Both my grandma and dad have been discharged from hospital.. Grandma dun seem too well still.. her face is like bloated.. water is like retaining inside her.. And the pills/medicines that once seems to help her dun seems like working anymore.. And i swear.. when i last visit her at the hospital, i realli wanna cry... seeing her gasping for oxygen... i realli wish i could help her in some way or another.. but den again.. i'm juz standing there looking at her helplessly... If not oxygen can be donated like blood...

Right.. dad juz came home in the noon today... sista and i went to fetch him.. he still doing pretty fine.. but his leg is in kinda bad condition... he can walk.. but due to some drug allergy.. his leg is damn reddish...my father and all of us dun even noe tat he actually has allergy against some drugs.. coz my dad has always been fit and healthy.. and two years back he had the same operation but he didnt experience such a bad rash dat it took sleep away from him... I juz hope both of them recover soon... i think tats all i wish for the upcoming christmas.. And i hope to learn to take more responsibility in helping ard the house..

Yst was kinda disappointing.. duno how to explain.. but was nice to get to see everyone again.. coz its been realli long that all of us gather... i juz love the presence of everyone.. be it i tok much to them or not.. coz i guess they all make a difference in my life.. Mayb i may say i hated them or dislike them or mayb condemn them, but they still do live footprints in the journey of my life and living those memories in the fragile filaments of my brain... And now.. i'm looking forward for christmas.. coz when christmas time, is always a day for gathering.. and i love it.. so Shurong.. u better not PS this time haha

This morning went for some trial run for my cc inter-con thingy.. wake up like ard 6 plus.. realli can die.. deprive of slp like nobody business.. i hope nxt time they can arrange it later.. AIZHI NEEDS TO SLP!!!!
Yst walk along suntec.. saw lotsa SALES tag hanging ard...arrgh...super Kian... Aud... when are we going to shop tog again!!!! I miss shopping with u haha=)

I want the orange timberland sweater!!! $129.. izzt worth it?!?!

SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done !
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

Yup.. a very nice poem indeed.. realli reflects how many of us lead our life... overlooking all those small little things happening ard us.. taking things for granted... And no wonder, as we grow older true frens get fewer...we make aquaintances rather than true frens... we lose good friendships along the way juz becoz of the lousiest excuse we are too busy to say "hi".

I agree life is definitely not a race.. but like what its being stated, time is short and life is unpredictable... we are all actually racing against time... we are all greedy in nature... wanting to gain a lot in a short period of time... and when we try to see the big pictures we miss out the smallest details... we only notice it when they are juz gonna be gone...are we careless or are we juz too arrogant

We may say that we are all happy and content with our state of living.. but who dun yearn for more and yearn for a better live... And here i highlight.. humans are all self-fish, no matter what we do, it always definitely based on our own interest and goals.. we'll nv learn to see the sorrows of others.. coz we're all juz too engage loving and focusing on the way we want to live our life...

I realli wish i could slow down the pace of the way i live... but even if one can stop the clock from ticking, one cant stop the world from turning...Yup.. how ironic life can gets... I juz wish i could have more time spend with my family and frens... i realli miss those days where i juz chill out with my sec skool or even db frens at some cafe or void deck.. and slack thru out from noon till nite...having to talk and gossips about everything under the sun till moonlight...was realli cool ha

Really looking for my two weeks break in Dec... And i wan more DB circuit training.. i'm LOVING IT!!! SHIOK=)

How great.. today solo presentation for Proteo term paper... it was realli a surprising one alrt... for that moment of time, i swear i realli miss Maggie standing beside me and both of us presenting together. Unfortunately, on this important morning, Maggie was on MC... coz we're both too "QIANG" already.. chiong the proteo presentation within 2 days, overnight somemore... And i muz say.. this presentation was not an easy one, coz we're not only required to analyse the journals but also compare and understand why certain reagents or buffers are used...

And i muz realli thank Maggie for all the hard work she has put in and the midnight oil she burns.. i think i didnt do as much as her as usual... I juz hope Dr Koh can give both of us a decent grading.. coz today supposed to have 3 grps presenting.. den in the end only turn out to be only me.. realli sian diao lah... But it was definitely an nerve cracking experience presenting alone infront of Dr Koh and mates...is was like back to yr1 Ocomm days...was realli lucky that Dr Koh did not shoot me too many diff questions.. still manage to ans him.. Phew.. i realli count myself lucky today... mayb he noes that diff question i sure cant ans, so perhaps he dont even bother ha But watever... is OVER!!!! and so what if i did a lousy job today...cheers for Maggie and Me still... One down.. but many more pro to go still... darn....(can someone give me a break)

Oh well. i muz realli get the chance to thank shilin and mingli... thanks for their support at that critical time.. i guess without u guys showing your support and concern.. i would be a dead meat by now.. i wont be able to present the ppt... Thanks girls=)realli appreciate it

I'm left with stage 8.01 and TP test for my bike.. is kinda fast.. but i cant say that i'm a competent rider... i mean getting the license seem so near but still yet so far.. coz the ciruit evaluation and road evaluation is not easy.. muz get less then 18 points.. i somehow realli doubt my ability and capability... coz seeing the people infront of me repeating realli make me damn scare lah... I think i realli gotto go for more practise and get it through!!!! I want to get my bike license soon!!!! *pray

Dicey Business airing in HK today...Arrgh cant wait to watch it....my laopo!!!

Alrt.. am finally here to rant again... its been really long since i last log into the blogger...as usual, my undergrad life is being entertained by lecturer's notes, projects and unending assignments... Seriously i need a slow pace of life.. is getting realli hectic nowadays.. term papers and submission of like so many projects within the coming week, i'm like so going to kill myself... CHIONG AND XIONG are the words frequently used and mentioned in my dictionary and vocab now...

What can i say... Year 3 life realli sux... i bet before i graduate, i'll hv my hair all turning white or perhaps i'll turn bald due to stress.. darn... To add on to our academic stress, NAPFA test is also coming (date: 17 Jan 2007).. and yes.. i seriously damn panic and scared, though there is 2 mths to train.. coz its been realli long that i last run and train muay thai.. darn screwed!! And standard chartered run also ard the corner.. and yes, dear aizhi is still slacking... not training hard for endurance and strength.. everyday still slack and eat like a monster/hungry ghost... Arrgh.. i'm realli so going to DIE-- =(

Nxt week, Dragon boat training resume.. and i'm realli happy lah... at least i'm getting back to some exercising... after my terrible cough i realli feel damn weak.. like i've juz recover from some deadly illness... realli need to re-build my stamina and strength...

And i muz thank Sok.. Sun accompanied me to eat the FEI FEI WANTON haha.. is always fun to go foodhunt with u.. getting lost and doing stupid things... N if you are reading this post.. pls kindly leave a link of urs behind.. so i can go kapo at ur blog and see wat good food u recommend, so i wont be so lag...thanks NTUC AUNTY!!!

Alrt.. here are the race photos... this time manage to get into Semi finals.. but not the finals... kinda disappointed and sad though.. but i'm happy that as time passes, we're all improving and doing better at each coming race.. realli have faith tat we can get into the finals in the upcoming one... Yes, watch out.. we're coming up!!!*roar--

The ladies team... I realli love this photo=) sweet--

The mix inter-con team...

The spirit of ROWING...


During the race interval...
hardworking me learning Ballet with Teacher Avril Hong
*reply to Aud: Ha of coz aizhi dun belong to the zoo...

Hmmm mayb i should join my skool dancesport... they say i'm better in tango or izzt cha cha

Yea, they just so want to pull me thru that gap...


Re-charging for nxt race...


Once Chipmunks, forever Chipmunks=p

Big booty

Alrt eating time after the race...


One day of musician... *Hmmm can i melt a woman heart with these instruments ha...


One day as neck factured patient


One day with that big hat on my head with Slow eating Felicia Kang!!!


Retreat at Coach's hse and phototaking session with future rowers lol... Kids are so cute lah=)

Though we didnt win medals to beautify our room, but certainly i agree with Penguin that we won the Consolation price which was the yummilicious food at Coach's place and the fantastic friends i've made!

Puggol CSC Rocks=)

Arrgh.. i muz realli comment tat Sea Hawk has a darn cute drumer lah.. how i wish she's in my team haha...i bet we sure have the motivation to row harder.. (ok mayb not we.. but at least i'll lol) But she's not the reason that we lost to them in the finals yea.. Anw.. she's realli sweet looking=)

What a timing.. when the haze problem is almost gone.. I'm sick!!!! How ridiculous! Damn... the sick feeling realli sux coz it realli makes you wanna slp 24/7 alrt...Mon and tues i almost die-ed... Duno if Aud and I have telepathy... we fall ill almost the same day.. and now we're still suffering from bad sore throats and cough...*croak-- save us!!! Skipped lotsa trainings and running dates..sigh!!! i realli duno how i can manage the upcoming 2nd link run and the standard chartered half marathon.. so little time yet so much training i need to make up to maintain my fitness and stamina... arrgh.. Aizhi is gonna be so dead=x One week no running already.. tmr i shall go for a run.. if not i think i may juz forget how to run.. realli jia lat...*train hard ah.. Aizhi!!!

Anyhow.. for halloween, Amran is so sweet.. send hallmark e-card to all of us... and the characters in the card is damn cute lah... Thanks Penguin.. Bet you are enjoying urself so much at Bali rite.. while all of us here are missing ur cakes and bread like crazy!!! Faster come back.. you are missed badly for training ha

As usual.. i lead a busy poly student life.. rushing projects and engage in db... of coz not forgetting to add some spices into my life haha.. Here are some activities over the past few weeks and some are kinda recent ha...
Alrt let me start with today...
The following photos are taken during LSSS.. the speaker is realli boring and uninteresting..mayb not to others.. but to me and mag.. we're totally knock out by him... coz the entire talk is about philosophy, entrepreneurship and investment...

When boredom sets in.. thats what you do lol, sketch on someone's hand


After the class.. went for db training though supposed to run with big lung and jel.. but all like busy with their stuff.. so yea.. running date cancel.. And here presenting u all the convent girls in my team haha

And we took like almost 5 photos b4 a good quality one come out... Thanks to Cap aud.. she always like to cut ppl head or face off the cam haha

THANKS FELICIA FOR THE KINDER SURPRISE!!!! U're realli a SLOW EATER lol

Yst went Chinatown with Shilin and Mag for Chong Qing Steamboat... the tom yam soup almost burn up my oesophagus... it was realli damn spicy alrt.. i teared and choke like nobody business...and left me LS for a good 2 days... but the buffet definitely filled us to our brim or it had already got us overflow, but i am so full that i cant even keep my body upright.. i was like hunching.. the fullness was realli damn bad...but was shiok somehow ha After that, we went walk walk so that we can digest our intake.. as the nite is still young.. we decided to go K... Yup.. and we went to this wu-lu karaoke lounge that we once pass by weeks or izzt months before and made a promise to each other that we'll go there sing one day.. so we actually did it yst ha..

The very wu-lu karaoke lounge signboard... Retro rite haha

We'll entirely shocked when we first stepped in.. coz there will no one.. and the interior is super old(like in the 80s or 90s), it doesnt give u a spaceship feeling alrt though the title claim to be so haha... Anyway, i was lock in the toilet by some bastard... at tat lock-in moment.. i tot i'll have to spider my way to the 1st storey thru the window... Lucky i bang the door hard enuff and the boss saves me... lucky the door is made of wood and not steel.. cant imagine i'm like stuck in there thru the nite=X
After the 4 hrs K-ing.. all of us officially lost our voice yea.. and Mag nearly missed her train ha.. we realli went all out yst sia.. but it was realli fun.. Thanks girls, u gals make great company=)

1 week ago... ...
Shurong, Sok and me... dining at the restaurant strongly recommended by shurong for tian ji zou...


The damn cute and funny toothpick holder we spotted...

The dishes we ordered...when we'll ordering the uncle keep on going is more than enuff... is more den enuff.. i think he's realli afraid that we cant finish.. coz onli three of us.. somemore all girls haha

Uncle.. dont you underestimate us.. look.. plates all cleared!!!

I think we can be good survivors.. we can eat coconut til is so clean haha..

The swollen lips cause by the ultra spicy tian ji.. all thanks to shurong.. keep calling the uncle add chilli add chilli...
After the whole eating.. we'll of coz very full... wanna explode already... so decided to walk all the way from kallang to bugis... pit-stop at Raffles hospital for toilet.. den decided to visit the nursery see if we can spot any cute babies... but unfortunately we'll too late.. coz visiting hrs was over.. kinda sad lah...



Japanese doll haha

Since we cannot afford to do cosplay.. we went toy'r'us instead...

When the pink lady meets the devil.. she act cutes and fakes a smile ha

Get extinguish or get suck.. Choose it...

Awwww that mini skirt haha

"Yan dao" and "chio bu"

If ever one day, my Captain become this.. i'll Run!!!
Sorry cap haha

Dress parade...


Bimbo challenge...



We are kids too=)


I can be Superwoman too!!!!

Resemble XP's brother haha..

I dun wan her to be my girlfren lol

Have this email titled sth to learn being send to me... i think most of the sentences are true.. and there are some questions that realli make me sit down and think...this is all part and parcels of life i guess...
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.