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Sunday, February 06, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 03:42

Yipee... finally can happily slack and watch tv... comon test is over... but realli doubt that i can realli do well... guess the obc paper still got me killed... watever...Got my love hina vcd woo-hoo... realli enjoying every part of it haha..alrt.. am spending money again... on vcds...*spank but am waiting for Hellsing though..

Today bringing my meimei go cut hair.. den mayb meet shuwen or serene in town... today gotto realli shop till i drop alrt.. haven even get my new year stuff... ahhh 4ever so last min...haha but money crisis...damn-- i realli got lotsa things to buy alrt... my ah pai shoe.. my ah pai pants... arrrggghhh.. juz so many things... more money more money!!! SHARON SERENE MY MONEY!!!*ROOOOAAAARR My grandma is ill again.. god-- is realli scares me to hell... last nite she cant breathe... so is like yst i didnt realli have enough slp too... juz pray that she's gonna be fine...

Mood: Grey as the words
I am running away from u... u hear me..i'm...running
tons n tons of missed call u gave.. but i juz ignored... i duno why i did it... but i'm juz too scare to pick it up...
I'm afraid to ever start a conversation with you... I duno why...
Mayb u're juz too nice juz too caring.. mayb i'm not yet prepared for this relationship...commiment to you... i cant do it..i duno...
Mayb till the time i lose you, i'll learn to cherish ya... but right now... i dun think i'm feeling like, what u do...is like when i hear love songs.. u're not the one that came to my mind.. and u're not the one that i'm urging to hold on to...mayb i'm better off being alone... alone in my own world....
I aint a good girlfren i noe... missing for a goood 2 days.. not messenging u and cal ya... but i duno wat can i say and wat can i do... Mayb u're cursing me rite now.. or mayb u're still worrying sick abt me... but seriously i duno wat i wan and wat i'm doing to u as well as myself...*complicated
Mayb i'm a person aint deserved of any love and care in this world or 'mayb i have forgotten even of how to love someone or even being love... but now... this relationship stuff.. is juz blowing me up... and guess this is not wat love shld be rite... too much apology, too much excuses, too much avoidings....but no feelings...am realli sorry... i juz have to say i am the most SUCKEST lover that u ever had...but i still have to say... i'm better off being left alone... juz alone...


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