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♥ Lessons to learn and Remember

Tuesday, May 09, 2006
rumbles & whines posted at 09:04

Happiness juz runs down my spin whenever i get a chance to see u again
Serious.. you always make me feel happy and very happy...

But then again... i know at any point and at any time I should never move forward
Coz if i ever do, i know things between us will never gonna be the same again...

So things may juz better remain this way:
when you smile, please do not blame me if i'll to look away or walk away coz you know your smile is juz so contagious and infectious

When we speak, there will be spaces between my words and our eyes wouldn't meet coz if i do, i might just lose myself and tell you things that i should not have... or i may juz get myself falling even deeper for you and the crucial truth in the end i have gotto face is still i cant have you...

When we happen to walk side by side, i'll make sure that our hands do not brush...for just a gentle brush of my fingers to the edge of your palm, i'm inspired to hold your hand tight and nv let go...

Therefore, what's the point for falling into the love trap, if i always knew, u're better off with someone else? Reason: Is juz too hard to let go and forget..but guess.. i've been a good pretender...

N wats da point of lying, pretending and not breathe a word of how i feel towards you...
Reason: Perhaps you nv know...I value you and i dun wanna ruin and give up this friendship that we used to share.

But afterall, i'm still living in dilemma whether to express myself or should i juz pretend all my life...
I cant deny, i still imagined things that i never bothered to imagine after knowing you...
>Things like what it would feel like to have your warm hand cling onto mine and we walk barefoot on a volcano

And how to find and dig all my patience out of a snappy me to count all the stars in the galaxy with ya...

I also wonder what kind of ugly or good impression of me that I've left in you since the day i met you.

But after so much... you are still like a forbidden fruit that's out of my reach...

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