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Saturday, May 28, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 13:14

Alrt.. since skool starts, have not been blogging.. realli super busy alrt... over skoolwork, club meetings as well as my muay thai training... even my dad started to question me a lot lately... as the whole entire week, i only went back home for dinner once... which is today.... is realli terrible i guess.. not been spending much time with my family members... guess, i oso quite detached from my Sec skool mates.... arrgghhh... But happy that, i finally completed my WK1 tutorial as well as WK 2 MOL... phew.. feel the load on my shoulder lighter now... at least able to squeeze sometime out during the weekends to watch my vcds haha...

Anw.. the starting of skool was alrt.. realli glad to see all the familiar faces again... but feel rather funny of my class... realli hope Irene, Jiaying and Dan dan can transfer successfully back to F04... realli wish they'll be in the same class as me.. i miss them... esp Irene haha.. coz, she always very caution with her work... and will always there to update each and everyone of us abt, any annoucement and doubts... But now, she's over at the other classes.. but realli glad that, we are still able to have lunch together as well as lecture... But, i muz realli thanx Maggie for being there to update me oso.. guess, i realli damn blur lately... my response to things is like super duper slow.. duno wats up with me.. guess, i'm deprive of sleep...

Lately, Muay Thai training, think i didnt do as well as i did before.. i feel that my kick become less power.. whole body damn rigid... realli super tensed up... arrgh... izzt stress getting me down... juz feeling damn tired and sick lately... i need some rest, i guess... Tmr, as usual will be my Muay thai training... hope, i can do better.. dun wanna let myself down as well as shifu down.. realli wanna be a good muay thai fighter... wanna be physically fit too... Anw, tmr, i hope Zane could make it for the store collection from Jessie.. one of the ICT society ic.... she borrowed stores from us.. n yea.. she returning tmr.. i dun wish to drop by skool.. but if zane cant make it.. guess, i have no choice but to go down...*praying hard that Zane can make it!!!! ZANE PLS YES, U CAN MAKE IT ALRT!!!!

Lord.. pls let me grumble... i guess, this semester and this yr for me, is realli gonna be a tough one... Not onli MST2 is getting my life, PAT, IMM, AMB... man.. i realli duno wat izzt all abt... it mayb juz the starting of sem.. but all this modules.. realli gonna take the hell out of me... guess if, i dun study super duper hard, i guess, i'll juz die of horrible death.. or mayb retain and face watever consequences from SAF.... arrrrgghhhh.... *SHOUT:SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!!

Anw, think when skool starts nxt week again, i'll be blogging lesser and lesser...busy busy busy!!! STRESS OUT!!!

I dun realli noe, what i'm good in anymore... i'm feeling so so small right now... BIOTECH... izzt the course that i truely like and love, izzt my passion... i dun even noe, how to ans myself... all the terms and facts, thats gonna be flush into my head.. am i gonna be able to apply it in the future... i duno anymore, lord... i'm like juz study for the sake of studying...seriously, i juz wish to have a longer skool break...and i noe, i cant afford to fail.. coz if i do.. not onli do i let myself down.. but most importantly my papa and mama... lord.. i realli duno what i want for myself... realli confused and lost--* super down in the mood rite now...
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