I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd
waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan
mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde
Uinervtisy, it denos't mtater in waht oredr the
ltetres in a wrod are, the olny iprnoatmt tihng is
taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.
The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it
wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos
not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a
wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling
was ipmorantt!
Brazil!!! Preparation of 2006 FIFA WORLD CUP!!!
My new baggy!!! Pls comment only if u think is nice haha.. Keep the rest to yourself if u think is ugly, thanx you for the cooperation
KING KONG
Always never have a chance to watch it.. hope this mon or tues meet up, i'll be able to watch it!!! Let me watch it plssssss
Aeon Flux
Mayb i'm realli a jinx, always nv get to catch good movies--sigh.. Let me watch pls!!!
DeathNote
My Collectable item!!! 1 in a MILLION
Squashed!!! Stacks!!! TEAMWORK!!!
The way i see me and u
Exam stress!!!Arrgh
Been hanging out a lot lately.. guess my parents aint realli happy abt tat, though they didnt mention it.. guess they''ll given me up.. tats a good thing for me..coz i'll have freedom to do watever i want.. but suddenly i feel do they still love me.. coz everything i do, they juz seems to show no concern.. mayb they think that i'm mature and sensible enough to make my own decision and look out for my own safety.. Yup.. to be truth, i aint tat small little child tat they used to need to hold my hand to cross the road or even the bridge.. Now i can do it all on my own, i have grow up-- Weeks i'll be a year older than wat i'm now.. but how i wish i can stay like a child forever.. So i wont be bother with things tat i should not have been thinking... Why there's juz such trouble ppl like me in this world tat like to sit around and think of unneccessary stuff which sometimes, u cant even get an answer out of it.. Guess, i'm juz a super dumb ass or i juz have too much time to the day i die.
Listening and reading of the stories tat ppl have in their life, be it courtship, Friendship or parentalship, i feel tat i aint good in sustaining any of those relationships. Since x'mas is coming soon and 2005 is ending soon, i would realli like to take this chance to thank all my friends out there.. be it an acquaintances or someone whom i've not contact in 10 years.. juz rmb, you guys are the best ppl i've get to know in this world... thanx for all the love that u guys have showered upon me thru all these years.. I realli appreciate all tat u guys have shared with me... No matter bitter, sweet or sour, the memories will always stay in my heart and mind...
To my best pal shurong.. you're always there to hear me out.. my best-ta shopping mate cum fashion consultant, being with you, i'm always able to pour my heart out and chat like there's no tmr, talking about everything under the sun and the moon haha.. Time juz kind of stay still and things juz kinda moving so slowly when i'm hanging out with u alrt haha.. But pls dun think otherwise ppl.. She's realli a very good and best fren tat i ever had and one tat i can share my thoughts without thinking twice.. thanx pal.. for always being there and cheering me on too!!! Realli appreciate it..=)
Alright-ty..The 2 Sokssss... thanx for everything too.. u gers have always been a great listener and Sok Yin especially, my fashion consultant as well as outdoor camping mate, thanx for always being such a ONS buddy and great company!!! Yup, Sokkim.. i realli miss those days where we juz pollute the bus with our loud voices and saliva haha... U're the best gossip partner tat i ever had!!!
Anna... thanx for being the teacher of my life as well as my best arguing partner.. without u.. my eng wouldnt have improve so is my debating skills and singing skills haha...N thanx.. u made me love maths...Oh.. N thanx for feeding me with nice food all around Singapore-- I'm realli fat now haha Cheow... Long time since we have played realli crazily like we used to in Secondary.. realli reminscent those good old naughty days.. Guess perhaps we juz get too sick n tired of each other after 5 yrs of habitation with each other haha.. But thanx for always being there to entertain me during Sec Skool.. u're always my best play mate haha.. though u seldom play with me now.. u're still a goody fren of my alrt!!
My Poly mates, CCA frens as well as course mates.. thanx for everything also.. after spending like 1 yr and like half a month with u guys, i realli cant imagine me without u guys.. guess i'll juz die-- *seriously speaking. U guys have been great teachers, great listeners, great helpers. great friends and great playmates to me!!! I realli cant survive without any of u..i swear!!! and my poly life wouldn't be tat enriching and fun!!! U guys realli made me love going to skool more!!!
Of coz i aint perfect, i sure did stuff tat upset or even flare anyone of guys here.. u can choose to love or hate me.. but very first.. i would like to thanx everyone for accepting me for who i am and what i am.. thanx for making friends with me, me(a person whom i thought everybody in this world will detest) coz i feel tat i'm like the ugliest toad on earth and the world shortest drawf. Thanx for accepting my imperfection and nonsense. I know there's a thin line btw having fun and being irritating.. N i believe, i'm being irritating most of the time den being fun.. haha therefore, i seriously salute and thanx u ppl for being able to accept this kinda demented freak.
Alrt.. is all back to my thoughts again..my crazy thoughts.. Love.. a verb how do u define it.. dictionary defines it as feel tender affection for somebody maybe friend or something such as a place, an ideal, or an animal, feel desire for somebody,show kindness to somebody. Somehow, from the lost touch of love for a very very long time, i've somehow forgotten how i shld love a person. Guess sometimes, i juz took things and people for granted. N i seriously wanna warn myself and anyone out there about wat i'm realli feeling inside.. coz i dun wanna fall so deep tat i found myself trapped and die.
Since i'm raise from a girl skool, some things to me may seems right to do. N i swear, i'm kinda easily tripping into ppl's well and falling into spells of another.. So pls dun treat me well if u dun love me... only treat me well if u think i ever stand a chance. I know things tat i do may seems so wrong and so gross but in my perspective of life i may feel tat it was right..sorry.. tats juz me!!!! so if u cant ever stand me anymore, den leave me alone or tell me off, so i noe i wont ever get involve with u.. i'll runaway--
I seriously afraid tat i'll hit the jackpot twice and fall for someone whom i shld not have. Like in books and song lyrics, love is juz something so complicating and sometimes or should i say, most of the time we fall for ppl we should not have, n in the end, get ourselves entangled in strings or ropes tat we cant get ourselves removed or released.
Somehow, i cannot realli differentiate is this a crush, is this love or is this still a friendship... I know tat no matter how hard i try, u'll nv consider being with me.. Facing the reality, the frens, the ppl whom we know will nv allow or accept the fact tat we're together or even we can be together...there'll juz be millions of eyes out there looking at us... I'm not a afraid but i guess, you will... coz it will affect how ppl look at u perhaps... N yes.. i gotto tell myself b4 falling too deep.. u'll and u shall nv be the one for me!!! we're always best friends.
Being single you may enjoy freedom and less commitment. But having a partner wouldnt u enjoy double the joy, double the fun and double of everything-- Realli, how i wish i can have u with me...But back to the question again.. i'll nv be the standard tat u're looking for..i've already loss out for being who i am i guess.. i sux-- Out there u've the whole universe or even the whole galaxy for u to choose from.. but i'm just playing the role of a lone star or a planet out in tat universe and galaxy waiting for u to choose. damn.. if only i'm not fated to meet u.. Screwed like None other!!!
I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific
and you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. But somehow i cant help it.
I've gotto Stop right here. That's exactly where I'm gonna lost myself, esp my thoughts.
Again i've to remind myself to Stop right here. Well I never should have feel the way that i should have feel for you, how I wish that I could turn back.
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am gonna hates is who I've gonna be later.
