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Thursday, May 04, 2006
rumbles & whines posted at 08:20

Yst went to meet up with my sec skool girlfrens doing what girls do best-> Gossips ha... but i think we do more of the updating of our own life's as well as comparing GPA ha.. anyhow realli nice to see all of them again... Sorry Ruiping for not dropping u a msg for the meet up alrt ha.. Nxt time i'm sure i'll do it hee...Think i realli miss my sec skool days like some other felt when we'll chatting yst esp when we saw our Juniors walk past us.. not that i miss my uniform but i realli miss my classmates or should i say, i miss the mischief and pranks i used to play ha.. Though we have diff cliques in the class but is realli nice to have each and everyone to make up a biggy class and a family...

Everytime we meet up i always feel realli excited ha.. i duno why.. it juz feels like a child returning home from skool, getting to see her mama again.. ha i realli duno.. though we may not exchange huggies but i realli cherish the time i spend with them yea... words here juz cant describe how great and important their company will... I guess i learn to cherish each and every meet up for it juz feels like it will take another million or billion years down the road to get to see all my girlfrens again.. coz we are all busy with our own life...and though we live rather near one another.. but it realli takes a long long time b4 our path get to cross again in a train, shopping mall or while we'll waiting for the green man to come around

Hmmm... but somehow the meet up mayb a little saddening when u get to hear ur girlfren aint doing as good.. and all u can do is juz sitting there and lend a listening ear and at the same time rationing and sponsoring her with Kleenex or Scottx... sometimes i realli feel helpless.. coz all i can do is juz listen and perhaps try to give some words of comfort or a tap on the shoulder to show some support of any sort... but in the end i guess i cant manage to solve the problem or untangle all the complicated knots for them....it realli hurts when u noe she aint doing that well and that she's crying inside and her wound are burning but she told u that she's okie.. she can get over it juz to make u feel that ur comforting words did soothe her or u did ur duty well as a fren in lending her a listening ear or sponsoring her with Scottx....i duno... somehow i juz feel what i can do for a fren or anyone out there is juz so little... perhaps life is juz like that.. lotsa ups and downs that u juz have to go thru and pull thru all the toughest time u have got and find urself a new piece of land to settle down and start all refresh again..

I guess i realli count myself lucky for able to lead a happy and simple life... coz i nv have to experience dramatic love life that pains my heart and soul... i nv have to indulge in alcohol, drugs or cigarettes to get over some guy or sort or even drowning myself in tears... for that i realli thanx god.. thanx HIM for all the simple life i lead... perhaps i should thanx god and my parent for that simple mind they've got me.. ha i duno.. think i'm juz a girl when put infront of a TV set with nice TV programme.. i forget abt everything and anything.. Sorrows juz seems to disappear into thin air.. sad stuff that once flooded my head like soap bubbles all burst into nothing... Perhaps u wouldnt believe.. how can someone get over sadness that easily.. but i'm realli that kinda girl.. with nice TV programme, things just gets better for me ha.. perhaps my brain have that kinda auto-delete programme installed or my brain contains some digestive enzymes that will delete and digest sadness away...

Okie.. perhaps some of u may think my smile and happy looks hide tears.. but i think if i'm realli sad.. it will all be written all over my face.. coz i aint a good feeling- hider ha.. of coz i do have my down pouring moments too.. but i think i juz recover from sadness faster than the others ... so life have been always so far so good for me.. Hmmm or should i say i always waste my time get F*** up and bothered over small thingy... Small stuff like to go for the company Machrichic run or TAS trip...than to get myself troubled in big stuff like perhaps get tangle in a triangle love life or sort ha.. Guess thats when the common chinese phrase comes in->" tong ren bu tong ming" Everyone juz has their own fate i guess...

Oh.. we also took a number of snapshots yst... i realli think i'll stand out from the rest.. coz i'm the ugliest looking freak in da photos.. i realli dun understand why god juz cant give me a pretty or handsome face? Perhaps he juz noes that i'll turn into a bloody flirt ha... Ppl ard me all turning into handsome and masculine hunks and pretty babes.. and i'm still the same ugly toad waiting for a princess who will somehow come around and appreciate it or shower it with some love and kisses ha.. *fantasizing

Sitting, waiting, wishing.. i realli wish u'll here...
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