Today only spend my day at the ah ma's place.. nth much.. but wat can i say.. the amt in the ang bao i collected definitely put a big broad smile on my face...thanx to all my Ah Yis' and Ah Kus'. Seriously.. i dun realli think, this doggy year will be a good year for me.. i've been like getting into so many shit tat i feel tat i should have nv gotten myself into.. mayb i've been really naughty and nasty for the past few years.. n this are all my retribution...
First-> i got myself a final year project which i nv chose, second->liking someone that i shouldnt ever have, third-> got the news of me being in the first sem whereby i've to go for my attachement first and it really sux.. as it clashes with my Sikkim trip... damn.. alrt lastly, the worst of all.. gotten my attachement location at Singapore Technologies Kinetics.. damn wats that all abt.. i realli dun see any link of Biotechnology with STK... arrrgghhh.. Why all my frens got all the good and well known posting.. Maggie.. my beloved final year project mate gotten her attachment at some pharmautical company.. aint it cool.. and best of all Shuwen.. she got her attachment at some pre-natal diagnostic lab... why i cant juz get some places as interesting as them... i realli like shuwen's attachement location.. is like at thomson there and is like working with those specimens.. damn...
I seriously feel like shit this year.. things juz aint going my way.. i always tot i've good lucks n stuff.. but this year.. it all prove me wrong.. i didnt get the project i wan to do.. and all these shit all coming up.. Many have console me.. so if anyone have anymore comforting words like "mayb is a blessing in disguise" to say to me.. save your breathe yea.. i'm numb... seriously numb... Guess i've to summon to fate... N telling myself is all the arrangement of god and god knows wats best for me... N the steps tat i'm gonna take later in my life seems to have no U turns.. Guess i seriously have to carrying on moving forward no matter wat shit i'm getting.. Lord, i seriously need the strength to move on and believe tat i can break thru all barriers and do all things to the best of my ability... Amen.
Anw.. i should be happy also.. as i have Mingli being in the same attachement location with me.. at least we can eat snake tog.. not so bad after all ba.. juz dun wanna dwell over this sucky attachment thingy.. CT2 coming and so is Exam... i still not having the will and right attitude to study...hope after new year i can realli sit down n focus and study.... Hmmm New year, i shouldnt be so saddist rite ha... alrt... shld try to work real hard this year... hope i can get good results and GPA... this apply to all yea!!! Good luck everyone... Once again Happy Chinese New Year!!!
A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you
When you told me that you loved me, were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot
Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely, girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you
You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day
