Alrt.. wanted to blog.. but due to my laziness, entries have been like delayed.. so usually my each entry will be like darn long ha..anyway.. i doubt if anyone still reads my blog *shrug

Okie.. as usual.. have a stressful and eventful week... before skool term coming to an end again.. Mag and I of coz have to chiong and finish all our projects... as well as preparing medium for our FYP... and Now all of us are pian-ing for our papers.. damn... i juz hope i wouldnt repeat any modules lah... this sem realli a bad and tough one for me... not been realli focusing and studying hard.. duno why.. grades are dropping like those figures in the stock market.. how much i wish it will raise lah.. damn sian alrt.. I realli gotto buck up... study study.. love my lecture notes and love all the studying moments... i muz study!!!! Mug Mug Mug...

Ok... been running lately with tay big lung(*this is a good sign.. coz at least am training for my upcoming real run ha).. considering of joining standard chartered half maraton.. but this means that every week i muz go clock distance and run at machrichie or sth.. eh...wil i have the discipline and mental?!?! Shurong and i are nice ppl.. we went all the way to east coast early in da morning on sun to support BIG LUNG ha... but dat sun was definitely an eventful one... esp for rong and i lah... Big Lung without fail... did well.. she finish the race b4 rong and i have even reach the finishing line.. so u can see and predict how fast she is alrt... first timer somemore.. ZAI AH...And it is a TRI-Athlon event.. was not easy i muz say.. u swim, run and cycle...for me.. think i'll juz drop dead half way.. i realli salute those young kids and old pek pek as well as aunties tat participated lah.. they are superb i muz say... anyhow.. we'll kanna scolded "get off, idiots" and kanna splashed water by two of the participants.. realli super na bei okie... duno if rong or i am the jinx ha..Rong and i so wanted to throw pebbles at them.. but we exhibit charisma, let them off this time round haha...

Okie.. den during our way home..ended in some place we dun know.. so anyhow approach a bus stop and find a bus that can bring us somewhere that we noe.. it was fun.. and shurong keep claiming tat she has got street smart.. but i guess Singapore is juz too small for one to get lost lah.. and juz a piece of advice.. if u landed somewhere u duno.. juz approach any bus stop and board any bus u see.. so at least u get out of tat freaking unknown place.. and i'm confident.. the bus will sure take u to somewhere u're more familiar and u can work ur way to ur destination already ha...Oh den we went to have wonton mee at Sunshine plaze.. which shurong claim is so darn nice.. and my conclusion is.. Yes is super duper nice ha... Eh.. Sok.. if ya reading this.. i promise to bring ya there to eat for our nxt food hunt or sth haha.. am sure u'll be addicted to the fry wonton like i'm hee.. eh but the filling is so little lah haha Anyhow.. realli thanks Ah rong for coming with me to East Coast.. and always nice to catch up with her.. talking abt our stuff.. and she enlighten me abt the difference of liking and loving someone.. cool ha Thanks Pal!!!

Another good piece of news.. finally move on to 2.01!!! haiz.. think for my entire biking course.. for each level think i muz repeat at least two times lah... Now i realli finally realise that getting a license is not tat easy after all.. and ppl i come to noe say that some levels they even repeated 3 times.. oh god.. i juz realli hope i can do well and one time pass lah.. I muz realli master my stopping and half crutch well.. so i'll be last prone to accident ha.. coz yst.. went for my bike pract.. due to the over-congestion of bikers in the small bloody circuit.. i knock over an instructor alrt.. yes.. i knock him down... and he looks realli angry and piss.. i juz hope he wouldnt be ending up being my instructor.. if not he'll definitely fail me immediately.. but am realli very apologetic over that event.. coz i wanna siam another oncoming bike tat coming into my lane, den w/o realising the instructor infront of me and brake in time..i juz got him knock down.. but lucky he was not injured.. arghhh.. i feel bad still...

Damn.. i'm like procrastinating today again.. I realli need to study.. God pls bless me to study with the right attitude!!! Study please Aizhi!!!Rascal Flatt- what hurts the most is my this week hot pick.. hear it.. but dun do so if u're going thru or healing from a break up...

Oh.. and i so wan to watch the BREAK UP.. Jennifer aniston... Yay!!!

I kept it inside
For the longest time that i can imagine
And I dont know how long more
I can keep this going
Remaining silence and pretending i dont care
Though i do care so much...

All this love that's
Inside of my heart
Maybe it's safer not
To say that I care
Cause maybe those words wont
Lead you to me anyway

But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And then again having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to force that smile
When I see or hear you with another man
and I’m alone
Still Harder again to know that
I just couldnt trade away all the words that I saved in my heart
And that I left unspoken
From the heart
Just wishing you have got yourself a good man
You love and that he loves you too

You may not see,
You're the world to me
But I'm afraid to see,
The way that you feel for me...