Sunday, January 30, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 17:21
Friday, January 28, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 05:49
Yst went back to skool again... for cell bio make up lesson... as usual, Mrs Tang as lame as ever.. but at least she did not get me into my dreamland... so good job yst haha... Yup.. she went thru test paper as well as what we gonna expect during common test... she said is gonna be easy alrt.. but guess wat.. nv believe in wat ur lecturer says.. they always lied... yup.. realli gotto work double hard for her paper i guess.. and gonna work triple hard for my OBC(paper from HELL).. Heard that Melissa.. our science lab manager is going away for studies.. guess i'll miss her loads... she's realli nice yea.. n guess, she's the one that go thru wif us all the ups an downs(from Kavita pract lessons to current Mrs Kate Tan) Realli appreciate all the knowledge that u've impart to us... here i wish you, all the best in ur studies...Take care too...ur the greatest!!!
Yst went to did my ranking exercise too for my IS module..lucky i read my NPmail.. or guess i'll nv do my ranking in time.. Phew-- anw, the dateline is 28th Jan.. so peeps.. if u guys hasn't done it.. do it now alrt.. b4 is too late... Man.. juz hope i can get the module of my choice... so late in my submission... Right.. yst went running with Rong... onli did 7 rounds.. yup.. nth to be proud of haha.. but nvm.. at least we run.. as usual..we tok alot.. realli miss her man...as well as all my playmates in sec 5B.. how are u guys man.. realli miss u guys loads n loads yah.. nv been chatting out lately too...*REMINSCENT
Alrt.. Anna's birthday is gonna be ard the corner.. on 25th Feb..*look anna i rmb ur b'day haha.. so dun scold or smack me again alrt..
So peeps who can make it for her b'day chalet, do get to her alrt... oh yea.. she said she wan sth else rather den a wallet for her b'day yah.. so guys we better get our heads cracking to see wat other stuff she still need... Yup.. this time i realli gotto get my butt to her chalet.. or not i guess i'll be slaughter and killed by her for good..*laugh
Oh yah.. realli getting panicky now.. for each single day.. i can onli finish one chap.. Ahhh... gonna die of horrible death... As usual i'll complaint to Rong and she complaint to me.. and we'll whine to one another like nobody business... we're realli super slacker alrt... she has to sit for 4 papers while i have three.. n she's like me and i'm like her.. not realli getting into our work... God-- i realli pray.. if possible, give me a vision of what is gonna be out for test... HINTS are not enough... yup.. am greedy indeed, wanting more and more from u lord... but life's realli tough here yea... every single day is books books and more books.. i know that, i spend my time more on tv, den on my books.. but am realli sick over this kind of life... why muz we study!!! Are we realli guarantee for living a good life in the future... i realli doubt if i can successfully obtain a diploma*daze Lord, i do have a request to you...please dun make another ''me'' in the next life... i would rather be in heaven with you... do not wish to strive so hard in life anymore.. i want to be me!! I want to live a simple life!!! The world outside is so hard to catch up.. realli getting harderand harder to breathe... so lord.. juz keep me by ur side in my nxt life... *sick and tired of this changing world... though i muz agree that TV and computers is the greatest creation of all man kind-- *grin
Anw.. better get bac to my studies for goodness sake.. or not.. guess i'll nv finish my physio...*give out a deep sigh
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 17:21
rumbles & whines posted at 10:45
Give me your strength, Lord
Because sometimes things get tough,
and I'm ready to quit...
Give me your love, Lord
Because sometimes i feel like i'm rejected by the world
and I'm tempted to hate.
Give me your eyes, Lord.
Because sometimes life get so dark,
I tend to lose my way.
Give me your courage, Lord.
Because often i'm put under pressure,
and it's hard to do what is right.
I need to get myself to study hard.... Amen
Sunday, January 23, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 11:32
Today when skool to help out in the open hse.. of coz is for my cca--> The Adventure Seekers... anw.. went there early in the morning and rot till onli 1230den activities started... but the sun is realli good.. have a grt time tanning while adjusting the structure and gossiping... However, didnt realli get my desired skin colour yet.. Want to be like OLIVER!!! Ai Zai!!! Oh pls let me grumble and complain abt Ms Ong... she dun wanna reply my email alrt.. so today, if she cant get enough helpers thats her pro all right...
Alrt.. Oliver is a dragon boater of np... he's damn zai as well as damn super duper good looking... bet all who had seen him b4 will definitely think, he's super cool.. He juz got everything tat a guy or a man shld have alrt.. the height, the builds.... he's juz got everything yah... But guys out there, dun blame god to be unfair alrt...God just trying to be fair for the girls lolx...Alrt.. think of him does make me drool...
Oh yah... took lotsa photos today too.. yup... guess we juz have nth better to do, but taking pictures of ourselves haha.. but was realli fun yeah... Right.. am happy to annouce that, i finally got a new comp...Yippee!!! It cost me $1299 alrt, but it came with a free printer.... but nvm.. at least i have a comp to use... no need to always be so dependent on my laptop...*thanx daddy for letting me to buy!!! However, i must say.. i can set up a stall to sell printers... currently my hse has three printers alrt... thanx to all the promotions... budden.. i'm yielding for a scanner, thumb-drive or sth.. not a printer.. but juz so bad!!!*ahhhh Right..Army Recruitment Center pls give me my money.. am realli going broke... Sharon.. Serene.. i wan my money!!!
N yup.. have not been realli studying during the past few days alrt...common tests is coming!!! Am realli stress up.. but the open hse stuff is taking up most of my time as well as this new comp... gotto settle it..*ahhh.. juz hope by tmr.. i can realli sit down and study real real hard like wat my classmates and lecture mates are doing right now...*Lord, to you I Pray.. Pls bless me with the discipline and mind to study hard for my common test... may you hear my prayer I realli need the will and power to cut down on tv programme as well as computer!!! so lord pls pls grant me the power and will by tonite... realli gotto buck up!!!!
Friday, January 21, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 12:08
"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever."- Ally Mcbeal
' i tot i was strong.. but after all, that i have been through... i could see, how weak i'm inside``damn--
Thursday, January 20, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 12:35
Yup.. finally reach home early today.. as well as having to enjoy home cook food by my grandma.. *yippeee nice nice.. realli been a long time since i last ate home cook meal... realli sounds terrible rite haha...
Anw... today did lotsa things... went CMPB to fill in my declaration form and den went bugis to find my Nike LIME green shirt... but ahhhhh cant find!!!! *disapponted Den went down to far east to have my hair cut.. yup bac to DE SUMMER... lucky the guy hairstylist was there..*phew.. realli like him to cut my hair.. he's realli good, compared to his female partner... Anw, at first tot my hair was super odd alrt.. but when i head bac to skool, to help in the open hse(TAS booth) those guys praised my hair haha.. so at least it dun make me feel tat bad over the new hairdo... still worry of how am i going to take those bad comments of my new hairdo.. afterall, result of my hairdo still a satisfying one.. laugh out loud-- Guess i'm getting a little ya-ya now... coz Ben sae he like my hair wanna go cut, Dawn say tat too haha... so many praises from the other peeps... man.. realli feels like god....pardon me for this ya-ya behaviour alrt.. long time since i'm being praise lolx.... oh no-no-no... shld i say, long time since i get a hairdo that everyone think is cool haha Happy Happy....Oh yah... finally found my lime green shirt at wheelock...Damn lucky i muz sae...*phew phew Oso went borders to get myself a storybook... by Nora Roberts.. cant find Dan Brown's book...*sob...But her book is not bad...is kinda interesting and thrilling, remind me abt CSI... super cool... guess i realli like this author afterall*grin
Rite... during help out, went to climb our structure too.. damn fun!!! Got lotsa pictures taken too haha... rmb to upload AUF!!! Great job everyone.. esp to those peeps who stay overnight and chiong for our structure!!! Thanx guys!!!U guys are fantastic!!!Alrt... better get cracking wif my studies.. realli have not been studying for these few bloody days... OBC sux!!!!But i muz PASS!!
Ahhh... change my mind...guess i'll only start studying tmr....*slack!!!
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 17:35
Back from pioneering again...yup.. as usual, tired and sleepy...but i muz realli highlight the energy that shilin has.. she can stay up to watch vcds still 300am in the morning n wake up at 600am for skool.. super power man.. i cant... 5 hrs of slp has made me a zombie for good... realli need more slp as well as more time to brush up for my studies.. Have not been touching my books since the start of term..*god pls save me!!!n i realise tat pioneering have left me with lotsa scratches and brusies.. duno where does it realli comes from.. oh yah.. my legs also have lotsa mosquitos’ bites...*ahhhh Guess now i not onli have an ugly face, i have ugly legs and arms...*sob
Alrt... wateva it is... wats there is already there.. juz hope the scratches and bites can disappear asap haha... at least i can see free wounds skin...Want to apologise to Aishah, for leaving her alone to finish up the structure, while Teresa and I went off first.. as it was realli late for me already.. sorry Aishah.. hope u did get someone to help and u're able to manage it...I oso wish to apologise to the others.. for always leaving so early and did not realli do much for it...pls forgive me guys... but i guess... most of us, are super duper proud of the final product rite.. all of us were like so anxious to try it out haha...N happy to annouce that, tmr we can officially try it out... Yippee~~ Yup, tmr will be Ngee Ann open hse... we the TAS members have impt role in getting ppl specially those Sec skool peeps to try on our structure as well as learn abt our cca... anw... good job done everyone(tasic 16 and Instructors who came to help)...am realli happy to work wif u guys.. realli enjoy myself in the process of pioneering... lotsa laughters as well as gossips we shared.. thanx guys!!! I muz sae, the open hse for ngee ann is like a super duper grand occasion... n heard that if one participate in the open hse as helper or so, u'll get 4 cca pts...Though Ms ong sae, my class is put to help in the packaging.. but she nv did get back to me again...*sigh... we want the cca points Ms Ong!!! Pls get to me!!!
Yup.. am happy happy happy... tmr NO SKOOL!!! YEAH!!! that's the good thing of studying in lsct dept... the lecturers and directors as well as the students get so involve in the open hse.. students in this dept have no lessons... hahaha... cool rite.. but sad for those business, ME or wateva other courses.. their lessons still resume per normal.. saddies rite...But anw, tmr aint a holiday for me either.. have to report to CMPB early in the morning to declare some financial stuff... damn troublesome alrt...*shake my head vigorously.. tmr oso going to get a haircut... cant stand my hair any longer.. juz hope my haircut will turn out to be fine tmr yah...*praying.. Tmr also target to get my lime green nike shirt!!! pls have stock and the size for me yah!!! n lastly tmr, have to help out for TAS booth....Juz hope everything can run smoothly for me tmr....But am kinda sad though... I miss my CSI!!!!*SCREAM OUT LOUD... and today is the best episode i guess.. on some beast, bustard, gruesome rapist!!!*aggghhhh
But afterall... though today am tired as usual.. am still enjoying my day very much... as lecture ends at 1200 for me today.. went wif shilin,shuwen,eleanor n Vanessa to BP forlunch... we have KFC.... though my cough is still not fully recover.. but hack yah.. wen delicious food are place infront of u.. u juz cant resist.. haha N went to this restuarant... hmmm forgotten the name... but noe that this particular restuarant is famous for their ice cream yah.. oso at BP to have ice cream initially alrt... but instead of ice cream, shuwen and I ordered a curry fish head haha... damn nice and delicious..*yum yum Even now, i can still drool over the fish head...alrt.. guess, i realli have to do some exercise tmr.. or i duno how much kilo i have put on.. realli ate lotsa food today, KFC, CURRY FISH HEAD, BREAD, WANG WANG--->FATS... N shilin went to have a haircut at Monsoon...after we persuade her and tel her how worth it, it is..but i think after the haircut, she find it weird on her... coz she actually cut her hair short, in the way, she nv has it b4..and initially she wanted Ella's hairdo... but nvm.. u can always cut it the nxt time round yah... N shilin.. i can assure u that.. u look good alrt.. dun worry too much hee...If ur hairdo is bad.. u still have me.. tmr, i'm gonna get a haircut too.. haha.. juz hope it goes fine yah ha.. as usual if worst come to worst, i'll have my cap on...so pal, dun worry alrt.. u look grt...
Yup.. pls let me whine!!! Today kanna tricked by Ms Dora Tay... Thanx you yah.. bluff me down for pioneering at 4 plus... lucky by den am bac at skool....nxt time shall ignore ur cal.. as well as serene.. haha... used serene's hp to trick me... u realli scare the hell out of me.. tot i was realli late... Dora ni hao haha...anw, hope u're not too sad over ur grandpa death yah... take care alrt...
*yawn yawn yawn.. cant take it anymore my eyes are shutting down... gotto go to sleep now....
I've had a lifetime full of hopes and dreams
I thought I've seen true love but its never what it seems
I've been broken, but I know how to survive.
Somehow I always keep my dreams alive.
Every prayer that I ever prayed, has been answered in a heart beat
My spirit wants to cease everytime we meet
Now my only fear is that its too good to be true
Every dream that I ever dreamed is coming true in you.
rumbles & whines posted at 05:35
Ha... Now am in computer lab at blk 46 doing ITP test alrt... we're copying like nobody business yah... realli love my lecturer man... realli blur blur like sotong... But juz hope i can pass my ITP alrt... Jiaying super power man.. we help her got 44 out of 50 for her multiple choice.. alrt.. they oso helped me.. but i onli got 38 out of 50 nvm nvm.. juz hope total marks i can pass.... *praying hard
Alrt.. better log off now... my frens are grumbling.. gotto rush for my fifteen mins break.. Ooops the lecturer is coming my way.. chao for now~~
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Alrt.. back from my pioneering.. real tired... my fingers are numbs... cant crutch my fists...*ahhhhh But am realli feeling sorry for my other tasic team mates.. perhaps at this hour, they are still tying the structure, while i am allowed to go home.... realli sorry guys... dun mean to PS u guys...am realli sorry... But now, just hope tmr, we can finish the structure in time for the open hse yah...
Yup... my grandma was discharge on sunday.. but nv realli get to see her face to face these few days.. as when i reach home she's already asleep or early in the morning i'll be off to skool.. so realli long long time since i realli sit down beside her to chat or do things tog...realli feeling realli bad inside... i realli miss her cooking...
As for my dad and mama, some thing... nv realli get to talk to them... but for my dad, was still not tat bad i guess..as every morning, even his leg is still in the process of recovery, he still insist to accompany me down to the bus stop... so am realli touch yar.. though most of the time, he's being so super strict against me... but afterall guess he still dote me as much...*thanx papa!!! Oh..finally able to get a new comp... yippeee... i guess onli those who came to my hse b4, knows how bad state my comp is in right now... is super duper slow alrt... but i cant be too excited yet.. in case my father decided not to buy new comp n decided to fix the old one.. i'm dead-- my bro and sis as well as i'm..are all trying real hard to convince him to get a new comp.. so he better does alrt... or.... i duno wat i'll do to him haha... mayb i'll juz ignore him for 1 week or 2.... i duno..
Alrt.. am realli mean and insensitive rite....
Right.. this bring me to a show i watch on sunday nite, telecast on channel 8, 2130pm... the story is realli sad yah, but i guess the moral of the story was realli good.. it is a story talking abt this family, this boy, whose mother is deaf and mum and his father's leg is manipulated due to accident... and this boy is unable to walk properly himself, due to some illness or deficiency... and his family lives in a one room or two room flat.. cant realli rmb... but he is still so content with his life... despite some many unfortunate things happen and going on in his family.. as a teenager at his puberty age, he can still pull through and stay strong... i realli admire his spirit of handling life... he oso showed me, despite of being poor in life, having a home and ur love ones esp ur dad and mama by ur side is already a blessing from god above...N in life, u do not need many branded goods... u juz need ur love ones who are able to shelter u from the rain and protect u from any storm that u face.... tbut this pharse is constantly forgotten...even i yield for branded goods, even if i'm not in a wealthy... i duno is this wrong or right.. but sometimes i guess.. i juz wan too much of a thing.. i duno.... nvm.. let me continue some other time... is 0016 now.. gotto catch some slp.. tmr have morning class at 0800!!! *yawn...crawl away--
Saturday, January 15, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 05:58
ok here to blog, finally...alrt.. past few days been busy and busy over projects... cats as well as cell bio... but finally get it all over... but i must say that.. the cats project aint a good one...compared to all the other team.. realli feel a little ashame... but it doesnt mean, our grp product aint good... is juz that we did not realli put in a lot of time as well as effort to do it.. so is kinda a sloppy one.. but at least we did the end product... nvm..nxt term we'll be doing some acting stuff.. so i think is not gonna be as bad as coming out wif a innovative n creative product...
Alrt... This few days oso busy over pioneering... life's realli hectic man... almost everyday been staying bac.. tying n re-tying the ladders n stuff... realli tired... now suffering from backache, muscles ache.. practically the entire body muscles are strained....wateva-- alrt.. shall stop my whinning and complaints or think i'l go on and on like nobody business....
Yst.. wen sports climbing again... but my performance and energy level was like so little.. even i've eaten my lunch...*ahhhhh realli need to pump pump n pump it up...alrt... i always sae it but nv do it...alrt.. nvm, at least Elf taught Jieling, Me and cheryl--> leading... damn cool.. we're actually learning second level stuff... and Jieling and i did the overhead bloudering wall...for the first time.. me and jieling accomplised something so Honorable...*proud Alrt.. shld not be so hao lian.. there're much more room for improvement.. so must be modest... haha hope after exam.. can do a better job in climbing...
Oh... pls let me whin over the wed netball match... man.... we'll trash alrt... was realli bad... tot we'll win.. but i guess is the umpire fault.. always find flaws on my teammates alrt... *pissed... some mayb our fault.. but can she juz kinda close one eyes.. it dont make any harm either too....*scream Alrt.. the thing that i mention below is gonna bring me to the peak.... this stupid guy... damn JIAN alrt... he hit, pushes and bully girls!!!!Our netball match is a mix team.. so is like guys and girls can form one team.. so yah... this guy of another team... he realli damn damn super duper JIAN...he juz cross his armpit over his opponent head which was a girl.. n he pushes her juz to snatch the ball from her... i mean yah.. u shld play aggressively in a match.. but hey.. ur opponent is juz a small little girl.. n u push her and bully her like nobody business.. damn.. it much too far alrt... Tian yin and Me was super duper piss... we realli cant wait to bash him up... as well as flatten him up...realli ****him man!!! No charisma!!! Ass guy!!!... Alrt.. den was our team turns... suai enough.. that guy was my opponent... god-- i swear at that point of time i was realli scare alrt... i realli scare i'll kanna bully by him... but luckily, he didnt touch me... if he did.. ha he better watch out for good... anw.. was still happy over the match.. at least, Jiaying when partnering that ass guy, she step and hit him.. n when the ass guy swap to become my opponent i punch him, in the midst of ball snatching as well as pushing him off.. lolx... am realli feeling good man.. n most of all they lose to the other team too... *laugh out loud... serve u rite man.. this is ur tribution!!!*evil evil grin
Went to play soccer match before attending the pioneering.. but seriously, pioneering is quite slack as well as quite tiring.. alrt.. duno wat am i saying...*brain malfunctioning...*groan
Later hv pioneering again... *sigh, not a sense of enthusiasm tingling...
wateva.. still have to go... but the sad thing now is that.. my dad is out of hospital.. but my grandma yst, was admitted into hospital...*crys... was realli shock alrt... wen i return home n didnt see her in the room... was realli scare...dun realli wish to see anyone of my love ones suffered... it realli pain my heart.. and moreafter, my grandma is so old now... juz hope she can pull thru n get bac to her ownself again...*pray
To whoever is planning to go running or train up... pls call me...
Anyway,Cheow.. when wanna go running again... i need to train... gotto prepare for the vertical marathon as well as the comp held by dragon boat club....
Sunday, January 09, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 17:36
Alrt.. am falling ill again..*croak--sneeze-- Aahhhhh!!!! Now doing project for cell bio... am not realli doing much.. lolx... realli feeling super bad.. nvm.. tonite go home will be editing the final power point slides...Hope i can do a satisfying one...
Yst, after lecture.. went swimming with Cheow at Hougang swimming complex.. as usual, she's the one swimming to and forth, laps and laps and more laps... Me.. i'll be swimming halfway den as usual, out of breath, stop at the side of wall n rest...Guess wat.. Cheow swam 22 laps.. n me!!! ha better not mention it...Anw.. during swimming, saw two pregnant women wearing bikini swimming.. yup, u're reading rite.. pregnant women swimming in public swimming pool...Alrt.. mayb is not strange.. but it was super damn strange to me.. coz it was actually my first time seeing things like tat haha.. was still worried if the pregnant women will drown or sink or even kanna kick by ppl.. coz their tummy was super huge.. but they'll swimming super well...*amaze/dumb-founded And i think, they'll the spotlight at the swimming pool...*stare..After change up, den wen home straight n rush for cell bio pro... wah.. wat a tired day man...
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Finally back home!!!Tired-- Anyway..After finish finalising everything for cell bio ard 12 plus plus, wen KAP to eat...Have mac alrt, even though have been suffering from sore throat for days...nvm...nth for me to eat too.. n its realli been a long long time since i last ate mac... haha... ANW peeps!! Macdonald have TWISTED FRIES!!! similar to the A&W one.. damn nice haha.. ate it today.. tats why am croaking now...*cough Den spend a good 5 hrs there chatting alrt haha... Maggie, Me, Jo and Shilin... Realli tok abt lotsa stuff alrt.. on frens, classmates, gays, fav actors, fav actresses, movies, vcds...practically everything..realli have a good time.. realli been so long since have a chance to sit down n tok wif classmates...anw, was a good experience...
Alrt.. Now at this hr.. 1210, suppose to be at the living room watching tv.. but in the room doing pro.. but nvm... finally finish all the animation for the cell bio power point...*half-dead.. -->looking at how much tissues i have used in the past few hrs...*start counting
Ok.. better stop my crap...anw, have been sitting infront this comp since 8 plus plus.. onli till now den finish the slides.. Power rite haha...guess am realli slow in production...Old already...Jo if u read this.. i cant send the ppt to ur email.. duno why???I get to u again tmr or so alrt....Haven study Cell bio.. damn-- realli wonder if tmr or mon i can finish studying.. n tmr there's pioneering.. duno am able to attend anot.. my headache and dry throat as well as flu am killing me like shit...Guess i shld not have taken Mac...Or is the swimming pool water to blame.. muz be polluted or infected by some ppl virus and happen to transmit it to my body...ahhhhhh*curse curse-- Evening time receive a sms from Khairi.. he said he's getting married n blah blah.. on feb 29 alrt.. but there's no feb 29 this yr.. so ppl pls look out.. dun be trick if u receive similar messages...Oh thanx Khairi the Goddess for not attacking me wif ur tsunami alrt haha
Alrt.. after taking the pills am sleepy now.. guess i cant hang on any longer.. gotto catch some slp.. have been sleeping super late these days!!! PROJECTS KILLS!!!!
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JESSICA!!!
Jessica on Charity show for Tsunami fund raising(HongKong)
Jessica In Malaysia!!!!
Thursday, January 06, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 12:30
Anw.. got my shit out already!!! wee!!! lolx
Alrt... today have obc pract... and i muz sae... i did lotsa mistakes again...*god!!! Am so damn blur and clueless abt the practical...Though i have drop everything down n read thru the pract book... dun realli noe.. wat is actually wrong wif me... Guess i'm juz too anxious to complete the entire pract asap!!!Guess the lecturer as well as the lab manager cant stand me alrt... spill solution, do the wrong steps... realli wonder will one day the lab be destroyed by me!!! Coz am realli super duper hungry alrt...And this morning nearly late yea... thanx to the jam and the rain... Man.. i took the bus ard 0628... but reach skool ard 0745... N shilin was waiting for me.. nearly got her late for pract class too.. lucky we walk quite fast and onli late for ard 1 min plus...*phew anw, there's so so so many ppl late today alrt... the weather nowadays realli kills...
Today pract was quite a short one.. very slack too... lotsa time for us to chit-chat ard haha... playing the tian cai go go go game wif hui hua, dan dan and jiaying... very funny lolx... discussing abt the super duper disgusting steven lim too...Today went running with Cheow... onli do six rounds and some pull up den starts to drizzle... but luckily it ended as soon as i started to cycle back home...*thanx god
Saw my father's leg... he's having lotsa blue black ard his operation site... realli heartache to see his leg in this state.. hope it'll all get away soon... he's leg still look very swell... but the stubborn him still continue to do household chores which we think he shld not have done... he juz dun listen alrt...Now onli can hope for the best.. hope he can have a full n speedy recovery soon...
Ok... tmr gotto rush for cell bio project as well as cats.. realli no no no time to waste... damn-- suppose to join elf for sports climbing... but where where where can i find time for it..*scream out loud-- even finding time to get a hair cut is a pro now...*sigh... wateva it is... juz hope this semester can quickly past...Anw, heard from Khairi that Dawn, Ben and Moses are angry wif us for not attending pt session... duno wat shld i sae... mayb our fault but...i duno*speechless...Anw, Khairi have new lobang again... he wan us to join the surf and sweat race... he saied there's free goodies from rip curl!!!!cool rite.... anw if anyone interested can visit this website-->www.surfsweat.cjb.net...Guess for us Tasic we'll go for the run and surf category!!!
Fri joining cheow for swimming...anyone interested???
To all the wonderful women and may you have a blessed day ahead!
To all the men out there. It's a good reminder for you!
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being.When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils.But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man, because your nostrils are too delicate.
I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do.
Around this one bone, I shaped you....... I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile.
You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The ribcage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support man as the rib cage supports the body.
You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from his head, to be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side.
You are my perfect angel.....You are my beautiful little girl. You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence, and my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart. Your eyes...don't change them. Your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer. Your nose, so perfect in form.
Your hands so gentle to touch. I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep.I've held your heart close to mine. Of all that lives and breathes, you are most like me.
Adam walked with me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely. He could not See me or touch me. He could only feel me.
So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me, I fashioned in you; my Holiness, my Strength, my Purity, my Love, my Protection and Support. You are special because you are an extension of me. Man represents my image, woman my emotions. Together, you represent the totality of God. So man......treat woman well. Love her, respect her, for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt me.
What you do to her, you do to me. In crushing her, you only damage your own heart;the heart of your Father, and the heart of her Father. Woman, support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion
I have given you.
In gentle quietness, show your strength. In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self. Did you not know that WOMAN is special in God's eyes?
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 11:00
Nv attend pt today!!!-->CONSTIPATION!!!! Ahhhh....
Yest wen for self training... and running half way.. or shld i sae...at the start of run, already experience stomachache... n have receive the stimulus of shiting!!!Of coz did not wen to shit... but continue my run... den now!!!! From yst till today... realli trying hard to get my shit out of me... i cant....Am realli in vain*help!!!
Alrt... shall stop whinning abt the dirty business... finally sort of complete my ITA pro but still feel a little uncertain abt some stuff... need to double check wif ppl ard tmr again... Anw, nothing much realli happen today... juz tutorial lecture and lecture.... but let me comment... Ms Ng my OBC lecturer, dressed rather sexy today.. but aint attracted to her alrt... she's definitely not my type haha... juz tat today, she's was surprisingly DRESSING LIKE A WOMAN....ok, shall stop being so mean... dun wanna get sued!!!
Anw, tmr cell bio tutorial gonna have a role play on cloning... haha guess what.. i'm the papa.. my wife is shilin and daughter is Jo.... but kinda pity in the end... Jo was beat to death by me lolx...anw juz hope tmr, we can put up a grt play for everyone..cheers~~
Special thanks to Yixuan and Vanessa for helping me to salvage my tagbox!!! thanQ=)
Sorry Aishah... not mean to flood ur tagbox!!! was a mistake!!!
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 15:00
Alrt.. finally back home... am real tired after a long day... weather is getting colder and colder each day... *freeze
Anw... have cell bio practical this morning... did some dna stuff...made quite a no. of mistake during the pract... but lucky after the second centrifuge got back the result required... damn scary man... dun wish to burden my lab mates...*thanx god--
Alrt...today did self-training... do outside campus run... run all the way from skool to clementi-->KFC area there... POWER rite lolx... den oso do stairs, ran up the 25 storey flat... really can die man...Is like till level 15 or so, my battery flat and die out le... realli struggling... but as usual Khairi will be the fittest and fastest guy to complete this task...He's realli POWER!!! Realli got to train more and more and many more to be like him... I oso realli admire Melissa's muscles... she's a dragon boat member... damn ZAI alrt.. saw her carrying weights in the gym... omg... the arm muscles she got there was damn huge!!! am not kidding alrt.. she mayb small in size but she's realli super well ton!!!Omg...Love her body!!! Alrt tmr, everyone is gonna pon tasic pt... this is the latest news gathered haha... realli wonder wat the pt instructor will react....*pondering
Alrt... am competing with all the tight time frame for projects and presentation...*scream Is realli a hell week alrt... CATS project due this THURS, ITA tests this FRI.... Cell bio test nxt MON and our beloved Mrs Tang still emphasise that the test is gonna be a tough one... GOD-- Cell bio scientific presentation is oso due nxt week as well as ITA... *arrghhhhh Starting from 9 Jan there will be pioneering... man... so many many things... open hse and stuff all coming up...*feels like shit
---Busy Month---
Jess and her dog "lulu" at SAA 2005 Function
Sunday, January 02, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 12:48
Alrt...my daddy is bac home... realli happy for him.... but it does not mean that he is fully recovered... he still need a walking stick for some support when walking... but glad to see him bac afterall.. realli miss him though...
But if he's bac everyone in the family have some big business to attend too now... yup.. we realli have to draw a duty roaster in plan to look after and take care of him... not that he's realli dependent on us for his movement or so.. is juz tat, my dad cant realli stay still for long... and the worst part is that.. he's super duper stubborn!!! Alrt... he's kinda share the same personality as i do yea...no choice.. He's realli stubborn alrt.. after operation, my grandma wants to brew some tonic for him... but he juz refuse to drink alrt... is for the healing of his legs.. but he juz dun see it alrt... and warn my grandma not to waste money on stuff like tat again... he's realli a pain yea... juz so stubborn.. always assume that he damn physically strong...*sigh juz hope he can listen to us and rest well....
Tmr, mayb gotta accompany my grandma to market... but juz hope i dun overslept alrt... ok, today went town to get my shoes yippeee!!!! i got it!!!! la-la-lala-la-la-la But now.. am aiming for the lime green nike t-shirts as well as quiksilver and billabong shirt.. but damn ex... no money to afford it rite now...*crys i muz sae.. today my sister get the most stuff yea.. she got her dunks, shirts, bermudas.. practically everyting she wan she got it all yea... poor me!!!*cry out loud Nvm i shld be content as least i got my sportshoes!!! Special thanx to anna again.. for directing me to the shop at ps... thanx girl... gotto go catch my show....*wee
Saturday, January 01, 2005
rumbles & whines posted at 17:32
WedNesday: I onli have cell biology tutorial to attend as the LSCT department celebrates the student and stuff day.. a day for bonding btw stuff and students... of coz, all students under Mrs Tang Cell bio lecture and tutorial classes have to perform... And yup... actually suppose to perform the song--> that's wat frens are for... but in the end..guess wat?? my entire class did not showed up... By the way.. onli 10 pathetic ppl attend cell bio tutorial....Nvm.. but am realli feeling bad yah... somehow like cheated mrs tang's feelings..... Arrgh... I brought an apology card for her... it will be sign by the whole class.. to show how remorseful we realli are yea... am realli feeling bad abt our poor attendance and not showing up for the preformance... Is realli being irresponsible i muz sae..moreafter i'm the class rep... not setting a good example...*condemn--
After tutorial, wen home straight, to prepare my meeting up with my sec skool pals for dinner... yup, we're actually celebrating belated christmas and a little of my birthday i guess so... shall not assume too much... So wen gardens Cartel to eat... along the way saw Tini... as usual stil look as sporty and skinny as she is lolx... n yup.. thanx for ur birthday wish realli appreciate it very much!!!! Most importantly realli wanna thanx my classmates from 1F04!!!! THANX FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!!!! THANX... alrt.. in case u guys duno what Irene got me.. is a nike t-shirt and shorts yea... thanx guys!!! Realli love u guys so so much!!! THANX=)
Oh ok... let me get bac to where i've stop haha.. apologise for being super duper good in side-tracking...ok.. so we wen Cartel... Me, SokYin, Shurong, Anna, Esther as well as Ruiping and Ally...have a fun time eating there yea... am realli hungry at that point of time...of coz anna commented on me... commenting how i ate Ruiping's beef Lasagna... alrt, am going to change my eating habits or gesture soon..Ok.. have quite a nice chat, exchanging presents and taking photos using diff hp...Anw.. thanx Anna for ur present... Sorry that i dun used it.. but realli appreciate it very much yea... no worries alrt... i dun use it, doesnt mean, is not a grt gift yea...Uh huh.. so does it gives u a reason to buy me another present??? lolx!!!Alrt alrt, shall stop pulling ur leg...anw, realli glad to have a chance to meet up again...Special thanx to Cheow too.. for offering me her Organic chem notes.. rmb to pass it to me ok!!! thanx...
Thursday: YiPpEEE... I turn 18 this very day!!!-->30 Dec 2004!!! n this very day.. have cca--->water confidence... man... was sux for me.. coz am realli a bad swimmer and stuff... *scream am realli embarrassed.... arrgh.. such a poor poor swimmer compared to the other tasic mates... damn... realli a world disgrace!!! ok nvm...guess realli got to train hard if realli wan to be a good n confident swimmer... am realli a super duper lousy swimmer with no self-confident and no basic foundation freak!!! God--guess i can be crown the wall swimmer.. coz u can always see me clump to the walls esp wen i'm in the deep pool...I realli wonder, how can i survive if i'm in the sea... guess i'll juz panic and die of shock!!!But i muz thanx god for getting me thru the entire water confidence session... it was realli the coolest training i got man... am tired, but is realli a good one!!SHIOK SIA!!!
Ok shall stop cursing myself... New year will be coming in few more mins.... alrt.. gotto praise myself more b4 2004 ends.. or am realli feeling this very yr, i'm good-4-nth....Ok on this very day... i muz thanx all the TAS TASIC INSTRUCTORS AND MEMBERS... THANX for planning a grt birthday celebration for me... the flour and powder does taste sucky yea.. but am realli happy to have a bunch of ppl like u guys!!! Realli love u guys lots n lots.. Huggies!!!thanx for the card, keychain and cake too... Muz rmb to send me the photos alrt, if u guys have receive it or so...wanna see the photos haha Realli fun man... Anw... Dan(9th Jan) the nxt victim birthday celebration will be much more fun i muz sae...*FORESEEING WAT WILL HAPPEN TO DAN--
Alrt... today is oso my dad's operation date.. he has to do a leg surgery.. to straighten his leg.. so that he can walk and climb stairs at ease... am realli worried abt how he's actually doing rite now....*pray
Friday.. which is today... having onli ITA class.. coz today is new year eve...but for now onwards is 2005!!!!Which means is new year already!!!!Bygones 2004--
WELCOME 2005.. HAPPY NEW YEAR to EVERYONE OUT THERE!!! May all of ur wishes and dreams come thru!!! Have a wonderful year ahead!!!Smile always...
Alrt.. today wen to visit my dad after skool... but wen to meet my mama first at bugis.. wen with shuwen to bugis as she's meeting her frens over there too.. along the bus of coz grumbles and whine abt how muz projects and assignments we have to complete and all the tests, exams and stuff.. god-- am realli dying...stress stress stress... a new beginning is starting but more work are pilling up...=( Cell bio project, CATS project,ITA test,Pioneering,Self-training...BUSY BUSY
Alrt.. bac to my dad...he's able to walk.. which is realli a surprise yea.. coz he juz had the operation yst... n this afternoon when we went to visit him we saw him walking...he's realli super human...But is realli a good start for him i muz sae... as least he's like recovering so fast and smoothly... juz hope nth will go wrong and worst for him and he can stay healthy and strong, and prepare for his other leg surgery...Hope he can take it... but am realli happy to see my dad's leg straighten like normal again.. at least he'll not walk in so much pain again....realli a grt job done by DR YEO...thanx you!!!Tmr, wanna go get my orange Oasic sportshoes... realli cant wait any longer.. damn tempted each time i see ppl wear it.. cant wait to get them on my feet...Juz hope tmr i can find and buy it... tmr oso suppose to bring my sis to town to get her dunks as well as her new year clothings...anw she's much much more richer den i'm now... damn--Anw.. from today cant use kazaa anymore even kazaa lite.. saddies... realli need some other sources to get my songs!!! CDS are realli too ex to afford!!! I wan to watch wo he jiang shi you ge yue hui 3.... seems damn nice alrt... catch it along my way home at TOA PAYOH HUB... everyone was like packing and surrounding the small tv set that is telecasting that show, like nobody business... of coz i'm one of the peep in the crowd too lolx... muz admit is kinda nice!!!!Alrt.. is kinda getting late..realli gtg sleep now...*eyes half-open
