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Saturday, July 30, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 15:19

Backie to blog... is been a period of time since i finally get to seat infront my laptop to blog again... very busy.. busy over training and having lotsa fun lolx... Lotsa happy and fun events happen the past few days and weeks... realli enjoying myself each and almost everyday... I love all the councils haha--> All super fun ppl!! love ya guys alrt..

Alrt.. on Last Sun i guess.. the week after my common test.. went Sentosa to sun tan... but guess wat.. there's no sun.. it rain instead.. super sadden alrt.. but lucky there's chips n drinks there.. as well as all the fun-loving councils there.. we have hammock and volley balls as well as groundsheet haha.. very well prepared for lotsa funs... and yess.. i realli do enjoy myself... but i guess that day i super suay.. when playing beach soccer.. kanna hit my siow how's ball.. n it was the re-bound alrt.. the hit cause my face to turn super red lahz.. my eyes keep tearing like shit.. so scary.. tot i'll be blind.. coz my right eye realli could not get a clear image after the hit.. but lucky, it all went back to normal.. thanx god-- After that.. went pasta mania for dinner.. yummy yum yum.. long time since i've last been there.. as usual.. we took grp photos.. nice nice.. Ok.. i'm suay again.. i play with dora on my way home in Nel train.. i hit my forehead... the bang sound produce is really damn loud lahz.. den one uncle couldnt stand the noise.. he move away.. it seems like the whole cabin is filled with all of our laughter..

Mon.. met up with rong and dora.. did one campus run den go for gym..as usual.. dora always so super zai in her physical..unlike me.. super unfit.. sigh...N the gym make me ache for almost 4 days.. think i did a lot of mistake during gym-working.. back not straight n stuff... i learn my lesson man.. nxt time do gym realli gonna do it slow and steady... N tat day was oso the day, i got the news from jel about ice mountaineering trip... i hope it is gonna come true... i realli wanna try ice mountaineering... So jel--> hope to hear good news from ya haha

Wed went sports climbing with Jel, Elf and michelle.. god damn shit... i'm so super weak.. cant complete all the routes given by elf... sigh.. initiately still tot of joining the speed climbing comp.. but now.. No way man... need more training... so weak.. We didnt climb much.. but did some gym work out, coz need to re-develop our strength and muscles again.. den rush back skool for council pt... did some sparring with jel and weiyi.. weiyi super good fighter... realli lotsa things to learn from her.. zai zai...

Thurs.. was a super duper fun day!!! Went malaysia--> city square to jalan jalan... very fun.. but a little pity.. onli me, serene, siow how and dora went... it seems like we're going for some family outing like tat.. dora n me like super small kids.. den siow how and serene taking care of us lolx... We all brought the clothes that we wanted.. but i wanted to buy more.. but no bling bling$$$$ sian diao lahz.. N realli sad for serene.. all the nice skirts she saw all dun have her size.. but she realli look super sexy in skirt alrt.. (guess each time siow how look at the video.. he'll be bleeding inside out lolx) Anw.. it was the first time see her in one lolx.. gonna rmb this day... n it wil be the anniversary of serene after so many years first time wearing back a skirt again... N guess wat.. i wore a skirt oso alrt.. n is a super short one.. thanx to dora.. get me such a short one.. n yea.. thanx for exposing my panty oso alrt.. damn pai seh lahz..ha..anw.. i dun look nice in skirt.. so i guess u guys shld noe why i dun wear skirt haha.. alrt better drop the skirt subject.. till now.. i realli cant believe, i actually bet with serene abt the skirt wearing..*whats wrong with me that day??? but wateva.. is realli fun.. i guess i realli forget all abt my behaviour.. juz practically laughing out loud like nobody business... n i muz thanx siow how for helping me to carry my big council backpack lolx.. We ate sea-food for dinner.. all of us are super broke.. but the food there are rather cheap n nice.. yum yum.. i realli miss the sotong, stingray, kang kong and crab.. n i wan to complaint.. the chilli on siow how's chop-stick flew into my eyes alrt.. super hot.. man.. this time is left eye.. sigh.. if i'm gonna kanna more of this kind of eye-attack.. i'll seriously going blind soon..*someone pls help me see is it my room or hse feng shui.. realli damn suay lately!!! arrgh But i think the seller didnt waste it clean.. serene kanna very bad rashes.. juz hope she's recovering now.. Thanx guys for chiong-ing with me home.. coz i wanna watch my AV rapist kanna capture haha... lucky the bus was quite fast.. i reach home manage to catch 1/2 hr of it.. thanx guys realli for running with me haha.. I noe, i always bring lotsa trouble..=P Looking forward for the nxt jalan jalan in Malaysia

Today (Sat) went skool for mountaineering course.. a rather brief one.. where we learn pussiking and jumba... fun.. damn suay today again.. hit my head again.. i've a big big ba-lu-ku now.. i hope it wont affect my daily function lahz.. idiot!! this time is all Zane's fault.. his chair hit my head.. n he's like tat kind of hit n run driver alrt.. hit my head n nv even say sorry, juz run... wanna smack him upside down sia... but scare jel(Zane's TAS wife) heart pain lahz.. haha.. Learn quite a no. of facts from the ex-council and his frens.. his photos to Everest and Everest base camp as well as Island peak and New zealand snow capped mountain all super nice..*drooling It realli make me so determined and willing to train hard for it.. i wan to go for mountainnering course.. i wan to be like the women in the SWAT-->(*guess is gonna be in my dreams) I wan do ice mountaineering(I hope it'll come true soon).. all the apparatus use in ice mountaineering look damn zai and cool... juz hope i can owe and use it, one fine day.. N today.. another suay day for me.. my index finger kanna struck by the carabiner... damn painful lahz... but lucky my finger nails didnt drop off...*phew N today.. finally get my butt down for muay thai training.. very xiong today.. i like a newbie.. learning all the kicks and punches all over again.. yupp.. i guess i realli need more training.. my leg and nuckles all bruises.. realli kick damn a lot today.. nv feel so shiok b4 haha.. Budden.. Sat class is gonna change to be at bukit batok.. tats super far for me... but guess i have to go.. coz if not.. i'll nv improve... sigh.. realli worry how am i gonna get there...

Man.. i muz say this few days, i super suay.. duno why.. did i do anything wrong or sth.. keep hitting my head n having lotsa injuries lately.. super unfit oso.. sigh sigh.. wat happen???? Lord.. pls look after me.. i realli need to stay fit as Tasic is coming.. Tues, all the post will be reveal... but i cant be there.. sianz... now juz gonna pray hard that i can get wat i chose.. Real Run.. gonna train hard for ya..10km.. can i survive??? *doubt so...

Need to rush for project now.. think enuff of all my craps... *Yawn.. think i'll end up sleeping haha Anw.. sorry Shilin and company.. didnt manage to join u all at NBL.. sorry... but i'll try my best to do the ppt to the best that i can!!!

Good luck to all TAS members that signing for the TASIC PFT test on Mon and Wed.. all the best=)

Sunday, July 24, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 03:34


<-- photos taken yst on NEL.. Ally, Rong n the ugly me!!!
(God-- i'm fat!)
Yeah.. my common test is finally over.. but i guess when the day of return paper.. i shall noe how bad i did... realli hopeless rite now... three papers i've sitted for.. guess wat.. none of it i'm confident about.. dear lord.. i realli hope u can at least grant me a pass grade for all my three modules.. esp my AMB.. the last paper that i sat. I almost anyhow write for all my papers.. darn it.. cant forgive myself for that.. coz i didnt study as hard.. see all my friends around me.. able to write so much and stay so long in the examination hall.. i realli feel super ashame of myself.. why cant i juz be like them.. with discipline and study study--

Alrt.. shall stop grumbling over the tests.. its all over.. the onli thing to do now is not turning back the time.. but prepare for my re-test paper... but for now.. is gonna be a weekend of slacking and playing!!! Yippeeeeee so happy~~ Tmr is gonna be our council trip to sentosa.. realli looking forward.. long time since i last went there to tan!! Yeah.. gonna get myself tan tan!!!

Yst.. after paper.. went town with shilin, eleanor and shuwen.. eleanor wanna shop so we accompany her to far east plaza and shop.. went this fashion and many other shops to search for her tanks... she realli go round a lot of shop to look for the parfect tanks.. but she did not get any.. she said that she might be going back to bossini that tanks.. but she's still thinking in process... i realli admire her alrt.. always think before making any decision.. unlike me.. if i see and i like, i'll juz buy.. not thrifty at all.. guess the reason why i always complaint that i've no money.. and eleanor always with so much money haha Realli gonna learn more from eleanor...

Alrt.. den met alot of ppl over at far east.. saw dora, jessie and some peeps from 2F02 as well as tianyin, grace and hui hua.. den went to met her.. but i was seriously in shock.. er.. i duno how i shld react.. er in my head it was juz screaming out that.. i've gotta leave right away.. nth much more to tok to u abt.. i seriously duno whats up with me.. i'm sorry...

Afterwhich, i went Nana Thai Restuarant with shuwen, shilin and eleanor to have dinner... yum yum.. ate sweet and sour chicken, samba sotong, kang kong and a bowl of tom yam seafood... my throat was realli burning like hell.. but nonetheless, the food there are nice... so filling after that.. den eleanor continue her journey to find her tanks, accompany by shilin and shuwen.. n i left early to met Cheow, Sok and Rong.. it seems to be like ages, that i finally met them... n finally saw ailing too... it was on my way to skool.. didnt tok much.. but nice to see her... sad that cindy didnt able to make it to meet us.. Rong get a super cool haircut yst.. den ruiping and ally came over finally to meet up.. went Sakae at Heeren to eat.. i guess i realli tok too much haha.. sorry guys..realli met lotsa ppl yst.. saw yin yan on the way to Cine.. den went home sae Gen and Xiangling sitting at the void deck.. still looking good man the both of them ha

Is realli nice to see u guys again... looking forward for more meet up...Hope this time can see Anna!!!

Going muay thai training later.. think my stamina and all have drop..skip the lesson quite a bit, so is my skills.. gotto start from scratch again... more training... sorry guys unable to go with u all to celebrate dawn's birthday.. play hard den...

SENTOSA TMR!!! yEA


Wednesday, July 20, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 10:30

Alrt... one last paper to go.. which is the bloody damn paper--> Applied Microbology (AMB). Seriously i duno what i need to study.. as all my lecture notes are all filled with blanks waiting for me to fill it up... damn.. alrt.. shld not blame the subject or lecturer for it.. i juz sleep too much during his lecture.. but i can see that many peeps have given up on this sub.. coz is bloody damn boring and hard to understand.. moreafter.. i dun owe a txtbook that would of a great help to me right now!!! Darn!!! I should have get myself one, since last yr...arrrghhh

Yea.. today Meisee super fierce... at the bus stop, am trying to study, den she suddenly pop by beside me.. damn stern looking... even my fren Irene was frighten by her.. man.. i guess i realli need to go for plastic surgery.. my face seems to always pissed her off... duno why.. anyone have any good plastic surgeon to recommend... i realli think i need a real look haha

Anw.. my president is back.. Welcome back Moses!!! See him today, at the club house.. feel very alien towards him.. very funny feeling... sorry for not being there to pick ya up.. coz realli cannot finish what i need to study.. Sigh.. i guess, i have a hundred days in hand b4 Common test, i think, i'll still complain i have not enuff time.. darn.. i seriously have poor time management.. trying hard to strive high.. but i always see myself lying low... i realli need more discipline to study hard, seriously... thinking abt play and slacking far too much that, i can imagine... Maths and IMM finally over.. dun realli have a good feeling over it.. i merely hope i can pass... juz pass.. dun expect much anymore.. i realli feel i'm getting from bad to worst.. in everything i do.. *depress depress i realli hope someone could invent some pills that can work like a catalysts that able to speed up or activate a human reaction, when they are at inactive or resting stage.. i realli need some activation pills.. i need energy to study...

But, am still not in the state of suffering from depression alrt.. so dun worry pals.. am juz like to grumble about my sucky life.. sucky attitude i hold... i'm juz merely a pessimistic freak... I suppose to go report for my muay thai lesson.. but went home sleep all the way to ard 7 plus.. late.. so decide to stay home n slack.. sigh.. gonna put on weight and turn weak again.. I've not been running since Common test starts!!! Arrghhhh To Dora: After CT pls go running with me often alrt... muz try out our new asics shoes!!! need to season haha

To Mingli: Miss ya girl.. hope everything is going fine for u!!! Rmb we're always here for u alrt.. we may not be close, but if u need a shoulder or a listening ear, we're all here for ya alrt!!! Take care always!!!


I need to exercise!!!! I need to study!!! I need to loss weight!!! I need more stamina!!!! Hope i'll run tmr!!! study too i guess......

Saturday, July 16, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 00:44

Sigh.. my mood now is damn sucky.. unable to get my allowance from army as i nv submit my result slip.. man.. they sux alrt!!!

I've not been exercising lately... trying to keep myself buried in my lecture notes and study real hard.. but till now.. i feel that, i aint getting anywhere... half done here n there... anw.. i guess, i get nth into my head.. arrrgghh... someone pls save me!!!

Time is realli running short is gonna be weekend soon.. mon will be my first paper.. and subsequently.. god.. i still aint getting the hang of statistic as well as my general solution.. for imm... sigh.. i still stuck at chap 4 going 5... man.. i duno how am i going to sit for all the papers coming up....*crys

Realli feeling the stress building up in me.. but yea.. as u can see, i'm still online and blogging... guess, i'm juz a super lazy bum with no self-discipline and time-management.. I realli hope i can stay focus for juz a day in my studies... i realli realise that, i've been wandering ard too much.. so damn easily distracted!!!

Lord.. pls help me!!! I need to realli realli study!!! I dun wanna flung my common test.. *scream
Need to get cracking--

Wednesday, July 13, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 04:40

Alrt.. Mt Ophir trips is over....I've conquer it!!!

Have a realli grt time climbing and realli enjoy the slack schedules... budden a little too slack for me.. coz beside sleeping i aint got nth better to do haha... coz slacking make me home-sick... but anyway, the trip was a good one though.. can realli see the members enjoying it very much... Grt job Chen wah, Jel and Auf... *AUF pls send me the photos!!!

*Thanx Dawn for lending me your jacket.. is realli of good use there.. thanx as well for the water bag..

Anw.. i realli gotto apologise to everyone, who went for the trip.. i aint a good f n b haha.. sorry.. we councils got not enuff food and stuff.. realli sorry.. but at least now able to cook rice hee... will learnt from the mistake i made this time round.. realli sorry abt that...

Realli impressed with all the members yea.. all damn fit.. no problem ascending and descending... damn.. they're realli good... the lecturer too.. he realli make me take my hats off him.. super zai.. trekking up in his working pants.. still able to conquer Ophir... ZAI!!! But i muz say, the rangers are realli super well-trained and professional.. not onli able to ascend and descend swiftly, they can predict weathers and unforsee problems... they have realli good time- management skills too... damn-- hope to be like them one day... lotsa professional training i guess...

Sigh.. how i wish i could stay up there camping after common test ends.... gotto study again... i'm so sick and tired over it... i wan an adventurous life... i realli dun like studies now... arrghhhh..i'm realli turning from bad to worst.. getting super slack.. n slacker as the days goes by... i duno how... i realli wish to push myself to do well in my studies as well as everything.. but i dun see myself getting anywhere... from yst debrief after the trip.. found out that, i still made the same old mistake for my first trip...arrgh... Lord.. pls guide me thru.. i realli need a lot of your light and guidiance now... cant stand myself any longer.. not doing the right thing and doing my very best... i dun wish to have any regrets in my life...but it seems like almost every single day, i've regret of what i've not done, or what í shld have done...

Life... i realli feel that, i duno how to live it right now... the journey of it.. i'm realli trying to enjoy it.. pls lord.. i need the force from u.. i need to study hard.. for myself, my family... dun wish to create anymore disappointment.. guess i've cause enuff disappointment to the ppl ard me.. I need to study hard *psycho-- recuperating in process

Saturday, July 09, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 04:09

Hope i'll SURVIVE!!!!Mt Ophir!!!!

Wednesday, July 06, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 15:25

Yst... went for muay thai training... as usual.. do a big round run... den do skipping, cructches, push up... den kanna train and do kicking with shifu... think i deproved a lot.. in stamina as well as in my strenght... my twisting was rather bad too... did not twist fully all the way...guess i still not as good as i think i am... more training... esp my kicks...

Yst, oso leave damn early.. ard 8 thirty from my muay thai session.. suppose to end at nine or nine fifteen.. but have to rush back home to let my papa sign the Mt ophir indemity form.. so have to be obedient a little, reach home earlier... Realli thanx god that, my dad let me go... w/o any lecturing...*phew... Yst, i oso did 30 storey of stairs at Farrer park HDB... not tat xiong, slowly push myself up with my skool bag... i duno... i dun think is enuff for me to prepare myself for ophir... Nowadays i see stairs, i chiong... refuse to take any lift... but i think, i still as weak... sighz... juz hope i can get over it soon... reach the summit!!!!*psycho

Today, wen army market with Dawn and Jel to buy my water bag as well as headlamp and y stores... N Jel is sick... fun to annoy her alrt haha... Aishah, me and auf.. nv show her any kind of sympathy... we juz kept shouting and screaming into her ears.. giving her a real hard time trying to get some rest in the club hse... realli fun to see her sickly look... a satisfaction to me to see her, when she say, my head pain lolx... alrt.. i'm seriously being very mean here... anw, Jel.. do take care and get well soon alrt.. we need u during this trip.... To Dora... nvm abt the absence of this trip.. we'll think of u alrt... u juz help us, with watever u can help... since u have made the decision that u think is the right choice... we'll be behind u.... dun be too upset over it.. mayb we can organise ourselves and go as council trip again.... dun think so much yea... u nv let any of the tas peeps down.. we noe u have ur own personal reason n problems to deal with... juz hope that u rmb, we'll be there when u need us yea... 30th council is a family!!! Rmb that.... Yea.. i wan to thanx dawn and jel company to beach rd yea... was a realli pleasant one... get wat i need.. which is the 2L Nalgene waterbag but i realli wish, i could owe a Camelbak backpack... but is $189 or $128... arrgh.. freaking expensive.. hope someone could donate to me or get me on my b'day haha...*dreaming too far... Thanx dawn for lending me alot of her property.. like her jacket n waterbag.. thanx girl....

Alrt.. tmr gonna go buy food with Aishah, Dora.. n mayb weiyi... she say, she gonna pontane... hope she does lolx.. alrt.. i'm being bad again.. calling out ppl to pon class.. but i think more ppl more fun haha... anw.. gonna get into serious business... coz time kinda tight.. need to prepare and get ready... i feel that, i so super slack and unprepared... sighz... i shld feel some stress... arrghhh...

Tmr duno if i shld go for muay thai training... want to go..but duno my leg will get tired out not... haiz...i realli dun wanna die out in ophir seriously seriously... today suppose to do pt.. but didnt run much.. onli a little.. do skipping, push up, sit ups... not very content with my performance today... not fit. sigh... i need more training.... shld i go tmr or shld i not?????

Papa is asking me to slp now... eyes shutting down...
rumbles & whines posted at 00:05

Counting down... 3 more days to go, b4 i set off to Mt Ophir, our second official trip to Malaysia, after the first Pelepah Waterfall... realli looking forward for this one.. coz i've nv been there b4 in my entire 18 yrs of life.. this time finally... haven got my dad to sign the indemity form yet.. but i guess, no matter wat, thru arguement or fights, i'm going for this trip for sure.. coz i didnt went for the recce le, so i hope he can understand and let me go for this actual one... anw, i dun care.. gonna fight my way thru all odds... i'm gonna get my butt up to Ophir no matter wat cost me... Alrt.. sounds rather serious...but from here... can see how aggressive a person i'm...

Dora, isnt like me at all... she beg her mama n papa.. but they still wouldnt let her go.. i realli wish she'll be there.. coz she'll be cooking with me haha fun yea... she's a real good cook alrt... adding diff gravy of diff can food into the maggie mee... taste bravo yea... realli wish that u're gonna be there with us... guess all of us gonna miss ya like crazy over there...*grin but no matter wat, i hope u dun be too upset... nxt trip ba.. nxt trip u say, u gonna be going, so nvm.. dun think abt this trip.. but still muz train tog alrt haha...

Yup... Mt Ophir.. i realli hope on the actual day itself, i'm gonna be fit and strong enuff to conquer u!!! Pls let me do alrt... Lord, i hope u gonna guide me thru every step that i take... i hope no matter wat, i can pull thru n reach the summit... I heard from all my fellow mates, they say checkpt 2 is enuff to kill u... god--- i duno, wat i'm going to expect, buti definitely noe that, is not gonna be easy.... pushing and motivating the membersand cum staying zai... wah... watever.. juz hope the weather is clear and bright... no rain pls!!!! I wan to catch the SUNRISE!!! think is gonna be of a lifetime memory up there.... anw, i noe, nows a little too late to train... dun wish to over strain myself... but i realli need to train.... gotto realli train hard during today muay thai.. run the HDB stairs there.. do long D... watever it takes me i guess.... i reallli wan to reach up the summit!!! Bless me, Lord... Amen

Gotto get my ass going.. or else gonna be late in meeting shilin for notes printing... Wed gonna go army market n get lotsa stuff... perhaps meeting her too... for her windbreaker that i still pondering over to borrow it or not... i duno... Dora... u still going army market with me???

Saturday, July 02, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 04:15

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.
You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.
Who's" the True You?

Friday, July 01, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 14:30

Alrt alrt.. finally get myself to take a glance at my blog and update it... getting realli lazy lately... too much thing for me to cope alrt... struggling... i duno if i can realli handle it well....my life somehow, not in a mess yet... but my studies is chaotic... i need a tutor desperately i guess.... I dun understand AMB.. My stats and Integration like shit... Imm half understand half still in blurry state... i duno how am i going to sit for my common test.. which is drawing nearer and nearer.... i can realli feel my ass frying in a deep hot frying pan... i'm truely, frantically nervous... i'm not prepared for the test yet alrt!!! Man.... n i'll be away for 4 days at Mt Ophir.. envy... say u do alrt.. mayb a lot of u will say that, i'm crazy.. study break go chiong mountain... but ya noe.. adventure is part of my life.. cannot live w/o it either... studies... impt.. juz gotto chiong n see what i can get out of myself.. *squeeze!!!

Alrt.. a lot of things happen in the last few weeks yea... my pelepah trip, my members' act, my muay thai training... Alrt.. i've to tell sok this bad news... we did not have campfire at Kota.. due to the rain and thunderstorm... arrrgh.. was realli sad lahz.. my first campfire and arrrghh... gone gone gone.. i can see, we plan till super hard n i think we realli got the best effects lahz. budden... lao tian bu zhou mei... nvm.. guess i'll still have a chance ba...*hoping guess all my hope now lies on the nxt trip organisers haha

Anw, the trip was fun, to me can consider a success.. but not a big one... coz i made a lot of mistakes, that realli affect a lot of ppl.. haiz.. realli gotto learn to be alert and learn to see the big picture.. not only the small section or small instant problem... gotto be far-sighted like Lee Kuan Yew man.... But i still gonna thanx all the councils.. w/o them, the trip would not have been so wonderful... always nice working with u guys.. though my temper wil be sux like hell.. but thanx for tolerating me!!! thanx for all the full co-operation given yea!!!

Anw.. i realise, my kick going worst.. duno why.. shit shit shit... gotto realli polish myself!!! arrrgghhhh!!! Anw, i'm proud that, i can finish running the route that ah bao bring me to run... the big big round.... I didnt stop alrt.. haha... anyone, long time since i get a chance to boast myself... I wan to go thai train this yr end man... so realli gotto train up.. if not, dun think, they'll bring me along... Thailand!!! I'm gonna be there!!!<-- This gonna be my motto from now!!!haha

Tmr, gonna have a xiong PT for the preparation of Ophir trip...good luck to all members as well as me!! i hope i can survive... Been exercising almost everyday... but eating as much as b4.. no weight lost... but guess weight gained!!! arrgh...anw, i duno if i can conquer the mountain... but now, juz gonna take it as a challenge.. coz í nv been there b4.. n everyone said it was a tough one... n i did not go for rece.. so am realli worrying sick over my physical status... nvm.. realli gotto pump harder during muay thai training and council pt!!!!

I wan to start my sports climbing exercise again... i've not been climbing for so super darn long... i miss the grip of the tiles!!! If onli skool can take me half day n not the entire day, i can do so much activities that i wan.. can chiong for all the certs too!!! haiz!!! I wan time, i want break, i want more certs!!! But guess now.. all i need is more rest and sleep.. or else, i'll be falling ill again... my cough hasnt go away.. occasionally keep having dry cough... and my diahorrea is coming back again... an alarm for me to take note of my health status.... Lord.. pls keep me in good hands alrt!! Gotto stay strong n fit all this life!!!! thanx you lord.. and i love u... amen

Project project and more project!!! I cant stand the life of biotech lately!!! I duno why??? But i want my leaf culture to be successful (Dear Kalachoe pls fight at all odds to prevent urself from fungi invesion!) and my plants to grow strong and healthy!!! I wan more Kan Kongs....I start to love plants lately!!!!

Tmr have morning class.. gotto go Zzzzzz or gonna be late
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