Land of a T H O U S A N D words...

Friday, July 28, 2006

rumbles & whines posted at 00:00

Alrt.. went to watch The Lake House today with amy, woeichyi and serene... very nice.. i realli dun mind catching it another time... i definitely gonna get the vcd/dvd when its out.. juz love the CASTS... Hmmm storylines.. still not tat bad after all.. at least it has a GOOD ENDING hee... Now i wanna watch NACHO LIBRE... Any takers?

Aizhi realli needs to save money.. spending a lot on eating(sinful, sinful very sinful) and movies lately.. Now wallet big hole.. stomach round round....(Jiaying even commented tat i've crowfeet.. arrgh damn sad lah.. old already!) I think in no time.. i'm gonna join the XIAO PANG club or even the ah pek's club... sigh... Over the weekends i still in hope to get myself a new pair of dunks or sneakers.. arrrghhh but am close to being bankrupt!!!!damn damn.. Pls someone.. donate to the Aizhi's fund...Aizhi needs some money welfare!!!

Anyhow...The Lake House reminds me of this song by Nickelback-Far Away
this time, this place
misused, mistakes
too long, too late
who was i to make you wait
just one chance
just one breath
just in case there's just one left
'cause you know, you know, you know

(chorus)that i love you
i have loved you all along
and i miss you
been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
stop breathing if i don't see you anymore
one my knees, i'll ask
last chance for one last dance
'cause with you, i'd withstand
all of hell to hold your hand
i'd give it alli'd give for us
give anything but i won't give up
'cause you know, you know, you know

(chorus)so far away
been far away for far too long
so far awaybeen far away for far too long
but you know, you know, you know i wanted
i wanted you to stay
'cause i needed
i need to hear you say
that i love you
i have loved you all along
and i forgive youfor being away for far too long
so keep breathing
'cause i'm not leaving
hold on to me and, never let me go

And the lyrics as well as The Lake House definitely reminds me of you...

To ever believe the love story of The Lake House, may seems rather naive or stupid..coz many will still agree and believe that.. in reality.. there's nv gonna be a connection btw the past and the future.. and we all noe very well that, we cant turn back time.. and life is live forward and not backward...and wat has passed is gonna be a past forever... but sometimes we juz wish to run away from reality (Mayb not for you.. but definitely for me) Coz to me, at least the show can make me believe that this kinda "sort-of-long-distance" love and the long-waiting-love are worth the wait... I duno..I'm realli loss at words now..but I realli wish tat u'll the one sitting nxt to me during the show... I realli wish that u'll juz here somehow..and yes i noe.. u'll nv be, right...

Perhaps i'll meet someone new..
Perhaps i'll still hold on tight to ya...
Perhaps time will tell it all....

I'M SCREWED!!!

Saturday, July 22, 2006

rumbles & whines posted at 23:44

One first HEARTY stress ball from my 1st Blood donation at BISHAN CC...
Thanks Sok for jio-ing me along.. Donating blood is realli cool.. No pain at all and is very relaxing.. and moreafter colour bandage, free food and drinks are given and serve after ur donation as well as free stress ball ha.. and most importantly.. u are doing a good deed and saving life of others... Give Blood!!!

I've also received a sticker from them.. but i find the words rather contradicting.. coz it states tat "Be nice to me, this is my first donation" so does it means that if i'm a 2nd time donor u're gonna be nasty to me? or are u gonna treat me nicer? lol And to solve all the misunderstanding.. blood donation do not results to weight gain!!!

Missy Siuling and Me!!! (Yay too the photo with her in uniform and badge.. happy ha)
*damn i think i look FAT!!!! Shit

Obsence but yet interesting haha

Okie.. after the donation went Chinatown dessert hse over at temple street to eat again.. this time we've Siuling's company hee.. ate alot again.. so sinful now.. think tmr i sure cannot run.. jia lat... Okie.. den went Bugis after that, while Siuling rush back KK for work.. and we are cheated by her to wait for the shuttle bus over at KK to Bugis.. we like sitting at the quene for hrs.. but no bus came.. so we decided to take 851 instead.. so stupid.. Siuling why bluff us ha.. Alrt.. am actually going Bugis to get my TOPMAN berms.. but so sad lah.. dun have my size already... damn shitty.. den cant find any berms dat i like too..*moodless And worst till, my levi's jean that i bio-ing for very long is like costing 239 bucks.. [damn.. i need the key to the treasure of gold!!!!]

After the bad shopping.. went to Kino to read books instead and at the same time waiting for Alvina and Audrey to meet us for dinner.. Didnt manage to find the book that i eye-ing for too.. super suay today.. Okie.. den went Parklink to have STEAMBOAT.. Eat till siao.. waste a lot of food.. coz i think we OVERESTIMATED ourselves lol.. Xiao Pang aka Angeline was good.. when everyone has already waved their white flag to the food.. she's still happily stuffing the soup and food down her throat into the stomach ha... *salute her! You are da SHE-MAN!!! Oh and i learn that Angeline Loves HOTDOGS and YI-MEE... ha...

Juz hoping hard that i can run tmr yea.. I can feel my body getting heavier esp during the weekends!!! Nxt week BBQ steamboat at Marina again? *gosh.. I need to feel sinful!!! AIZHI NEED TO EXERCISE!!!!

What is like to love and be love?
What exactly is love?
Will I ever gonna meet someone like you...
I swear i've been waiting all along for the right person to come along..
But somehow i cant seems to see it coming my way..
I'm always doom in loving someone so wrong.. like you...
I need a saviour...

Will you somewhat love me and appreciate me like i do???

rumbles & whines posted at 00:22

Okie.. juz came home from Dr Ho's House... Have a real fun time over there playing X-box, mingling ard with her kids and eating lotsa junk and nice food... Butttt.. Damn...getting fatter and fatter as each day goes by.. think my daily activities is not enough for me to burn those excess fats that i've taken in..*sadded (Not been training much lately...Mizuno run duno how??? I need to run more often!!!) Oh.. i muz realli comment on Dr Ho's youngest son... so cute lah.. only two weeks old.. so small and delicate..*sweet little thing*... the way he sleeps realli reminds me of my pillow haha Oh.. and Dr Ho's daughter is realli shy... but her son is damn good in x-box games so is GRACE haha...

Aint he cute?!?!

*squeeze haha

Anw.. apologise to Audrey and Alvina for not joining u guys for supper.. make it up to u guys another time.. tmr? haha..Thanks Mag for agree-ing to come with me to Dr Ho's hse.. Thanks for not ps-ing me alrt.. hope u did enjoy as much as i do hee...my besta FYP pal!!!

Wed went for my first Bike practical... Fun and cool i muz say... okie.. i admit that it was kinda tough for me at first to handle the bike yea.. It was heavier den i thought... drop my bike two times during the practising of crutch and brake.. coz i brake too hard ha.. But instructor was realli nice.. always there to correct my mistake and direct me.. so i muz say BBDC is a good driving skool hee.. Oh.. and i seriously feel that Bike is much easier to balance as compared to bicycle ha.. the feeling of riding on a bike is realli cool... though i maybe having a hard time tip-toe-ing and travelling at 10km/hr.. but overall the feeling was shiok..haha... I'm so looking forward for the nxt pract.. anxious and nervous.. but i juz wanna get my bike license soon!!!

Okie.. tmr going blood donation with Sok kim..It's gonna be my first time...hope i wont faint haha...tmr get a chance to see Siuling in her missy uniform too haha.. so looking forward to it.. muz take a photo with her if possible hee.. After the blood donation drive.. gonna go Chinatown and have desserts again.. Alrt.. i noe i'm fat.. but realli.. life's short.. not only need to play hard.. we need to eat hard too lol.. i promise to train hard.. so lord.. pls dun turn me into a fat dude overnight yea.. I'll run and train more, i swear!!! P/s: Gashree.. if you read this.. pls jio me to run more often.. i dun wan to become wu da pang (Goh Ah Fat)!!!

Yay... gotten the Alicia Pan-This Love from Audrey!!! Thanx Audrey!!! I love u.. but i Love ya ABS more!!!! haha Okie.. the song is realli nice.. anyone who wants it can take from me.. i'm willing to share alrt.. she's a local talent dat i realli admire...Alicia Pan Roxxx!!!

Alrty.. finally this weekend can slack a little.. coz all of my project reports have been submitted.. now left all the modules projects, pract tests, online quizzes and upcoming tests that i need to mug on, present and submit.. very sian, very stress.. why muz we do so much still when we're almost going to graduate.. is the lecturers and skool trying to make us rmb THEM forever... Sigh... I realli hate being a year 3 student.. so much work and so little time.. I wan to play!!! I need to destress!!!

Oh.. and this few days been realli suay lah.. duno wat spell i'm under.. keep losing my things lately.. first my helmet cover, 2nd my NIKE dunks and now my voodo doll eye... sian ah!!! Just my luck i guess...=x Roarsss

He thinks he's an act piece... Shot taken in the mrt station...

Shopping list:
Book - Running with Scissors: A memoir
Berms - Topman white stripped berms
Dunks, Sneakers
Levi's Jeans

Always nice to see you again... u filled my little world with smiles=).. Am gonna miss ur presence, though i noe u might not...

Life is wonderful when there's you...

Saturday, July 15, 2006

rumbles & whines posted at 13:29

Aye!! my lao po zai is here in Singapore again.. this time spending almost 1 month plus for channel 5 sitcom shooting i think.. Yay... But too bad didnt went down to see her today.. hope there'll be a gathering sooonnn... I love her!!!
Arrival to Changi airport...

Ok.. its been rather long since i update my blog.. juz too lazy and too tired.. thanks to the skool again.. for the wonderful projects and never-ending assignments appointed to us, 3rd yrs student!!!! Now wanna enjoy life oso tough.. duno wats the world is turning into.. always chiong chiong chiong..

Past few weeks were kinda exciting and tired, somewhat like a ro-jak or mixed salad kinda week...coz chiong-ing for submission of reports, preparing for the upcoming PDC stem cells cocktail ppt cum presentation and Genomics test, blah blah.. lotsa sleepless nights i muz say... Last Last week Sat went food hunt with Sok... very fun.. and i'm very happy.. coz we go ard trying out lotsa nice cusine.. so shiok.. and i'm like craving for the chinatown desserts already.. The thoughts of juz thinking of it and looking at the photos realli makes me drool...*wipe wipe ha
Here are da delicious food we tried...(sinful but nice food like this i juz cant resist..so i carry the motto of eat first and exercise more tmr haha)
Chinatown desserts!!!

Most impt item, when u're out for food hunt!!!

Geylang Smelly Tou fu + Pi dan porriage*yum

Dinner at AMK S11.. can u see the tao gay they put into my Hokkien mee.. Eeee

Famous Chinatown tian ji porriage.. recommended by Shilin...

The Tian ji club!!!

To regain our childhood memory we went to play see-saw!!! and Sok was like so happy and proud of herself that she could take my weight... duno wats up with her thinking haha

Look at her left knee.. can still see her bruise from the bike fall haha

Thought tat it might help with the digestion.. but is super painful!!! Ouch is the word..Sok again loving the whole process...*something muz be wrong with her nervous system.. she dun feel any pain!!!

The repeatitive sign-board...see carefully.. the name/numbers always repeated thrice

Okie.. i muz say i die-ed for the Sat genomics test alrt.. duno the paper can get so sucky.. but i think i'm again the one to be blame.. coz i didnt put in much affort that i think i shld.. duno wats wrong with me nowadays.. been realli restless.. arrgh.. mayb i'm realli on the verge of giving up on my studies.. but i noe.. cant cant cant.. coz in Singapore.. u need more den juz diploma.. sian ar...i think i should really consider migrating and be a maid or baby-sitter in US orUK.. den not onli i can live in big big houses, i can disturb babies haha..and from wat i heard the pay is gooodddd..

Alrty.. Sun went for Shape run.. realli thank god tat i manage to complete the 10km run.. but i dun like the Shape goody bag.. so girlish... eeeee.. but afterall it worth like 350 bucks.. but the nike towel is definitely niceeee...oh, and again kanna PS by my supervisor and mingli lah.. but heng Gashree went lah.. or else i think i sure give up on the run...Ms Tay oso went for the run.. did the 5km one.. and i think she's the first lecturer that i have seen so sporty and nice to mingle ard with ha.. *sweet.. N i muz congrats Gashree Tay Big Lung.. she gotten top ten for the Shape run.. super zai.. big lung she has haha.. But the Vivien Tan amazed me even more.. once again, without fail.. she's the first lady finisher again.. she completed the 10km run in like 39.90.. can u believe that.. i think she simply fly all da way lah.. Sometime i suspect if she has some firing rocket attached to her shoes or she has the Mr FLASH genes.. she's my idol thats all i can say.. i hope she can train me in running haha Okie.. as usual.. hanging out with Ms Tay Big Lung.. funny things always happen... this time her contact lens came out from her eyes while she was rubbing, i think den she ran to the wrong bus stop to wait for her 190 bus lol.. it was realli funny lah alrt..

Shape goodie bag.. aint it sissy looking..

Okie.. Sun was a xiong day for me.. coz after the run went db training.. den is like the entire day i'm like doing running and running and more running.. my legs realli breaking already.. And Coach is gonna step up our training.. xiong it mayb.. but guess thats the way that we can improve and prove to the other teams that we're not a weak team afterall.. I hope to join Penang dragon boat rowing too... i wan abs like Audrey!!!

Oh.. am looking forward to wed for my first Bike pract.. nervous but till very anxious for it haha.. Juz hope i wouldn't embrassed myself infront of my coach and other students.. if not sure very very pai seh lah..*pray hard for me..and i dun wish to loss any of my limbs, fingers or toes too...

Today went dining at Swesen with my IS mates->Chris, Shilin and Eliza..ate a lot again.. sian.. i guess i'll nv be slim... but it was a pleasant outing.. realli nice to get in touch with ppl u have not seen for very very long.. i like da feeling.. *sweet.. Oh..after dinner, we head to Borders and receive a breaking and damn shocking news from a mag that Eliza has picked up... Brad Pitt is leaving Angelina Jolie!!! Can u believe tat!! Do read up more if u're as KPO and gossipy as me haha *awaiting for tmr straits time and yahoo news update... But i realli dun understand why ppl nowadays (esp da stars of hollywoods) they like to get tog and den break up.. fickle-minded freaks!!!

This is a quiz on Why are you still single? Took the test out of boredom alrt..(send to me by Coco)

My result(perhaps is true)-> Aizhi, you're single because you don't want to slow down
Whether you're working all hours, busy with school, or planning a cross-country move, it sounds like you just don't have time for anyone else in your life...right now, that is. Your timing may be off in other aspects, too. Chances are, you've met that perfect person who just so happens to be married or planning their own cross-country move. So take a step back for a moment. Is there something underlying this? Could it be you're afraid to get involved for some reason or another, and are therefore attracted to people who are simply unavailable?Whether you're secretly sabotaging yourself or not, try a little exercise. Open your mind to those who are around you (and available!) right now. Then let up on your schedule to let that someone in. That is, unless you want to get married to your goals, and not Mr. or Mrs. Right.

I've never seen someone like you
I've never seen someone shine so bright
I have been blind
And I hardly know there's a beauty by my side

I wish there's just nobody here ..It's just you and me
It's where I want to be
I'll never forget the way you look
Are you really the one i want?
Whats love?