Land of a T H O U S A N D words...

What a good way to start the day.. getting my long pants all soak... Yea, is raining damn heavily this morning and puddles of water flooding everyhere over here at Boon Lay.. so how much i wish i'm still like in bed now.. rather den sitting here in my small small office facing the comp again and trying to pretend i'm doing some work while i'm doing illegal stuff like blogging=x..

This comp also went siao siao today.. took me like almost half an hour to log into blogger.. And Ms Lim Mingli finally came.. she come with her newly perm hair...Alrt.. these few days have been rushing to complete our draft report for our supervisor... damn xiong.. coz Mingli and I have been too slack earlier so last min chiong like Hell.. but luckily we are still able to hand in almost in time although we are like 1 week late for submission.. With our final report completed we're like super slack now.. Realli nothing to do.. (Is not that we've nth to do, we should have been working on our skool final report.. butttt... we're juz too lazy i guess ha.. Procrastinator we are..) I brought lotsa VCDs from home.. hoping that later we can have a movie marathon or sort to pass the day...coz u cant probably want me to sleep through the day in the office.. coz we still have be beware of that awful YI ZHI MIAO...

Yst went bugis den head to SGH to visit my ah ma again... Had went to visit her for the past 2 days.. she still looks almost the same cant get out of bed and she still complaints about her headache and she juz vomitted yst.. it was bad coz it shows that she's not getting any better even treated with all the bitter pills, painful injections and blood plasma infusion...She has been staying over at the Hospital for nearly one week plus.. and now she's require to stay for another 1 week more for observation as the Dr discovered that she has internal bleeding in her brain cause from her fall.. Yup is realli serious.. thats why she keeps having painful headache that dont subside leaving her always in a drifting and blurry state and almost bloodshot eyes...

Yup.. it realli pains me to see her like that everytime i visit her.. It is not only that her blood is 10 times thinner than normal peeps.. her skin also gets thinner and winkled as time goes by.. i duno.. i cant stand the thoughts of losing her.. I dun even noe how i would react or get myself moving on without her... I'm regretting how disrespectful i'm to her all along.. I'm remorseful of the way i've neglect her all my life... I juz hope and pray that she'll go thru this ordeal.. and i desperately needed her too.. coz i realli cant lose her juz like that... I realli thanx god for still making her conscious and awake. I thank god for still letting her able to hear, see and talk to me.. I thank god for not causing so much painful sufferings for my grandma and I thank god for sending a good girl (My bro's wife) , sons and daughters to look after and take care of my grandma since the day she's admitted to hospital. I hope the lord will hear my prayers...

After three days of muscle ache.. my body finally recover.. and i finally can exercise again.. today will have my 45mins of badminton and i'll head back to SK for my dragon boat land training.. Juz hope i can tong the training coz seems so long since i last run... Yst watch a documentary on down syndrome's kids and kids who are slow in learning.. but they realli make me salute them.. they are smart and normal like us..but many of us juz nv sees that and call them names like retards and stuff...they are definitely no different from us..only except that they've difficulties in communicating with us and expressing themselves.. perhaps their looks may be different too.. but whatever we can do they can do too.. but maybe they juz needed more time and more guidance..Some of them can even perform better den normal peeps.. There's one kid that featured in the show yst.. thought he has slow learning problem however he excel in all kinds of sports and even take part in the olympics for those disabled catagories... N there is another guy.. he's damn pro too.. suffering from the problem of slow learning and expression difficulties but he's a superb athelete.. He runs long distance, cycle, swim and take part in Trialathon... he runs full marathon too...and he completed the run in like juz 4hrs or so...his stamina realli damn good lah.. is like above average.. coz normally for a full marathon, norm takes ard 5 hrs to complete it... I think they realli have stronger mind and determination den us norm.. Once they set their mind in doing the thing, they sure do it very well.. I realli admire their endurance, determination and passion in watever things that they do...

Okie.. pls let me complaint.. I've been lao-sai-ing so badly recently.. duno wat happen.. i'm sure i didnt eat wrong stuff or get myself poison with smokes.. I wondering if i've colon cancer... coz lao-sai is a consequences of large intestine infection and i think my large intestine is badly infected *kill me, aizhi dun wish to get cancer..

World cup is TMR!!!! Looking blardy forward for it!!! Is Germany Vs ??? (Not sure, ha) telecasting on channel 5 at 2350...

Aizhi's gonna turn into a panda soon after all the late night viewing of world cup...and aizhi needs to run and gym!!!!

Alrt.. need to pass the comp over for Ms Lim to blog...

*Will you fill my little world..
Sorry,but i miss you still..