Tuesday, June 14, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 15:32
alrt.. finally draw some time out, to blog... realli been a long time since, i have a chance to sit infront my comp and blog... with my tired, sleepy eyes...
Alrt... have lotsa happy as well as unhappy events happening these few days... I muz realli say, enjoy the rece damn damn much.. was realli fun to have all the sweet, fun bunch of councils coming tog... Hope this trip will be a success yea!!!
But, i muz realli say that, after this trip, i realise that, how little time i have, for my skool work... i've not do concentrating well as well as following up with all my skool work... arrgh.. someone please help me!!! All my classmates like duno do their MOL and tutorials till where le.. n I'm still super stuck at the 1st tutorial onli... man... i'm realli dying!!!! SOS!!!
Anw.. realli gonna apologise to all the guys of 30th council... sorry... becoz of my mistake, u guys have to sleep outside and in the A-frame tent.. realli sorry.... Promise, wont make the stupid bloody mistake that i've made again... Guess, i'm just too anxious over the trip and rece stuff, that i forgotten all about the council welfare... i'm realli sorry....Really hate myself at the moment, when i found out that, i made so many bloody mistake alrt.. i didnt expect myself, to be so so so stupid!!! Arrrrgh.... anw, sorry Mei see.. for showing my darn attitude and not eating, when u offering me the food..not having the appetite yea... realli sorry.. Thanx dora, jel, aishah and serene, for being there for me and respect my decision of being alone~!!! Thanx... Juz hope that, i realli learn from the bloody mistake i've made yea.. dun wanna bring any disappointment to any of u guys man... juz wanna give the best i got, dun wish to create trouble...arrgh.. lost-- duno wat i'm toking abt.. better catch more sleep!!! I'M A SLEEP DEPRIVER!!!Anw, thanx all the council today, who came down for the briefing!!! U guys did a grt job in assisting me and dora!!! Thanx
*Milk make me drunk!!!
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 09:48
Dawn: Yea, u're right.. i've low self esteem ahha... no self- confidence oso... coz i noe, wat i can do is always so limited... cannot stretch or reach out to more than juz limits, i wish so hard that i can reach... but nvm..things may not be smooth all the time.. anw life is like a roller coaster... am juz trying to enjoy watever happy hrs i can get out of my hectic life here... trying not to be bother so much over Unnecessary stuff...
Right.. two days not been blogging... and happen quite a no. of stuff... happy and sad...Let me start of with my SAT... a grt day... where i met up with Sok Kim to discuss some campfire stuff... she helped me alot.. in giving me advises in how to make campfire a memorable nite... thanx Sok... Know that, u're busy over pro and some personal stuff.. but thanx for still making ur way down to compass and meet up with me.. I really appreciate ya time... Have tok a lot to Sok.. as usual haha.. is always nice to have someone, u can realli tok heart to heart.... n she's always the one.. a great listener... a grt advisor as well as a grt fren that u cant miss knowing... Though, she mayb less outdoor and active now.. but she's still the Sok kim i noe... the one that i can always share my feelings and thoughts with... Thanx lord, for letting me have such a grt pal... I hope we can maintain such good friendship thru this life... Den long time, since i lobang someone on my bicycle haha.. I cycle Sok to meet Yisan, but i duno where she stay, so i juz drop her somewhere, near her house and rush off for my muay thai training... During the cycling journey.. guess is very wobbly for Sok... but thanx for trusting me yea haha.. at least u reach ur destination sweet and sound, w/o any bruises and in one piece haha...
Hope we can meet up often and cycle... if ever u got urself a bic.. rmb to cal me out and cycle with ya ok!!!
Muay Thai training on sat was good... i train with Xin min.. another girl that joined muay thai not long... she's very good... very power in her kicking... But i realli njoy the training part on the ring... i like Ah Tak training me haha.. at least he make me feel that i can kick and punch well haha... unlike training with this other senior.. he stopped me too frequent... n he dun allow me to do fast punches or kick.... But ah tak diff.. he made me burst out, what i got in me.... zai!!! i realli enjoy it..But my hand keep dropping when attacking.. shld leave my hand parallel, as defense purpose... realli more to take note and train man... hope shifu can oso train me often.. but i cant deny, training with shifu damn stress.. coz, he's far too good, den always train with him, like i made so many super duper mistake.. sigh.. hope i can appear more pro to him, that wat he think i'm ha.. DUN WANNA BE A LOSER!!! I WANT TO BE A FIGHTER!!!
Saturday, June 04, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 03:39
Am in the comp lab of blk 81 level 6 rite now... Due to the operation time out problem.. We cannot do the MOL revision... so troublesome alrt... nxt week gotto resume doing the revision all over again... sigh...
Yst, went town to celebrate b'day for Shilin.. an advance b'day celebration...went Mache to eat, den on my way there, saw Kim Ng and Fiona Xie at Paragon doing some shooting, guess muz be some new entertainment show...Both will wearing chong sam.. both look very pretty haha.. Cant take my eyes off them man.. Den, went to jalan jalan at Heeren, Far East, Cineleisure.. I spend quite a lot... Brought a $29.90 t-shirt, with words saying: wo bu zhi dao, ni bu yao wen wo... alrt it mayb lame.. but cute lahz haha.. den brought a puma shirt and adidas shorts... n oso my manga haha.. N now, gotto declare i'm officially broke again.. sigh.. i hope i can learn to be thrifty someday!!! Before that, i have skool... which actually, every thurs, i'm not suppose to have lessons.. due to the attachment with ARC, so gotto get my butt down for the S&W... Realli very tired alrt... wake up damn early in the morning, juz to help out.. anw, after the helping out.. went to store and club house to settle the storelist stuff... as one ex-council wanted to lend a 6 men tent.. so as a quarter master.. gotto settle it... and as Zane.. he's not free.. so yea... anw, the ex-council think is from the 20th councilship... very friendly i muz sae.. haha He's going TAHAN!!!! Man.. i want to go alrt... but first, better start training and get my stamina and strength there, b4 thinking any further..
Alrt.. Later will be having my first members' act activities... realli feeling very anxious and stress right now.. i'm the GL.. i realli hope i wont let the organisers and club down.. realli need to do my job well.. coz i wan my members to come back.. as well as i want my members to get more peeps to join our club.. i want my club to be super well-known in skool... to everyone... to every lecturers, to every whoever out there!!! Juz hope everything go smoothly later.. praying hardwritten @ 1425 Ngee Ann Polytechnic ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Alrt.. and back home right now.. finally... tot i cant manage to catch the last bus... phew.. thanx lord... The first members' act has come to an end... i think is quite successful for the first time ard... good job down by every single souls!!! U guys are great man.. i guess the PROs and POs realli deserve a big feast as celebration for a grt job done... The first trip will oso be coming up... alrt.. damn stress muz say.. i realli, hope is gonna be as successful as the first members' act... esp i wan to make the campfire night, the most memorable one... anw, better dun be hoping too much.. scare i ruin the whole attire stuff...I muz realli say, this batch of freshies are super enthu and highly interactive haha.. every fun to be ard kind of peeps... Thanx Travis for being such a super tuper good member of mine.. i noe, as a GL i totally sux to the core.. thanx for being so cooperative and help out so much!!! Realli gotto thanx all my grp members too.. u guys are realli fun and sweet haha... Anw, all members that turn out today.. thanx man.. realli hope u guys enjoy as much as i've enjoyed myself.... Pls do sign up for the first trip lolx!!! Support TAS alrt!!! Realli looking forward for the upcoming members' act... hahaTmr, going to have muay thai training again... but sad to say, Jas, my partner for training wont be able to make it... duno wats tmr gonna be like.. but i muz realli comment that, i like become weaker.. mayb i realli eat too much and getting not enough sleep.. unable to do my 50 one shot pumping as well my continuous 3 mins skipping... arrrgh... have deprove man... HELP!!! I cant even do continuous kicking for 2 mins... sigh.. anw, my old injuries of my leg, oso giving me lotsa problem during training... made me cant kick.. haiz.. gtg see a SingSeh soon!!!Anw, realli gotto apologise to Zane again.. gotto leave everything behind for him to clear up and settle...I promise, i on Mon, i'll go to the store and clean the store.. as well as doing the arrangement.. sorry for always putting u to do so many tough work... glad to have a partner like ya, though sometimes, i realli wanna bash u up and cut u into pieces.. dun worry, u still alive haha... Thanx man.. Hope u can manage it.. Mon, will definitely get my butt down to store!!! and finalise the pre-rece stuff u've done!!!To all councils that are going to the pre-rece... thanx for doing us such a good favour!!! Take care alrt!!!A lot of report and homework and tutorial to do!!! I'm lost in lecture hall.. dun understand.. lotsa research and read-up to be done aRRRGGG.....*trying to complete all the work that i need to do...clearance in process--someone pls help me!!!
