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♥ Lessons to learn and Remember

Thursday, January 26, 2006
rumbles & whines posted at 00:07

Alrighty.. have not been updating my blog lately.. as usual.. is all abt skool and cca work again... am realli busy busy like hell... N i've not realli recuperate physically and mentally after my last camp as well as last event.. Have been dozing off in lectures.. i realli need a lot of caffine to keep myself awake!!! N the worst is, nowadays always overshot when heading home... always need strangers to wake me up when reach the terminal.. and u noe.. i always ended at some places so far from my Wulu home.. den gotto find my bloody way home...sian realli super sian... Guess am not as young and fit as i tot i am.. i juz get tired out easily nowadays.. Mayb i'll juz collaspe in the middle of nowhere and die soon, one day...

Anw.. realli like to thank those helpers who came down for my Mass Kickboxing event.. realli appreciate all ya help yea... Most importantly oso thanx all participants who came down to show us ya support... without u guys guess our event wouldnt be a success yea.. so a realli big thanx you...thanx for not ps-ing us ha

Yup.. finally my event has come to an end.. realli happy tat we did well and is finally over.. the planning stage was realli hell.. would realli like to apologise if i didnt do much or help much for this event.. But i realli feel tat as a group we still perform rather fairly well... so three cheers for each and everyone of u yea... Thanx shilin too for getting participants and helpers as well as getting things organised and done.. u're da best hee...=)

Chinese new year is coming.. is like juz few days away.. get my clothes only today... spend like a bomb... now my wallet and pocket have holes as big as the black hole... N yea.. i still haven talk to my mama.. she lost my beloved PUMA trackpant.. is like i onli wear it for once only.. n i realli love it very much.. but she lost it... i duno how she did it.. but it realli pisses me off.. N i realli swear.. if i nv gonna find tat trackpant.. i'll nv gonna tok to her ever.. Yup.. say me petty, say me childish.. i'm sorry for treating her this way..but tats my trackpant.. N i swear i realli love it very much... damn... Alrt.. enuff of my mama, or i'll start flaring up again... as thinking of her will make me think of my lost trackpant..*sob..

This sem was not a good sem for me.. i didnt do well for my two major papers... which are instru and cell tissue culture... i noe i have no one to blame but myself for not studying hard... i seriously gotto pull up my socks and buck up for my upcoming common test 2 as well as exam.. i realli need to obtain the minimum of B grade but no C.. or i'll seriously die of terrible death... IPPT test is oso coming up for me.. i'm ordered to submit my result by end of FEB.. realli gotto train... so ppl who wanna train and run with me are most welcome.. i need ppl to push me ha--
Haiz.. thinking of Chinese new year.. doubt i'll enjoy it.. there's presentation and common tests like juz a week away after it.. how can i enjoy... sian sian sian... so many chapters so little time!!! Arrghhhh i hate the skool schedule... so many work so little play... shittt

Things that are not supposed to happen juz like kinda happen in this sem.. i duno why... i realli dun wan it and dun expect it to happen... i'm realli sorry tat i feel for you... i noe u're like the sun tat i'll nv have a chance to go near.. but damn... u're the one that i wish to be there for you when u need a shoulder or even a shelter... U're spinning in my head like 247... esp the time we spend tog... n as Valentine's day get nearer each day, how i wish i can ever say this three words: I love you right infront of you.. but i doubt i'll ever ever have a chance... i noe u'll nv love me like the way i love u... once again.. i've gotto remind myself tat i'm juz a passer-by or a bus interchange where u'll juz leave me un-noticely... U'll nv feel the same way as i do... but i'm realli sorry, i still feel for you.... Juz hope tat u can find someone tat u realli love and love u so... Loving someone aint as easy as i tot... N worst, when it was u... i'm like Caught in the puddle of mud where i juz cant get out of it...

The hole in my heart need to be amend.. will any angel out there to fix my broken heart...