Land of a T H O U S A N D words...

Today is the official start of skool for all Ngee Ann Students... Seeing all my frens heading back skool again.. i suddenly got a mix feeling... an urge to be back to skool with them too... i'm realli missing all my lecture mates very very much.. though i dun realli noe all of them.. but all their presence do make the lecture hall cosier and my poly life a blast.. But now.. my classmates, lecture mates and I are all being spilt into diff classes and semester.. i'm realli gonna miss all their familiar faces and scent ha... Gonna meet new faces.. juz hope things will go on as smooth and better than before... I hope to meet with more nice ppl...

Anyhow.. Sat finally went to run at macritichi with Big Lung again.. thanx gal for always being there to run with me ha.. Sorry to always make u wake up darn early juz to run... Realli thanx you for pushing me along the way too.. i always die-ed during the midst of running.. And thanx to big lung to keep yelling and prone-ing me not to stop.. though i realli do tell myself to endure.. but i seriously far too weak den i thought.. think after not involving in TAS for so long.. i oso getting weaker in the process...mind over matter doesnt work for me anymore.. sigh.. need to realli work on my mental and run more... Anyhow.. Thanx big lung again...

Alrighty.. am trying to act busy here yea... so decided to blog haha.. Am doing my research findings also.. but u noe.. is super boring and dry and also very fed-up when u juz cant find wat u want and still.. i have to sit and stare infront of the comp hoping to find something relevant juz to complete my report... And i'm seriously trying to put up a good show in acting as a rather patient and hard-working researcher.. Damn.. Really wondering what my other pals are doing in lecture hall right now.. Are they all like me waiting for lunch time haha.. I realli miss the food in Canteen 5 as well as SIM... I'm realli famishing.... Okie.. finally the clock hits 1200... Going for my LUNCH...

Okie... Backie from my lunch... had the cheap cheap yong tau foo.. and a great news for me to annouce here.. Mingli has successfully gotten my flu virus haha.. after 2 weeks of her immune system battling with my virus... it finally breaks down and rise the white flag ha.. Alrt.. am realli being bad rite here.. Fren, sick still can make a joke out of it..hmmm i think, i'm born to be a bad person ha But i think Mingli is as bad too.. she actually threathen to cough into my face and let my illness to not recover.. so evil rite....

98.7FM is actually played this song just now.. realli nice... like the lyrics very much.. here it is->
i tried to fight the feeling, the feeling took me down
i struggle and i lost the day you knocked me out
now everything's got meaning, the meanings bring me down
i'm watching as a screening of my life plays out
every day i fight these feelings
for your sake i will hide the real thing
you can run all your life, all mine i will chase

you should never fight your feelings
when your very bones believe them
you should never fight your feelings
you have to follow nature's law

i'll live with never knowing, if knowings gonna change
i'll stop a feeling growing, i will stay away
like a broken record, stuck before a song
a million beginnings, none of them the one
every day i fight these feelings
for your sake i will hide the real thing
you can run all your life, all mine i will chase

you should never fight your feelings
when your very bones believe them
you should never fight your feelings
you have to follow nature's law

i wrote her letters and tried to send them
in a bottle i place my hope
an s.o.s full of good intentions sinking
will you give it to me, don't make me wait
you built me up, knocked me down
but i will stand my ground
and guard this light that i've found
you should never fight your feelings
when your very bones believe them
if you let them show, you'll keep them
i know your hurt but soon you'll rise again, again, again:.

Okie.. Sat also went to meet up with Emily, Woeichyi and Serene.. and also very coincidentally met Anna Lim Po Po... She realli slims down a lot... Ppl ard me all sliming down.. but i'm like the other way round... I'm like actually gaining more and more FATSSSSSS... Why am i always going in opposite direction from the other people... People get stronger while i juz get weaker... People get wiser while i get stupid-er.... Pals around me always tell me that i've not changed as a person since Secondary...i'm still the same old Aizhi that they noe... i duno if thats a good thing or bad thing... Good is that i didnt age even after 3 years.. Bad is that i didnt improve to be a better and wiser adult...Anyhow... anyhow...
we catch a movie.. It's been like super duper long since i last watch a movie.. we actually watch the ACT OF SEDUCTION.. is realli nice.. have a real good laugh in the cinema.. enjoy every moment of the show.. coz got my chio bu ha.. the actress who acted in Summer Scent... very very pretty and hottie inside the film... i think she realli make all guys drool esp her dancing scene...

Before i close today's chapter.. juz came across this and wants to share to whoever still reads my blog...find it realli meaningful... do think abt it...
-->When you get to boil your life down to a single suitcase, when you desperately have to. What are you going to carry it with you...

I'm sure you'll Ask yourself, what you really need, and it wont be what you imagine - i bet... you'll easily toss aside all your unfinished work, bills and your daily calendar to make room for the pair of flannel pajamas you wear and perhaps the stone your child/lover/fren gave it to you that shaped like a heart and maybe a book that you read the first time and fell in love.

It turns out what's important is not everything that you've accumulated all these years, but those few things you can carry it with you