It's been some time, since i log into my blog and msn haha.. my day job somewhat take up a lot of my energy, making me lethargic to do anything after i come home. TV is all i've got to get my daily life going for now. Cause i'll miss it very much once, i'm enlisting into BMT in 13th April.. in a way YAY, i can get away from OFFICE job the sucky 0800-1730 job.. but 2 weeks of confinement and only weekends to book out.. seriously, i'll miss my db trainings, my frens, my family but most importantly all my new season shows like desperate housewife, prison break, grey anatomy, heroes... Darn!!!

Anyhow, life's been good still in tekong.. slowly adapting to it already... new guys joined the company... one of them is a magician somemore.. and the other look like a damn fit gym instructor.. i can say, we are all from different trades.. And i feel that i'm like Jel now.. always sticking with group of guys.. Sorry Jel for labelling u as despo haha.. Now i seriously understand that you have no choice!!! Sorry gal...

Tmr results will be release.. i seriously damn scare.. juz dun wish to see that i screwed it all up.. i realli dun have any confident.. but in the other hand i still wish for miracles to happen.. DO make me pass.. realli cant afford to spend another half a sem and delay my BMT... so i seriously hope tmr wake up i can see something good.. at least a PASSED!!! Esp for my LSSS, Proteo.. arrgh.. like almost everything.. And yess, with the results release, we are officially considered diploma graduates.. some of my beloved frens have already gotten jobs.. and i realli wish them luck in whatever they do. For me, i think working life is definitely super diff from studying.. i somewhat miss my poly days.. of coz minus away those exams and proj period.. life's been like a breeze i guess... In working society mayb you can somewhat run away from exam stress and proj deadlines, but i guess there's other exterior pressure tat juz drain you more than those hell proj given by the worth-to-be-shot lecturers. And i can say the long working hrs and the everyday muz report kinda rules are the killers.. at least lectures u still are able to pon and u have your lovely frens all with ya passing the day.. during work, i guess is so much of individuality..

For me i guess army life still kinda relax..coz one juz have to bear in mind two words-> KEEP FIT the onli stressing and worrying period would be IPPT i guess haha.. Coz till now i still cant realli do much chin-ups (my weakest link).. i juz hope to slowly progress and get better in building those muscles group that i needed to juz get my chin above the bar and at least doing it for a good 12 times or even more!!! And i muz say, army life is like going through another TASIC for me... i think one juz have to follow instructions, act and do accordingly, dun ask much questions and endure, preservere all the way... i guess, i'm better a follower and not a thinker... mayb perhaps i can save my brain cells and not go senile at young age...

For now again.. i need to be discipline and go self train and run regularly... long or short.. who's training do call me... having any physical activities also call me.. i need to train hard before i enter the gate of hell haha

Oh tmr i muz show that bloody man that i can actually carry heavy goods okie.. how dare u look down on me!!!! i mayb short but i'm fit.. i guess at least fitter than u!!! Hump
I think it was because of having this kind of arrogant guy ard.. so, turning lesbian is a right choice!!!
Stupid fool -angry-