Today have EPM job prep interview.. was not as scarely or as tough as i tot it mayb.. i think our lecturer kinda nice lah.. show leniency and giving us all valuable advises. Esp for me.. i think his experience and words of advice for me in the army is specially important and valuable.. coz he's telling me some survival skills i may need to undertake to survie haha.. if not.. like wat maggie and david say.. Aizhi will be so "HOLE-LY" after army ha.. And i may also become a crippled.. Janet also advise me to buy insurance b4 going into army..so ppl out there.. do pray for me more often. may i be in one piece till my last breathe haha
Okie.. this few weeks will be another killer week... assignments and FYP and Exams.. No mood for Chinese New Year man... coz when CNY is near.. it means i'm gonna be packing up soon for tekong.. And yup.. i'm starting to cherish my time with my family... And.. i dun think i can go back muay thai any sooner.. damn.. ps my sijie lotsa time already.. i think she juz gonna hate me so much... arrgh..
Many have came to ask me about wat i'm going to do in my future... and i'm tired of answering.. and my cousins are not exceptional.. they are all so interested to know what my future life is gonna be and how i'm gonna live it... But seriously.. one cannot predict wat one cannot forsee rite aha but long ago i have already drawn out my what-to-do-plan in my future life... But is juz a matter of able to fulfilling it or achieving it lah.
Anw, in my what-to-do-in-the-future plan of coz my first priority will be earning lotsa money.. which means i need to save a lot and also get high paid stable jobs...Coz i wish to have my own transport, shophouse, and perhaps a wife And, with lotsa money in hand, i would like to go backpacking every 2 years with my mountain bike and try out all the extreme activities like water rafting, caving, sky diving, parachuting, base jumping, water skiing, cable ski. I would like to cast away in some ulu ulu island (not St john or pulau Ubin, but those island like Survivor show e.g cook island or exile island) with my frens or beloved. I would like to continue trekking or mountain climbing...having a chance to venture Mt Everest, Mt Vinson, Kanchenjunga and of coz those small mountains in SEA...I would like to lease a row of vines in Europe. So whenever, i travel across the world, i can collect those grapes i've planted and harvest them and prepare my very own labelled or signature wine for my frens and family. I wish to retire early too... but my cousin told me is almost impossible... but nvm.. b4 i get too old.. by age 45 or perhaps earlier, i wish to buy and owe a farm house in Aust for my retirement. If i realli cant afford, den perhaps i'll buy myself a bungalow or sth or i shall stay in my shophouse. But to me.. it is important to get to spend the rest of my life with the girl i love... coz i think she'll be the one that make sense to my life and juz makes everything in my life worthwhile. i just wanted to do so much things with her though i can do it alone or with my pals...but is juz a diff kind of feeling ha...though i cant swim well, but i'll still go sailing across the ocean with her, diving and hunting for corals or stingray with her and just be there for her through every sunset and sunrise. But i aint tat sticky type that will stick to my wife 24.7. juz wanna grow old with her and have sweet memories together.
But, after my cousin has actually hear my tots... she juz aint realli convince... i guess.. she thinks that my plans are too much of a fairy tales ha.. or she thinks that i'm haywire in someway or another..but i realli yearn for my plans to come true.. so for now.. they're my motivation to each step of my success.
Why saying goodbye was always easy and letting the feelings die is so hard!!!!
