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Friday, July 01, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 14:30

Alrt alrt.. finally get myself to take a glance at my blog and update it... getting realli lazy lately... too much thing for me to cope alrt... struggling... i duno if i can realli handle it well....my life somehow, not in a mess yet... but my studies is chaotic... i need a tutor desperately i guess.... I dun understand AMB.. My stats and Integration like shit... Imm half understand half still in blurry state... i duno how am i going to sit for my common test.. which is drawing nearer and nearer.... i can realli feel my ass frying in a deep hot frying pan... i'm truely, frantically nervous... i'm not prepared for the test yet alrt!!! Man.... n i'll be away for 4 days at Mt Ophir.. envy... say u do alrt.. mayb a lot of u will say that, i'm crazy.. study break go chiong mountain... but ya noe.. adventure is part of my life.. cannot live w/o it either... studies... impt.. juz gotto chiong n see what i can get out of myself.. *squeeze!!!

Alrt.. a lot of things happen in the last few weeks yea... my pelepah trip, my members' act, my muay thai training... Alrt.. i've to tell sok this bad news... we did not have campfire at Kota.. due to the rain and thunderstorm... arrrgh.. was realli sad lahz.. my first campfire and arrrghh... gone gone gone.. i can see, we plan till super hard n i think we realli got the best effects lahz. budden... lao tian bu zhou mei... nvm.. guess i'll still have a chance ba...*hoping guess all my hope now lies on the nxt trip organisers haha

Anw, the trip was fun, to me can consider a success.. but not a big one... coz i made a lot of mistakes, that realli affect a lot of ppl.. haiz.. realli gotto learn to be alert and learn to see the big picture.. not only the small section or small instant problem... gotto be far-sighted like Lee Kuan Yew man.... But i still gonna thanx all the councils.. w/o them, the trip would not have been so wonderful... always nice working with u guys.. though my temper wil be sux like hell.. but thanx for tolerating me!!! thanx for all the full co-operation given yea!!!

Anw.. i realise, my kick going worst.. duno why.. shit shit shit... gotto realli polish myself!!! arrrgghhhh!!! Anw, i'm proud that, i can finish running the route that ah bao bring me to run... the big big round.... I didnt stop alrt.. haha... anyone, long time since i get a chance to boast myself... I wan to go thai train this yr end man... so realli gotto train up.. if not, dun think, they'll bring me along... Thailand!!! I'm gonna be there!!!<-- This gonna be my motto from now!!!haha

Tmr, gonna have a xiong PT for the preparation of Ophir trip...good luck to all members as well as me!! i hope i can survive... Been exercising almost everyday... but eating as much as b4.. no weight lost... but guess weight gained!!! arrgh...anw, i duno if i can conquer the mountain... but now, juz gonna take it as a challenge.. coz í nv been there b4.. n everyone said it was a tough one... n i did not go for rece.. so am realli worrying sick over my physical status... nvm.. realli gotto pump harder during muay thai training and council pt!!!!

I wan to start my sports climbing exercise again... i've not been climbing for so super darn long... i miss the grip of the tiles!!! If onli skool can take me half day n not the entire day, i can do so much activities that i wan.. can chiong for all the certs too!!! haiz!!! I wan time, i want break, i want more certs!!! But guess now.. all i need is more rest and sleep.. or else, i'll be falling ill again... my cough hasnt go away.. occasionally keep having dry cough... and my diahorrea is coming back again... an alarm for me to take note of my health status.... Lord.. pls keep me in good hands alrt!! Gotto stay strong n fit all this life!!!! thanx you lord.. and i love u... amen

Project project and more project!!! I cant stand the life of biotech lately!!! I duno why??? But i want my leaf culture to be successful (Dear Kalachoe pls fight at all odds to prevent urself from fungi invesion!) and my plants to grow strong and healthy!!! I wan more Kan Kongs....I start to love plants lately!!!!

Tmr have morning class.. gotto go Zzzzzz or gonna be late
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