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Sunday, December 25, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 15:44

Oh yea.. is me again.. i realli need some serious discipline here...

I'm seriously getting out of hand.. I'm lazy to study my lecture notes when is like the tests is in few days and weeks time.. and i'm not exercising and going for my muay thai... arrrgh-- i'm seriously shaking now.. but wat am i doing.. still in my christmas mood, watching mtvs!!! and eating like nobody business...Arrghhhh!!!wats bloody wrong with me!!! I realli need some pills or ice cold bath or watever shit tat juz get me waken so i can realli pull up my socks and study real hard for watever is coming.. damn...oh as well as get myself back to my fit image again.. i feel feel the lump of meat under my skin growing--*sux

Dear Lord... i seriously cant concentrate.. i duno why.. realli trying my best to sit still n study and absorb watever i need to.. but i juz dun see it working.. juz so many things going around me and distracting my focus.. i realli miss those days where i'm still hardworking.. now.. i realli feel like giving up everything.. juz feels like i cant do well in anything and everything..dun wanna keep trying anymore.. i duno.. i'm juz realli tired.. I know all my frens around me shld be mugging real hard now, grabbing all the time and chance they have to study and study!!!while i'm stil online blogging and whinning and watching MTVs award... Pls save me lord or anyone.. i realli need to get my brain filled with info i need to sit for all the upcoming papers... How i wish diffusion do happens btw lecture notes and your skull+brain..

I'm stress and i understand all the consequences of not studying.. but lord.. why i cant see the drive in me to work harder...

I'm so SCREWED!!!

Still in Holiday mood!!!!

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I never want to play this love game that people play
I never want to fall for you like people do
But somehow i cant run away, from the fact that i see everything in u..
I know you'll never feel the same way as i do, never ever i know...
But what can i do, as i cant lie to myself that i don't love you..

If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am i suppose to do
When all I want to do is to speak my mind
N be there for you by your side

I know i'm guilty in loving you or even feel the way tat i do
Damn.. it juz all went so wrong...
I hate myself!!!!

你不愛我.心如刀割
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