Tmr nite will be booking in...feeling->excited+scare, i guess i'm gonna get myself mentally prepared to expect Hell from the Sirs and Sergents upon my return.. And field camp is coming up.. 6 days outfield, pee, shit, sleep all outdoor in the jungle... is not tat i've not done it in da wild before... but shitting is gonna be a whole new experience haha, i pity the buddy of mind.. think she'll have to follow me to shit...oops! hope to see weiyi who's having her outfield too.. And yess.. after a "good" five days rest or recuperation, i'm darn sure the authorities is gonna make us charge like nobody business.. mind over matter again.. alot of psycho-ing i need to do... and lotsa sun baking with my long four too... But the life as a soldier is definitely fulfilling..like the st peter song, i earn my pay as a mighty soldier, living in a life full of fun and danger, coz you wouldnt pass each day with regret.. since u are always told to give ya best and do till ya max... so my frens and family members, dun worry abt me.. i'm doing good in the army.. though juz a short 2 weeks.. but i'm enjoying it.. and i'm prepare for the worst and also more fun..
But it was saddening to noe u have miss out a lot in the 2 weeks.. it seems to be a break up season.. but anyhow.. i realli hope couples can work their way out... all i can say is true love is hard to find.. cherish those whom you realli love and care abt..
alrt.. need to get my hair trimmed again.. scare i kanna ku-tu during field camp.. and no matter wat, short short hair is still the best..*breezy haha, but i wish i could shave bald... Oh i think i need to do some shopping!! ha
Independent girl that's what you areEverytime I see you, you lool like a starDon't mean to impose, I just wanna get to know youCause your such a princess...Okie dokie... i'm back for good...5 resting days before back to tekong again for the upcoming field camp... looking forward, but i expect the worst when i return.. coz the 2 weeks of so called "adjustment" week is over.. more tekan-ing and torturing will come i guess... Yupp like my fren's nick was stating the 2 weeks confinement was monsterous haha. but after all, the training and all was good.. Nice sergents and sirs... realli appreciate their kindness and tolerance level.. Of coz nice to have a bunch of helpful nice girls to keep me accompany in camp... realli glad to have noe them.. Though we're all of diff vocation and background..thank girls for making my stay in army enjoyable haha..
Alrt.. i seriously duno wat i shld blog abt.. juz seems to have lost touch with the tv set, laptop, newspaper, mags, radio, fashion.. feel so like a mountain turtle seriously.. and my grandma juz pass away last week... and i did not make it back for her funeral... things juz seem to happen like the speed of light or a tick of a second.. it was scarely when u juz happen to think abt it.. coz the least u expect it to happen it happen... same applies to my NTU application.. tot i wouldnt be able to enter... and den comes the letter.. budden i cant commence this year and need to apply again nxt year.. was realli f***ing irritating.. duno why cant they juz reserve a place for me nxt year!!!Sigh.. Now i juz think i gotto continue to pray hard to do well in army as well as for my nxt uni application...
i never saw it comingbut i wish to steal ur heart, ur glance, ur everythingbut come again, i wish i dont fell hard for you.Okie.. mayb is that i forgot to pray or my prayer aint sincere enuff... the unexpected finally come true... my enlistment date have been push to an earlier date.. from friday the 13th to tuesday the 10th... Is that a good thing or bad.. i seriously dun even noe how to comfort myself.. But i swear, once i get the news of getting in early.. i'm anxious and nervous... and the biggest part of it is of coz feeling damn sad.. coz i'll be missing my last 4 episodes of Parental guidance.. den all my nice tv shows like 2 weeks of ugly betty and the weekly desperate housewife, CSI MIAMI, Survivor... arrrgh dammit! Though on the other hand, it is good that i can run away from the everyday admin work and sitting in the office 24/7.. but i duno.. feels that like i'm not prepared at all.. like everything juz come rushing towards me.. With the marking of the start of toh-ah-toh (BMT).. it will be an open chapter to my army career.. i seriously doubting my ability to survive in there and thru it all.. though i noe, no matter wat, i die also muz go thru it for the nxt 4 years...No turning back no giving up... forging ahead is my motto...
Sigh.. God bless me man...I hope it will be a good one for me!*wave goodbye
Alrt.. this week is basically a short week.. only 4 working days.. Yay!!!! Realli thank god that people do celebrate Good Friday... But how i wish Good Friday is celebrate weekly.. den ppl wouldnt suffer from monday blueness=( ha Alrt, one cannot be so greedy..
One Sat ago, dated Sok to Pasir ris park to cycle.. planning to make a free-from-fly-and-fall record for Sok cycling experience... but in the very last part, Sok still fell.. but at least this time she didnt fly for a yard or a mile away... I muz say Sok has brush up quite a lot on her cycling skills.. she can even conquer the stairs route and control the bic better now.. But her problem now is dealing with her braking... she juz dun use the braking system to brake ha... More training okie Sok.. U muz conquer ur fear and we can go long dist. cycling okie!!!
Alrt.. after 2 hr plus of cycling back and forth and around the park, we decided to return the rented bic and go for a good wash up of ourselves, after staining ourselves with all the grease, oils and dirts... And den.. we headed down to Bedok for The Blackboard... it was nice.. though the serving aint as much as Botak Jones but overall not too bad... worth the money and a try... And Sok.. do rmb to bring me to eat at gardens when i book out or sth...=) Okie.. muz go back Ikea for the soft ice cream too.. is realli very nice, Yummy...
The Blackboard...
Helping Sok to fix her bic chain
Is not the Zoo.. but one of the horse riding club at Pasir Ris.. cool huh!
How i wish tat it was MINE OH MINE!!!
Okie.. juz look how heavy i am.. Weight losing program needed=x
Ha okie.. Do i look strong here.. I bet!
Sok juz love horses haha
*Note the 2nd pic is Sok taking her "JIN MA JIANG"
Sok and her Fruit basket haha
Last Sat, went Ice climbing with shurong.. had immense fun and pleasure.. great bunch of people we get to know... from divers to trekkers...of coz the credit of ice climbing event goes to Sok.. thanks for telling me abt the ice climbing event organised by the New Paper.. And i heard there's Gourmet one too.. so mayb we can sign up for that the nxt time round hee
Sadly, we forgotten to bring our cam along.. so no photos.. need to wait for one of the member to send it to us.. as we took a grp photos using her cam ha.. And i muz say.. Ice climbing is super taxing to the forearm.. mid-way of the climb.. i can feel the muscle of my forearm hardening and aching already.. and once u get down.. u can feel the lactic acid tat have been built up in ur muscles.. but nonetheless.. it was a real cool experience... even if it breaks my arm.. i still think is worth trying and going for it!!! The ice axes and the crampons.. Cool--
Now i'm looking forward for diving and motor crossing...
Thanks Aud and shurong for taking the time out to accompany me for the muay thai match=) It was an eye opener for me, hope it does for u guys too...
Okie.. Nxt week Friday da 13 will be my enlistment day.. hope there's no changes to the date.. coz one of the guy told me, my enlistment may switch to the 10th.. i juz hope it doesnt.. if not my mama cannot be there already.. coz she has already taken leave on the 13th.. So i am praying hard, the dates dun subject to changes... Regret to say.. my army buddies found out of my hatred for Tou gay.. and guess what they say.. they say on my 21st birthday, they're gonna prepare a tou gay cake for me.. omg.. i realli cant imagine.. (ppl, pls do not take this as an idea to sabo me on my 21st birthday.. i seriously wan to have a memorable one ha) And today i juz get to realise tat tou gay can actually be used to cook soup.. lucky i have James ard to help me finish tat bowlful of tou gay soup..Eeeeeek I juz hope i dun face so much tou gay dishes during my training.. if not each day will be a miserable one.. tou gay realli spoil my appetite coz with them ard.. my eating pace dropped by half or even more.. so are the peas and tou pok.. i juz hope farmers cant grow them and these food will just extinct for good.. i seriously dun understand why some ppl can actually labelled tou gay as a damn nice food... and praise that it goes well with chicken rice.. I guess only Eddy and I agrees that tou gay is the worst food ever grown on earth...*detest
Today went running with Aud to Puggol end.. den have a litt adventure where both of our shoes stain grey with muds... yup, how great.. becoz we are two curious kids who want to cross the lake and go over to some wu-lu bridge...ta dah.. tats wat we get.. getting ourselves itchy, scratchy as we pass thru spider webs, and getting ourselves sandy ha... But nonetheless, it was darn cool!!! after TAS i seldom get to do adventure like water trekking and all.. it was realli a great experience!! And i'm happy to find another crazy pal who love to do crazy things like me... yay ha!
