Juz came back from my forth PT cum gym training.. today damn shiok.. do lotsa leg training... like duck walk, frog jump all tat.. cool cool.. am enjoying it haha..i noe tmr, i'll sure bound to suffer from muscle ache.. but who cares haha...
Tmr gonna pon my muay thai lesson again... coz meeting dawn n company to jalan and makan and tok cock haha... guess, the nxt time round when i return for training, my kicking and punching sure deprove again... gosh--
For the past few days, rushing for reports and projects... as well as Practical Tests... Sucky sux sux... for AMB onli gotten 7.5 out of 10 percent... den imm pract duno how.. hope my calculation can be right.. i've already tried my very best... for today's maths pract test.. totally gone case... I give up!!! Realli gotto chiong for exam le... if not.. sure die... i realli cant cant cant afford to repeat any any of the modules... NO!!!!
So lord.... all angels and saints..pls pls pls.. guide me thru.. enlighten me.. i realli need to study hard.. have the will but not the determination... so shag... so tired of the life i'm leading... duno, what i'm aiming for somehow... everything i do, seems all going so hay-wire and wrong... not performing to what i expect myself to be.. not being like myself anymore... so lost...*scream...
Tmr, will be a better day.. i always tell myself tat.. but izzt the true... is always juz a consolation statement tat i put up, to console myself.. to help me pull thru.. but life aint getting as easy to live as i tot, as each days comes by.. more n more obstacles... more n more things i feel tat i've to learn and master... so many many many unknown and stranger stuff, staring at me.... alrt.. i duno, what i'm blattering abt... the hard facts of life.. Nahz... i duno... is juz SHITTTTT
Weaker n weaaker i feel tat i'm getting.. push up.. no more standard for me anymore.. getting tired after juz 20... How??? Train!!! i noe i muz... juz hope i can pull thru like the song of MCFly--> i'll be ok-- meaningful lyrics.. but can i realli do tat...will i be ok?!?!
When everything is going wrong and things are just a little strange
It has been so long now you have forgotten how to smile
And overhead the skies are clear, but it still seems to rain on you
Then your only friends all have better things to do
When you are down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you are down and lost along the way
Oh, just tell yourself I will be ok
Now things are only getting worse and you need someone to take the blame
When your lovers gone there is no-one to share the blame
You are sleeping with the TV on and you are lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol and the world would never help you to begin
When you are down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you are down and lost along the way
Just try a little harder, try your best to make it through the day
Oh, just tell yourself I will be ok!
You are not alone (You are not alone)
You are not alone (You are not alone)
You are not alone (You are not alone)
Just tell yourself, I will be ok
Oh, just tell yourself, I will be ok
Wont you tell yourself ...When you are down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you are down and lost along the way
Try a little harder try your best to make it through the day
Oh, just tell yourself I will be ok I will be ok I will be ok!!!
Bathing refreshes me --
Tmr gonna pon my muay thai lesson again... coz meeting dawn n company to jalan and makan and tok cock haha... guess, the nxt time round when i return for training, my kicking and punching sure deprove again... gosh--
For the past few days, rushing for reports and projects... as well as Practical Tests... Sucky sux sux... for AMB onli gotten 7.5 out of 10 percent... den imm pract duno how.. hope my calculation can be right.. i've already tried my very best... for today's maths pract test.. totally gone case... I give up!!! Realli gotto chiong for exam le... if not.. sure die... i realli cant cant cant afford to repeat any any of the modules... NO!!!!
So lord.... all angels and saints..pls pls pls.. guide me thru.. enlighten me.. i realli need to study hard.. have the will but not the determination... so shag... so tired of the life i'm leading... duno, what i'm aiming for somehow... everything i do, seems all going so hay-wire and wrong... not performing to what i expect myself to be.. not being like myself anymore... so lost...*scream...
Tmr, will be a better day.. i always tell myself tat.. but izzt the true... is always juz a consolation statement tat i put up, to console myself.. to help me pull thru.. but life aint getting as easy to live as i tot, as each days comes by.. more n more obstacles... more n more things i feel tat i've to learn and master... so many many many unknown and stranger stuff, staring at me.... alrt.. i duno, what i'm blattering abt... the hard facts of life.. Nahz... i duno... is juz SHITTTTT
Weaker n weaaker i feel tat i'm getting.. push up.. no more standard for me anymore.. getting tired after juz 20... How??? Train!!! i noe i muz... juz hope i can pull thru like the song of MCFly--> i'll be ok-- meaningful lyrics.. but can i realli do tat...will i be ok?!?!
When everything is going wrong and things are just a little strange
It has been so long now you have forgotten how to smile
And overhead the skies are clear, but it still seems to rain on you
Then your only friends all have better things to do
When you are down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you are down and lost along the way
Oh, just tell yourself I will be ok
Now things are only getting worse and you need someone to take the blame
When your lovers gone there is no-one to share the blame
You are sleeping with the TV on and you are lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol and the world would never help you to begin
When you are down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you are down and lost along the way
Just try a little harder, try your best to make it through the day
Oh, just tell yourself I will be ok!
You are not alone (You are not alone)
You are not alone (You are not alone)
You are not alone (You are not alone)
Just tell yourself, I will be ok
Oh, just tell yourself, I will be ok
Wont you tell yourself ...When you are down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you are down and lost along the way
Try a little harder try your best to make it through the day
Oh, just tell yourself I will be ok I will be ok I will be ok!!!
Bathing refreshes me --
