Okie.. today is a slacking day for me again.. suppose to be helping out at mei see's company but she hired sissy instead coz evening got appointment... sorry mei see... suppose to spend my noon job hunting but in the end turning down job offers and having movie marathon haha

Papa is nice.. brought lotsa new dvds back.. watch snakes on the plane(very thrilling and the movie realli succeed in making me scare of snakes now..gee), now and forever(very sad story... think pal will love it... i'll pass it to u soon when i get to see ya...), the break up(ha watch it again.. coz i juz cant get over the jennifer fever) and too fast too furious(wat can i say.. car racing is always cool.. but iF they have got jessica alba casting in it.. it would be PERFECT!)... so overall nice nice nice... enjoy my noon haha..

Aunt is nice to buy all the delicious food up for me and ah ma... and tats why i dun like to stay home.. coz i'll be fed by them till i become a PIG!!! And i duno why.. they juz love to see me eating.. sigh... okie.. they dote me and pamper me i noe.. but i think i dun deserve that kind of treatment.. coz if so.. i feel like i'll nv grow up.. coz ppl are always there to take care of me.. and i feel useless..And i think my behaviour at hm is always very bad... especially towards my Aunt today, though she brought nice food up for me.. she trys to tok to me.. but u noe.. when i'm watching shows i dun like to be distracted.. so i juz tried to ignore her as well as her conversation.. damn.. i'm feeling realli guilty now... Ah ma is hospitalise again.. sigh.. juz hope she's gonna be fine.. i should learn to care more for the others.. esp my family members.. not to take them for granted...

Okie.. today finally go for a run.. thank god that today is a SUNNY day.. yay... but i feel damn weak alrt.. onli ran from my place to puggol park.. i'm like dead tired already.. and it juz feels like its beem so darn long since i put on my running shoes to run.. i realli need to run more often now.. so lord pls bless each evening to not POUR please... thanks=) Hmmm and i tink i realli need to mantain my weight lah.. my body feel so heavy alrt even though i still shit regularly damnation-- mayb i need to build up the strength of my knees... haiya.. AIZHI NEED TO KEEP FIT!!!! AND LEARN TO BE NICE=)

Here to wish XIAO PANG TO HAVE A GREAT TRIP TO INDIA.. MAKE SURE U COOK GOOD CURRY AFTER THE VISIT HA DUN BUSY FLIRTING AND DATING THOSE INDIAN BABES.. WE'LL MISS YA BUT NOT AS MUCH AS LAWRENCE DOES HAHA=)

Ever spend ya time thinking,
How tides control the sea
How infinite is space
How little things can slip out of your hand
How often people change

How to avoid defeat
And who decides your fate
Why everything will dissolve into sand
Where truth and fiction meet
Why things don't always turn out as you planned or should i say nothing ever turns out as you planned

So dont ask me why i dont speak the truth or express my love to you.. Cause there's just so much going on.. and i dont think i am strong to handle and fix a broken heart...