynamic of any type. You are brilliant, tender, romantic and a joy to be with. You're the favorite of many of your friends. It's just not a party until you get there. You are bursting with feeling and sentiment and insight but you very rarely express it -- it's not how you want to present yourself to the world. Although you are always studying your non-romantic relationships -- you turn a blind eye to romantic relationships. You're highly adaptable, and you conform to your circumstances (maybe you're a youngest child?). You would probably be content with almost anyone, and almost anyone would be blissfully happy to have you. But just because you're content doesn't mean you're happy. Don't settle! You'd rather ignore your problems than rock the boat by creating conflict. Please understand that in the long run ignoring conflict will make you unhappy and your partner exhausted. Try picking a fight just to see how it goes. You'll find out that solving problems is so satisfying for you that it makes conflict worth it. Your sex life could be fantastic if you could stop worrying about everything so much (did I wash my hands? how do I look? what do I need to do tomorrow?). You need a sweet, expressive lover who makes you feel at ease and never puts pressure on you. If you feel secure with your partner outside the bedroom, it will make all the difference. You cry at movies. A lot.

Of the 148743 people who have taken this quiz, 5.7 % are this type.

-->Still quite pretty true though--