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♥ Lessons to learn and Remember

Monday, March 21, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 21:02

Happy birthday to u..
Happy Birthday to u..
Happy Birthday to WeiJie,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!
sorry didnt able to meet up with u guys.. but guess, u guys shld have been playing and enjoying well the entire afternoon rite... Promise to join u guys the nxt time round yea.. cheers!!!
rumbles & whines posted at 13:29

Alrt... is study break n followed by exam!!!
N here i'm... going to whine n whine again...
I've still not started studying... getting slacker and slacker as ever.. damn--
How i wish i can bury myself in all lecture notes or even shower myself with them... arrgh.. but i cant.. aint burying aint showering... is not getting into my head.. all the terms, all the facts that i need to noe.. pls help me lord... Here i'm.. gonna get down on my knees and pray... i need the almighty power from u.. to pls pls pls.. let me get myself to study study study hard...
I realli dun wish to regret when i look at my result.. realli need to strive hard.. hard or even harder... Laziness is realli a killer... a goddamn killer.. tv, computer!!! arrgh.. all the temptation i've got here... how i wish i dun owe any of them... but mayb now, if i dun have tv and a comp.. i cant live with it... sigh-- paranoia, insanity...

How is my life changing to man... everytime exam period.. always behaving extra weirdo... damn-- Anw, here i realli wish to apologise to Khai.. who has been asking me to go for the council interview.. but in the end i didnt... am realli sorry.. have been realli thinking thru this few days.. dun realli think i'm up to it.. i realli dun think i've the commitment as well as ability to handle all that is gonna coming my way... But like wat u say.. we're still gonna have our own self-training as well as taking part in all sort of comp rite!!!

Thanx Jiaying too, for sending me the meiosis part... haiz.... i realli gotto pull my socks up.. if not... guess i'll die of horrible horrible death during exam.... STUDY GOH AI ZHI!!!!*SMACK MY HEAD SUPER HARD ... WAKE UP N GET INTO WORK!!!
Tmr.. gotto chiong!!! study study.. promise no comp no tv!!!!arrgh... juz hope i can follow the rules set... gotto catch my "ru hua xiao jie" for now....STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 10:40

Alrt.. is so damn long since i last blog yea... damn busy over projects and tests.. Now.. finally is all over.. but tmr still have a small test for cell bio meiosis, mitosis, medel's law and the DNA replication stuff... Dun feel like studying alrt... I still have my deathnote book 5 not finish as well as my "My Brother"vcd... sigh.. realli tired of studying alrt.. i realli hate notes and books rite now!!! *scream out loud!!!

Juz return from camp on Sat nite.. miss my dinner alrt.. coz i'm super late... reach home ard ten, n no ones at home le.. so they all left w/o me... nvm.. am so tired to go anw.. reach home juz bath n went to bed... slept all the way till the next morning.. but am still craving for slp right now.. aint got enough of sleep and energy back yet.. gotta re-charge...

To all TASIC 16 MEMBERS: Really sorry for leaving on Sat as i have a dinner to attend, which in the end i didnt attend, and sun gotto prepare for my mon pract test.. but in the end, didnt realli study muz as well but slept.. so i realli hope u guys can forgive me... sorry for letting u guys to watch the army bag for me as well as carrying the extra loads i left behind... am realli sorry for not staying...

To all TASIC 16 INTSRUCTORS: Realli wanna apologise for the sick attitude i show in camp or meetings or any of the session.. i can realli see the difference in how the ex-instructors treating us and how u guys helping and pampering us along.. sorry for being so arrogant at times.. i'm juz a person that flared up realli easily.. n yup n i'll be damn attitude and giving u peeps the sickening look... am realli sorry... thanx for pushing me and encouraging me thru all the things i do in the JS camp as well as all the lessons and course i attended..but I cant deny that i realli hated the way the system is running, but..i can realli see how u guys trying to make me better to accomodate for us... i realli appreciate all the talks u try to give us, though i dont enjoy a single bit.. but i am sure i noe, all of u did it for our own good.. alrt.. i mayb realli contradicting rite here.. but guess, am still realli nice to have Instructors like u guys... thanx
Cheers TASIC 16 INSTRUTORS!!!

Alrt.. Went JS Camp on Fri nite... was a tiring camp afterall.. but a fruitful one i guess.. learn quite a no. of things as well as endurance!!! realli trying to endure as well as control my freaking temper alrt...realli trying hard.. esp facing the ex-councils!!! damn... sorry to say, i realli cant accommodate with them alrt.. or shld i say, i cant co-exist with them... but i cant deny that, they realli push me to do things beyond my limits alrt.. they can realli drive me to a crazy state which i can realli burst and start world war 3 anytime yea!!! Alrt.. ENDURE!!! REN!!!!

The worst part of the camp is MOSQITOES!!!! ARRRGH.. they are realli damn freaking blood suckers alrt.. my legs and hands are all covered with bites...guess can have over 100 bites.. realli brutal.. thanx ya all the Miss/Mrs Mosqitoes.. becoz of u i cant wear berms, shorts again... *crys... my leg--> I HATE MOSQITOES!!! But nv forget the best part of JS CAMP... it will be the singing of TAS club song as well as the river crossing.. ha realli enjoy it very very much!!! *smile Preparing the "secret recipe" it was realli an experience.. Though the food aint realli nicer than the AAC or other outing camps.. but still thanx the instructors for the food u prepared.. though it realli aint taste good.. but at least it fill us and give us the energy we need.. thanx... but rite now, guess i realli need a back massage.. shoulder is realli aching like shit... but realli a good way to train for army yea haha... feel like i'm tougher rite now... but i hope to be tougher, braver, stronger!!! Have to have a stronger mind!!!*ai zai

Guess this is all i gotto say.. i duno if i'm looking forward for another camp.. but i sure do looking forward for another trailing survivor experience...

Aim for MARCH-APRIL: -study hard for all my exam core modules!!!
-find a job(earn money money)
-go for sports climbing
-learn thai boxing
-run at least 2-3 times a week (dont be lazy)

To Khaï:
Anw, i hope Khairi can realli finish up this full marathon in the end of this yr.. noe that we realli took up lots of his training time.. but realli thanx you for all the time u spend to train us and bringing us the diff experience of taking part in a comp !!! Thanx for always pushing us along and bringing us to VICTORY!!! No matter wat path u choose, i'll respect that.. but i realli wish, we can take part in more comp tog again!!! All the best!!!
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