Land of a T H O U S A N D words...

And again.. is Monday again.. Monday BLUEEESSSS... 4 more days to go b4 i officially say bye bye to the company and all the peeps i noe... Anyway.. today seems particularly blue... coz while all my pals are at home sleeping and enjoying their holiday.. i still have to report to work early in da lazy monday morning.. N the damn thing is.. we 3.1 students only have 1 week break!!!!N during the short 1 week break we still have to head back to skool for some boring briefing.. sigh..Why cant the skool juz give us a good 2 weeks or 1 month break after the 3 and da 1/2 months of working... NYP students are welfared.. coz after their 3 months of attachment students are given 1 and da 1/2 months break.. damn SHIOK..Today's there's salad competition i hope my department will win ha!!!!Jia You=)

As the days of returning to skool is drawing near.. am feeling happy but stress too..coz Maggie and I have not started researching on our project.. N Sat saw Dr Kueh.. he was like.. why hasnt you started ur researching of ur project... i was like-> Oh.. i still on my attachment.. N still working on my attachment pro.. so after i complete my final report and stuff i'll work on my FYP.. But i think he's still not realli convince with my ans.. coz he given me this unconvinced face ha.. Watever i tot.. i seriously need a good break b4 i can indulge in my FYP. Fri was the opening of WORLD CUP FIFA 2006... First match Germany and Coasta rica.. The Germans did not disappoint me.. 4-2 giving a real nice and pretty start.. But i was rather sad coz Ballack and Oliver Kahn were not in the game.. Anyhow.. stay up till nearly two to watch.. den Sat went to skool to help the IE challenge with Gashree Long Pee Tay Big Lung... at first super reluctant to go coz after staying up late for my world cup realli deprive of slp ha.. But in the end stil went... den gotten myself a blue collar Ngee Ann t-shirt.. den Gashree Long Pee drop one of the extra collar shirt onto the super dirty and dusty floor den it was given to one of a female helper... I was like oh-my-god... i think she's gonna suffer from rashes.. coz Tay big lung actually wipe the collar shirt against the floor when she's trying to pick it up. But both of us didnt breathe a word to her.. We juz see her wear that very dirty and dusty shirt ha...

Den very coincidently noe one of the business studies helper who stay the same block as me.. she stays at level 2 while i level 7 haha.. But nv once i seen her before... same applies to her ha.. Is realli a small world after all...

Okie.. after the helping out event when Hospital to visit my ah ma again.. she's getting rather weak i guess.. still in her blurry blurry state... sometimes she dun hears me while sometimes she does.. Her right leg and hand is weak.. sigh.. is juz realli sad to see her this way.. she used to be tough and strong.. but juz suddenly.. everything she do she needs help and assistance... I realli wish i can help her to have a speedy recover but i duno.. it juz seems like i'm so super helpless... there's nothing i can do for her.. nothing... N juz receive a news that my ah ma has to stay another 1 more week in the hospital... *speechless

ALrt.. Sun is Dragon boat day again... N it was raining cats and dogs.. but lucky heng heng.. the rain gets smaller and stopped when we started to get into the boat and prepared to row... I love to row after a heavy pour.. coz not only is cooling.. the seawater is not so salty.. so it will not tired ur eyes and also make you dehydrated.. So yst was a good row for me though very little ppl came down.. We took the small boat and do lotsa stretch-out long rowing.. very fun..i was finally being praise haha.. Thanx peter for the praise.. i'll train harder...N again.. get to noe lotsa funny ppl.. hee 2 more sea-trainings b4 the actual competition.. I think our team do not pin high hopes.. coz most of us are inexperience rowers.. but we promise one another to not give up and do our very very best to complete the 800m row... N yea.. tats why i love dragon boat.. coz everyone's effort is counted.. if one underperform it will affects the whole team.. N thats when also the team learns to cover up for the underperform person and push each other along till the very end...N dragon boat is not about one person.. is all abt teamwork and co-ordination... So yay.. Dragon boat rox....

After training went over to meet, Dawn, Dora, Jel and weiyi for dinner at Suntec..long time since i get to see all of them.. Weiyi as usual.. the QM curse.. attracting all the kaka and fei fei haha.. Dawn getting tanner and still doing well in maintaining her weight haha... Jel, everytime see her sure got sth to say abt her (She juz got a bully-able face).. this time she has gotten herself an artificial love bites she created with her itchy hands hhaa... Guess she juz miss Zane too much lol...and she still as tough as a bull... first thing when i say Zane name she will strangle me till i turn purple...Scary aint she...and the best thing is Gashree Long Pee Tay Big Lung still can take the photo instead of helping ha..Dora Tay as usual.. always go around asking who's fault is it if someone touches her butt ha... den went over to Starbucks reminisce the good old members and tasic days and thinking back about how actually we get to know one another..hilarious i muz say... But most of us or in fact all are upset and disappointed for hows the club is doing now... realli got no comments... hatred, accursation tats what they've added into my dictionary....N sometimes i'm juz utterly disguested by all their actions... I'm sorry if i made this statement look ugly.. but is an ugly fact that you've juz gotto believe...

Listen,
I need you to hear,
I just cannot disappear
I've tried again and again... but i just dont possess the power
I know I've said that I'll give up
Said that I had had enough
But again and again, you're always on my mind
I dont know why is it always like this all the time
I wish you're mine, all mine
Yeah and there's again the right and the wrong
Like a movie I once saw,
In the darkness again,I recall
Feeling the beauty and the pain,
when you call my name
I thought you might have feel the same way as i do
But again and again
I think it is just gonna be another false hope for me
You are never gonna be here....