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♥ Lessons to learn and Remember

Tuesday, June 07, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 09:48

Dawn: Yea, u're right.. i've low self esteem ahha... no self- confidence oso... coz i noe, wat i can do is always so limited... cannot stretch or reach out to more than juz limits, i wish so hard that i can reach... but nvm..things may not be smooth all the time.. anw life is like a roller coaster... am juz trying to enjoy watever happy hrs i can get out of my hectic life here... trying not to be bother so much over Unnecessary stuff...

Right.. two days not been blogging... and happen quite a no. of stuff... happy and sad...Let me start of with my SAT... a grt day... where i met up with Sok Kim to discuss some campfire stuff... she helped me alot.. in giving me advises in how to make campfire a memorable nite... thanx Sok... Know that, u're busy over pro and some personal stuff.. but thanx for still making ur way down to compass and meet up with me.. I really appreciate ya time... Have tok a lot to Sok.. as usual haha.. is always nice to have someone, u can realli tok heart to heart.... n she's always the one.. a great listener... a grt advisor as well as a grt fren that u cant miss knowing... Though, she mayb less outdoor and active now.. but she's still the Sok kim i noe... the one that i can always share my feelings and thoughts with... Thanx lord, for letting me have such a grt pal... I hope we can maintain such good friendship thru this life... Den long time, since i lobang someone on my bicycle haha.. I cycle Sok to meet Yisan, but i duno where she stay, so i juz drop her somewhere, near her house and rush off for my muay thai training... During the cycling journey.. guess is very wobbly for Sok... but thanx for trusting me yea haha.. at least u reach ur destination sweet and sound, w/o any bruises and in one piece haha...

Hope we can meet up often and cycle... if ever u got urself a bic.. rmb to cal me out and cycle with ya ok!!!

Muay Thai training on sat was good... i train with Xin min.. another girl that joined muay thai not long... she's very good... very power in her kicking... But i realli njoy the training part on the ring... i like Ah Tak training me haha.. at least he make me feel that i can kick and punch well haha... unlike training with this other senior.. he stopped me too frequent... n he dun allow me to do fast punches or kick.... But ah tak diff.. he made me burst out, what i got in me.... zai!!! i realli enjoy it..But my hand keep dropping when attacking.. shld leave my hand parallel, as defense purpose... realli more to take note and train man... hope shifu can oso train me often.. but i cant deny, training with shifu damn stress.. coz, he's far too good, den always train with him, like i made so many super duper mistake.. sigh.. hope i can appear more pro to him, that wat he think i'm ha.. DUN WANNA BE A LOSER!!! I WANT TO BE A FIGHTER!!!