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Sunday, November 26, 2006
rumbles & whines posted at 22:18

Both my grandma and dad have been discharged from hospital.. Grandma dun seem too well still.. her face is like bloated.. water is like retaining inside her.. And the pills/medicines that once seems to help her dun seems like working anymore.. And i swear.. when i last visit her at the hospital, i realli wanna cry... seeing her gasping for oxygen... i realli wish i could help her in some way or another.. but den again.. i'm juz standing there looking at her helplessly... If not oxygen can be donated like blood...

Right.. dad juz came home in the noon today... sista and i went to fetch him.. he still doing pretty fine.. but his leg is in kinda bad condition... he can walk.. but due to some drug allergy.. his leg is damn reddish...my father and all of us dun even noe tat he actually has allergy against some drugs.. coz my dad has always been fit and healthy.. and two years back he had the same operation but he didnt experience such a bad rash dat it took sleep away from him... I juz hope both of them recover soon... i think tats all i wish for the upcoming christmas.. And i hope to learn to take more responsibility in helping ard the house..

Yst was kinda disappointing.. duno how to explain.. but was nice to get to see everyone again.. coz its been realli long that all of us gather... i juz love the presence of everyone.. be it i tok much to them or not.. coz i guess they all make a difference in my life.. Mayb i may say i hated them or dislike them or mayb condemn them, but they still do live footprints in the journey of my life and living those memories in the fragile filaments of my brain... And now.. i'm looking forward for christmas.. coz when christmas time, is always a day for gathering.. and i love it.. so Shurong.. u better not PS this time haha

This morning went for some trial run for my cc inter-con thingy.. wake up like ard 6 plus.. realli can die.. deprive of slp like nobody business.. i hope nxt time they can arrange it later.. AIZHI NEEDS TO SLP!!!!
Yst walk along suntec.. saw lotsa SALES tag hanging ard...arrgh...super Kian... Aud... when are we going to shop tog again!!!! I miss shopping with u haha=)

I want the orange timberland sweater!!! $129.. izzt worth it?!?!

I duno if i still misses you...
coz my heart juz feels so jumble up..
is so complicated that it feels like all my arteries and veins are intertwine..
but i've already made up my mind, like what you have done long ago...
no more dwelling over you and those sad love songs...
you are so gonna be out of my mind...
I just dun worth a cents of love from anybody...
ugly but true to the heart xxx
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