Alrty.. today was actually a bad day for me.. coz i failed my 2.02 pract.. yup am not ashame to say it out loud anymore... Think i'm used to re-taking at every stage... Nvm.. i'll be zai soon haha... (self-consolation) But i cant deny today both instructors are realli good lah.. detailed and patience.. mayb i juz didnt perform well or am not at my top-most condition..mayb i juz being too eager to pass today's pract den cannot focus very much...

But anyhow, been rather distracted lately too duno why.. dazing like everywhere almost everytime esp when i'm alone.. is like i'm getting senile soon... Eeew better not.. am still too young to be senile.. hmm or mayb my brain is developing a brain tumour from the mercury or colour paper i eat when i was young?!?!? Ok.. i'm being cynical now haha i think i better not think so much.. if not wat Sok says may come true or will come true... Sok says"I'll get into a depression if i think too much" ha

Nonetheless, thank you Sok for taking ur precious slacking time out yst to meet up and listen to my problems.. so to ensure that i dun get into a depression and get involve in some life or death matter haha Thanks a lot... I realli feel much better when i spill my troubles to you.. Coz i think i bottle too much already.. my neck not enuff storage haha(too short cannot be blame, so have to vomit out so u can help me store a little.. since ur neck's longer haha)

Okie.. today supposed to go muay thai after pract.. but didnt went again.. :( think i'm like dying soon lah.. all my kicks and punches sure siao liao...my stamina too.. *sian face... but i didnt slack today.. meet up with Captain Audrey to run.. Ran from Sengkang to Hougang haha.. Okie, though is rather short distance but not bad.. at least i dun feel so sinful as to stay hm and slack and watch tv or playing comp games.. Alrt.. after reach hougang mall our destination.. i ate like a pig... coz got Basar malam!!! haha i love TAIWAN XIANG CANG and RAMILY BURGERS!!!.. come to think of it.. mayb i'm the recarnation of a pig of my previous life.. Hmmm or maybe an elephant, a sausage dog, a Hippo... duno... or juz mayb any animal that realli eats a lot.. haiz.. with the huge eating capacity i have, i duno when i can have the abs, lean muscles and build like audrey.... *Aizhi needs to control her eating!!!

Thanks to Audrey and Kerk today too... taking their time out to listen to this old dude here nagging and winding abt how pity and bitter her bike pract session will haha Thanks guys for showing me some understanding and sympathy.. i realli appreciate it.. sorry to taking up so much so much time of u guys lah.. feeling super bad now ha... I wont let u guys down.. will listen to u all.. endure, persevere, patience.. dun rush... I think u guys built some confidence in me.. the tips and re-assurance.. i realli realli appreciate it very very much.. I love you all hee=)

During the msn chat with sissy.. he suddenly ask me wats overeat.. and send me the definition:
Overeating- It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power. Hmmm so maybe my recent distraction and brain malfunctioning is due to overeating.. so i better better control how much i eat... damn.. i'm screwed!!!

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
but
Aizhi is learning to let go and move on...