Weekends is here.. but i'm not enjoying every moment of it.. coz i need to realli cherish each and every moment to complete the tasks and assignments entitled to me.. How great!!! Juz the start of skool terms onli alrt.. tons of project assignments are piling infront of me like nobody business.. we're ask to form groups of 4 or 5 for each and every class modules we go to... I juz hope i can handle it and endure thru yea.. Is my last sem already.. realli have to chiong ar..
Anyhow.. yst went to celebrate big lung and fark machine birthday.. was realli fun yea... i think they're realli touch by wat we have done for them yea haha the "3 figures" dedication... I shall save some of the exciting details as it is not too nice to be blog out haha..
Alrt.. waiting for the slow aunty big lung to upload and send us the photos.. time to head for my db training... *row row row da boat
How i wish skool is juz not abt PROJECTS, PROJECTS and more PROJECTS!!!
Get that feeling out of me.. it killing me slowly..feels like shit!!!
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I'm sittin here blamin myself
Why i'm feeling this way inside,
I misused it, i misused my heart and soul
This time it's all my fault
This time I really wish to let it go
But my head keep dizzy with the thoughts of you
The more i wanna stop thinking about it, the more it attacks me like a seizure
What am i supposed to do to cure myself?
How am I supposed to behave?
Can't let my weaknesses show
Have my fixed fate caused me to miss this first chance at real love
I really wish i could deny every little truth and fact that i want you
but damn... the heart and mind are still not trying its best to get over you
There are too many moments that my heart tremble
and there's too many times when i cant take my eyes off you
but so what if i've got something real
I dont wanna lose it all
Cause the thought of you gone gives me chills
All this time, my heart and deepest apologies
I dont know if its enuff to cover up all my sins...
I seriously feel like shit...
Cheap i am...
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{adventure
{friends/families
{NutriSoy & Daisy Hi-lo milk
{Motorbike
{$$$
{you