Spent my four days at Delta... first day was not really good.. was darn screw up as a lsm.. and i think i didnt perform up to standard, though i must say, i've really really tried my best.. nonetheless, it has been pass down to the nxt guy ha.. yay is finally over.. and i'm truely relieve of it.. being appointment holder for the start, end or field camp period is the worst of the worst... Alrt.. 6 weeks of section and platoon training, i'll be moving on to taiwan on Oct for ROC...is gonna be damn fast but it also gonna be darn enduring and painful.. i must say aslc is not gonna be easy.. a lot of mental and physical demands..
And being in the new company, has made many of my formal coy mates depressed enuff.. and to add on to the depression, our weekends are all gonna be burnt out... but seriously.. i wish and want to get my CBS badge as well as complete the course outstandingly and pass out with pride.. i really hope my mind and body wouldnt break down.. coz all the upcoming event is really gonna be alot of breaking the limit and surviving at the breaking point... i really need to hang in there and stay strong.. Yup.. formally and officially recognise as senior leader and a corporal.. but the rank/beret doesnt come tat easy.. so is gonna be the three strips or the hope of the chocolate bar.. We'll made to fast march 4km to Spectator's hill before dawn, to have our beret presentation.. it was definitely a memorable and unforgettable experience.. coz the hill is steep enuff for one to get so breatheless and the view up there is darn nice..so somewhat the hardwork of u climbing up does paid off..
Once again i really thank all my frens who showed me their support.. i really appreciate it.. all your supportive, motivating and comforting words will stay with me and help me along to pull through these tough times!!!
Quote of the day:"The difference between the possible and the impossible lies in one's determination".I need a lot of Quote to build a strong mental nowadays haha..
After so long.. finally got to see my best pal online and get a glimsp of her hair on the webcam.. am realli excited to see her back during Dec... happy to see tat she's still doing pretty fine over at Aust... realli miss her man.. she's like my best partner almost for everything.. realli feel a little empty when u dun get her around..
alrt.. tmr reporting already.. i just hope i'll make it smooth sailing... must do it. can no longer let myself down anymore.. so lord, pls give me the strength to endure thru all the way nv give up... nv say die..
Very random.. heard from 98.7fm, the two djs was discussing where's the best place or things to do to nurse a broken heart.. and one of them said HK.. coz u've got retail therapy.. and those hk ppl are shows strong individualism.. and France is the worst place to nurse a broken heart.. coz everywhere u go, u see couples kissing and hugging.. too romantic..i think b4 u can even get ur heart nurse, u already been dead for committing suicide due to depression.. And there came another dj who says, why spend so much on a getaway to nurse ur broken heart, just bury urself with work... it allows u to earn money instead of spending it all off and get so broke... To me, if i realli heart broken, i guess i'll just exercise the hell out of me haha.. cycle, run, climb.. watever to sweat all my pain out haha Let the lactic acid sour me all up
Okie.. time to rest for tmr's battle...
Hope for the best yet prepare for the worst!!!
Tmr will be a better day!*pray
Thank god i have them as my frens.. it was truely a blessing that words cannot explain...
shurong// give me a reason to believe. says:
nvm! i believe u can do it!
shurong// give me a reason to believe. says:
jia you k!
shurong// give me a reason to believe. says:
i have faith in u!!
MURDER. love should go to IMH says:
i'm giving you my moral support for training
MURDER. love should go to IMH says:
when you're about to give up
MURDER. love should go to IMH says:
think about my big wide smiley face saying "WEEKENDS ARE COMING"
I love you my frens!!!
alrt.. its been really long since my last damn posting... been too lazy and too tired to log in... time flies.. with a blink of an eye, my bslc ended and all my beloved girlfriends are gonna return to their unit leaving just me alone to complete aslc... i was lucky to have Avril with me though.. if not i guess, i'll be in depression in no time.. tats why i always think that Avril is a damn strong girl.. she alone can complete her ASLC and bunk in the damn errie bunk..*salute
Lately not feeling realli good.. somewat screwed up my 28km march.. from the first man become the last.. how pathetic.. so wat if i've gotten the best pt.. i feel not deserving and ashamed.. though i did completed my march.. but darn.. i feel damn terrible to be the freaking last one.. thanks to the lactic acid which got my leg all cramped up and thanks to my poor mental for not pushing myself even harder... i just hope and wish and praying hard tat it will not happen for my 32km march.. i really dun want and dun wish to see myself as such a weakling/feeble
My ASLC will be conducted by Delta.. a well-known killer coy.. coz all the guardsmen are there.. i just hope i can survive thru... i'll really miss Foxtrot very very much.. not tat is a slack coy.. but they've a balance.. they train and yet welfare is there.. is really the best coy to ever be in.. moreafter you have all the nice sergeants, pc, csm and oc over there... But nonetheless, u've got to resign to fate too.. just gotto follow the path that is lay down for u.. i just gotto be mentally and physically prepared again for all the upcoming challenges.. i can see tat is gonna be fun but yet tiring.. mayb like the rest of the guys who kanna ASLC over at delta.. we'll cheer for our 6 pacs and all the taiwan chio bus haha
p/s: Dear lord, pls guide me thru and show me the light to complete and succeed in my aslc... I need to be strong again.. both physically and mentally.. stay with me and lead me thru...
