Firstly Merry Christmas to Allllllll....
And yup, finally i finished my 800 worth of words-OCT GOH AI ZHI AUTOBIOGRAPHY!!! Later gotto prepare to book in already... damn.. i haven even enjoyed enough!!! But nonetheless, i thank all whom contributed their income to the economy in getting me presents, cookies and plentiful of chocolate, log cakes and candy cane...

I think i've pretty much recover from my illness but not my fitness i guess.. at least i feel tat my appetite is going back to norm.. i'm taking in the normal capacity tat i used to and not less then that haha... Yst was a great day for me.. met up with shuwen and mag den with dan and all... is really super nice to see all of them again... its been really long since i last saw them.. And with everyone pre-occupied with their own job, studies, you really rarely have the chance to meet up.. And the most troublesome is still me.. stuck in camp till you known when can book out... that's why i really cherish all the weekends, holidays or any festive season that one can enjoy.. i may sounds desperate.. but is really true... i'm deprive from holidays!!!

Yst is also a day for church. But this time the no. of people who attend only left with me, cheow and anna.. i hope nxt year the no. will plunge up a little at least ha.. i dun wish to see myself standing there alone singing those hymes.. And yesss i wan to complain... those hymes keep changing tunes, i know it has been quite some time since i last attended a mass.. but it does not need to change till i cant even recognise that hyme title anymore when it was being played and sung...but going to church has always been enjoyable.. this time, the priest is very entertaining and funny.. And first time i shook the hands of the Father and one of the brother... was quite cool haha.. Mayb this will bring me luck for tmr 24km route march.. with a grand finale of climbing the killer elephant hill with the 3 strips bar presentation!

What can i say.. i'm really scare for tmr.. morning gonna have area inspection, which i doubt anyone will pass.. and den comes the 24km route march.. i just hope to faster get over and done with.. at least i think it should be my last route march?!?!? Whatever it is.. i hope is gonna be like wat Xiao pang say.. is gonna be a breeze.. wish me luck man!! *i pray: Let me endure through lord! Last phase! Ai Zai!!!!

Just when you think is a small world afterall,
and you dying to see that somebody, you just dont...
who do you blame?
What do you wish next?
I wish to at least dream of her of course...